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I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.




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angry!!
Monday, January 31, 2005


i tot gd friends muz be truthful to one another. but one of my friends. damn disappointed wif her. feel lky giving her a slap on her face. argh~!! so angry! why muz she bluff us lehs?! i treated her as one of my best friends but now she lies to us. dunno wan to sae i sad or angry. why cant she juz be truthful 2 us? 3yrs of friendship. she destroying it wif her own hands! dun she treasure our friendship? does she remember those happi memories we had together before? feel lky telling her off. but she so stubborn. she sure wun listen de. hais. dunno wat to do wif her. last tym she oreadi did a grave mistake lers. and now..sooner or ltr, she will make the same old mistake again de. i hope tt when she read tis, she noes it's her. and hope wat i said will knock sum sense into her. i dun wan to wait until dere is quarrels and breaking up of friendships. i dun wan to lose any friends. friends are the most impt thing in my life now. dun wanna see z6 break up!


6:10 PM



2nd blog of da dae.
Saturday, January 29, 2005


2nd blog of da dae. hees. juz now go lot 1 eat wif parents. then go ntuc buy sum tins. then we go buy durian eat. yummy! now beri full ahs.

sians. now on fone toking wif sinyee. saying pple bad tins. hahas. no lars. jkjk.

8:28 PM



long long no blog.


4daes no blog lers. too tired to blog.

ytd went back bukit view. hahas. miss bukit view and all my friends in bukit view. able to see z6 and crap wif dem. felt so relaxed. lazy to type lehs. hahas.

alrite. cum straight to point. my motive of tis blog is tt i think there has been sum misunderstanding tt i lky junlin. hey, i admit i lky him. but it is AS A FRIEND. i lky all my friends too. junlin is only my good friend.

wa biang ehs. sibei tired. feel lky slping. dun feel lky going to sch lehs. haiyo. hey pple. you guys think i shld learn make-up? considering lehs... hmm..

dun write lers. i wan go orh orh!

4:50 PM



got a new fwen-wendy.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005


todae got to noe a girl name wendy. she look lky a malay sia. short hair de. there was a three hour break. lucky wendy was dere to pei me. we went to clementi central to walk walk. then still got lotsa tym. then take mrt to westmall lols. we go eat mac. yummy!wendy ate the new burger. the beef prosperity dunno wat sai lars. hahas. but she sae nice to eat. i eat mc spicy double. wendy and i eat until damn full. stomach gonna explode. hahas.

i saw alice and rina in the ite todae oso. hahas. they studying office. and hors..btw i todae then realised tt my course is 1 yr nias. hahas. wendy tell me de. lky tt gd sia. hahas.

aiya dun sae liaos. wan go toliet pang sai!!

6:57 PM



in retail course.
Monday, January 24, 2005


todae went for interview for the retail course. they accepted me and start lesson todae too. my class...hmm..okok lols. din reallie tok oso lars. dunno anybodi yet. lucky my lessons latest end is only 4.15. not lky da nursing course. 5++6++. wa lau can die de lehs. and my hse here to the clementi ite got direct bus. 188. hees. but sumtyms dun feel lky wan study. maybe too long no study lars. and not adapt to ite life yet. hopefully by tis month i adapt to everything. oso hope i will do well in tis course oso.

hey z6! i going to find you all on fri okies? pls for my sake make urself free kk? i miss sch food too. dunno new year eve i muz go sch anot. if dun need then good lehs. then go sch see you all the cheering comp. hees. go dere see how funni the sec1 are. hahas.

haiyo. i wan go shopping lehs. i wan go bugis village. not to buy clothes. is to buy bag. the clothes dere beri hard find my size de. hahas. cant wait for cny to cum. can wear my new nice nice clothes. and most imptly...hongbaos!!!! wee~~~

7:05 PM



back frm chalet.
Sunday, January 23, 2005


yo. i'm back frm the chalet. reached hm bout 11+ and then slp till 7. hahas. now still damn damn tired.

fridae.
woke up ard 9+ then at 11+we start to help to move things down to my dad lorry. then we went to my ah ma hse to take chairs and tables. and to fetch nicholas and nelson to the chalet. end up their parents oso went to the chalet wif us. our ah gong and ah ma oso go. when we reach is ard 3 bahs. then check in. our chalet is damn bloody far frm the entrance. we carried tables, chairs, etc in. wa biang. hand very pain ahs. after moving everything we all sat in the chalet and tok tok lols. then my 2nd aunt family came. it was her bdae. we bought cake for her. and sang the bdae song lols. they left ard 11+. at the chalet left me dajie kendrick samantha nicholas nelson. we are staying over. we play mahjong. chua dai dee. other stupid card games lols. hees. nth to do mahs. we went to buy alchohol. we play until 3+ then my dajie and kendrick wan slp lers. samantha and i stil dun wanna slp. we took our alcohol and went for a walk. hais. nicholas and nelson wan follow us. bo bian lols. we walk ard and drank our alcohol. nicholas and nelson no drink. their parents dun allow. there was a thing that samantha and i cant figure out. we are not poor drinkers. we dun get drunk easily. but dunno why we feel uncomfortable. esp me as i drank more. i cant even walk properly. i oso vommited. but after tt feel betta. then we bring nicholas and nelson back to the chalet to slp. nelson slept but nicholas din wan slp as he saw samantha and i go out again. so we 3 ate cup noodles. after eating we sat dere awhile then we go slp lers.

saturdae.
get into details. the party stared bout 6.30. our relatives came. kendrick friends came. we bbq, ate, chat chat, blah blah blah. the bdae was delivered. it was a 3kg key shape cake. my mum placed it on a chair. damn suay. one of my relative din noe it was a cake and tot i was a chair and SAT ON IT!! think u all shld noe wat happen to da nice nice cake. hais. we ordered the cake frm sum1 we knew. we quickly call da person. lucky she sae they haf one more 3kg cake. heng ahs. my eldest cousin drove my sis to the cake shop to take da cake. kendrick friends start to make him drink. they realie made him drink ALOT. until b4 the cake arrived he was oreadi drunk. after my sis cum back we quickly cut cake lols. then kendrick..was totally knock out liaos. he din reallie get to enjoy. when he was slping we all took pics of him. videocam him. hahas.12+ every start to leave lols. leaving my family. my pareants clear up the bbq area. my dajie wash da pots etc.. i try to help wateva i can lols. my erjie was nt dere at da tym liaos. she went hm 1st coz she tired. so my parents left bout 1++.

sundae.
woke up feeling my whole bodi aching. hahas. my dad cum fetch us lols. reach hm eat sumtin. waTch tv. blah blah blah. aiya. dun wan sae liaos lars. tired!!

9:35 PM



feeling sleepy''
Friday, January 21, 2005


*yawn* so tired lehs. cannot go slp yet. waiting for my sis. coz she using her laptop to help me load song into my hp via infared. no cable so i cant load in using da com/ stupid one lehs. buy the fone no cable. then wat for still make it as a mp3 fone sia. idiot! then now use infared is a damn slow. hais. having tis camera fone, my zi lian kwang sickness is acting up again. hahas. owaes take pic. lalala~~

juz now i told jegan i lky sum1 whom we both noe. study in bukit view de. then he call me to confess to tt guy. but he sure reject me de lars. coz he now lky another gal. hais. actually cant sae i lky him lars. is got good feeling towards him. owaes chat wif him on msn makes me feel happy and relaxed. oso dunno why lehs. he seems to understand me. and he is a funni guy. hahas. buai tahan. hais. let nature take its course lars. maybe when he dun lky da gurl lers then i tell him i lky him lols. at least got a bit of chance mahs. hees. wish me luck guys!

alakma! suddenly feel lky wanna da bian. omg~!

1:52 AM



new phone.
Thursday, January 20, 2005


ytd din post. hahas. dun feel lky posting mahs. so sians.
ytd i buy new hp. k700i. and change my plan to whole free incoming call de. so pple, call me whenever you wan. hahas. anywae i'm free everydae. ytd i still help my mum cook dinner lehs. i cook hash brown and the vegetables. pro lehs. hahas.

juz now i called clementi ite. to ask about the appeal. hais. same ans. they sae wait for the letter. they sae tt the letter will be sent by 31st of jan. they sae got mani pple on waiting list and muz got vacancies then the section heads will choose to accept who lols. lucky is not 1st cum 1st one ahs. but sumtyms i feel lky wan to go for the july intake one. dunno why lehs. hais.

10:44 AM



nth to do.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005


haiyoyo. so sians lehs. nth to do sia. ltr going causeway wif mum. go gaigai. i wan go buy clothes. hahas. and bag.

ytd he msged me. not beri shocked lars. but he said sumtin tt really shocked me. he said he wan to woo me. then wen i read it my reaction was a loud 'huh'. then my dad look at me. hahas. so funny. then my sister sae i siao. i din noe wat to reply back then i juz treat it as he is juz crapping awae. then i reply.'dun crap lars' dun really feel lky wan to tok bout all this kinda tins. and then ken. he now jio me. at 1st gt abit of feeling 4 him. but now feel abit irritated. coz he owaes wan meet me. i oso dun lky to go out de. except wif my z6 sistas lars. hais.

now listening techno. Meteorite Dance. damn nice. now feeling high~!!! wee...~!~~~ i wanna dance. hahas. i siao lers. sae until dance. long tym no go play para para and ddr lers. hais. the para para. i owaes dance the welfare2000 fail sia. oso dunno why. if tt song i pass then means all the para para song i pass lers lehs. hais. nxt tym gonna try. gonna kill myself if i still dun pass tt song. and i wanna improve my ddr. hees.

12:58 PM



boring
Monday, January 17, 2005


hais. so boring. now at home slack. sians until wan die liaos. now eating dumpling. the dumpling so small lehs. wa lau. hahas. now crapping wif junlin on msn. crap for few hrs lers. hahas. lucky got him pei me tok tok. if not i dunno wat to do liaos. hahas. yummy~! the dumpling so nice to eat.. now beri thirsty. hahas. lazy to go take water drink. hahas. now all my friends shld be having assembly now. hmm...

2:20 PM



yeah~! singapore won the tiger cup~!
Sunday, January 16, 2005


wa lau ehs. singapore won the tiger cup nehs. hehe. good job man. and quite a interesting match. the goalkeep frm singapore damn good lehs. he saved alot of balls. but i feel the referee abit of kelong lehs. boo~!!! hahas.

hais. tml me gonna be at home alone. sians ahs. aniwae..me lose 1kg lers. yeahs~! hahas. 1kg i oso happi. lame. hahas. trying to lose much more weight. still dun lose weight ltr no pple wan. hahas.

afyter much consideration, i haf decided to buy k700i. wat u guys think? the price is bout $289.

11:17 PM



no title. juz another sat.
Saturday, January 15, 2005


todae..hmms.. woke up dAMN early man. woke up at 7.30am. then i went to teck whye to meet my mummy. i went market wif her and actually i got motive one lars. hahas. teck whye dere ahs every sat got a few stalls sell jeans and skirt. and are very cheap. so i went dere. and i ended up buy 1 skirt and 2 three quaters pants.guess how much is the skirt and one of the 3/4 pants is. it is damn cheap. i expected it to be 10++ but when we ask, it is only $8 each. but the other 3/4 pants is bout $20++ . but still quite cheap lars. hahas. the skirt i lky alot. is light green de. aiya. veri nice correct lers. hahas.

todae went my ah ma hse. very scare tt my relatives will ask me how is ite. then i wun noe how to ans. but lucky they din ask. phew! we left my ah ma ard 4.30. coz we nid to go to buy stuffs for my sis stead, kendrick, his cuming chalet next sat. his 21st bdae.we bought alot of things man. hahas.

now watching the man-u and liverpool match. hope man-u will win~! hees.

9:25 PM



sorry dad&mum.
Friday, January 14, 2005


hais. this entry is for my parents esp my dad. i wan to sincerely tell him SORRY. i noe tt i pass my 'n' and got into nursing course you are happi and proud of me. and now i suddenly tell you tat i wan to change course. i din expect tt too. i admit it's all my fault. i din think properly then apply for nursing. i got easily influence by pple ard me. i dun haf a direction where i wanna go. but now i reallie regret. i juz noe tt if i stay on in nursing course i wun haf a great tym there. now i oreadi withdraw frm the course lers and appeal for retail lers. wat done cant be undone. so i hope you will support me ok dad? i really regret tt i din heed ur advice to go to sec5 in da 1st place. dun blame mum oso. it was all my idea tt i wanna go ite. and mum. i noe you now oso very dissappointed wif me but you jus dun wan to show it out onli. sorry mum..sorry dad.. reallie sorry.. if my appeal is approved i will study hard de. but if not approved, i promised i will not slack at hm. i promise..and dad dun owaes sae you dun care bout me oreadi coz in few yrs tym you cant see us lers. dun sae tis kinda foolish things. i sumtyms may be abit cold towards you. but when i hear you sae i reallie feel very very sad. dun sae those tins again... coz i dun wan tt to happen. do you noe tt when i recall those tins you sae i cant help but cry. dun be angry wif me animore dad. sorri.

2:17 PM



i hate nursing now~!
Thursday, January 13, 2005


hais. pple pls help me~!!! i really think i cant cope nursing tis course lars. reallie diff. 1st dae onli i cant cope lers. i wan to to appeal for retail. but my dad..hais..u guys shld noe lars. i tot bout everything properly lers. i'm going to appeal for retail and leave nursing course. then if i get accepted then good lols. but if i dun. then i will wait for july intake de. but my dad...hais. dunno lars. i really really hate simei ite now. wanna get out of tt ite. wat to do. actually i tot of hairstyling too de. if wan can apply now. dun need to wait lers. but hais..my dad..hais..

8:15 PM



i wanna cry.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005


hais. todae i was lying down. then tears start to flow down. but din reallie cry lars. oso dunno wth happen to me. argh~!

todae i got my time table for term 1.everydae lesson end until4.30, 5.30 and 6. sians.until so late. except for wed. until 12.30. but then teacher sae muz join cca then wed is for our cca. wa lau. sians. dun wanna join lehs. but they sae compulsory. hais. can die lars. so sians. hais. abit feel lky wan change course. but my dad sure kaobei me de. hais. life so boring now. hope this two yrs can faster over. argh~!!!

8:44 PM



sad.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005


i'm juz a girl whom nobody wans. hais. heard sum rumours. then i fell sad. feel lky crying. i juz dunno why. but tears juz cant flow out. why? my chest feels so tight. sumtyms i hear my heart breaking. i dun wanna wear a mask animore. behind my laughters are tears of pain. when will i find 'da one' for me? when...


hey z6 gurls. sad recently is oso partly bcos of u gurls. i miss you all so much. studying in simei ite makes me feel so distance frm you all. i reallie miss you all. hope you all wun forget me yeas? take care gurls~!

8:42 PM



2nd dae in ite.


alrite. todae is da 2nd dae of sch in ite. hmm. was late todae coz the campus soo big until i cant find the class. hahas. sum other nursing students frm other class oso cant find.

todae i had my lunch wif a 20yrs old malay girl. her name is farhana. and wif another malay girl too. forget the name. she is 22 yrs old. in class i dun really interact wif those girls ard my age de cos they..hmm...juz dun reallie lky dem lars. so cant be bother wif dem. hahas. then wif my class guys so far. okok nias lars. aiya. 2nd dae onli lehs. wat you all except. todae we played games again lols. but todae is to form teams wif other classes. oh and sum yr2 students. lazy to sae wat game we play lars.

to dae 4.15 then dismiss lers. then on the wae hm i msg wif sinyee and ken. wen i at redhill station lers i msged my mum to pei me go take sum passport size photos. our teacher needs.

oh ya. forgot to metion. i saw mathew todae. although we last tym owaes quarrel but being able to see him in the ite i feel happi lars. afterall we were friends mahs.

8:21 PM



1st dae in ite.
Monday, January 10, 2005


hais. sians sians sians. 2dae 1st dae of sch. then gt oreintation for 3 daes. sians lars. the ite is damn big lars. wa lau. my class is at 6th level-the top floor. cool huh?

alrite todae ahs. i frm tanah merah take bus no.2 to the ite. i got off at da wrong stop. hahas. but luckily juz walk straight then reach the ite liaos. then when reach i went to the main lacture theatre. i sat down beside a gurl and she said 'hi' to me. and of coz i smiled back. her name is celine. quite a chio gurl. then at 10am the director, ex-students,sum head sections gave sum speech. they oso got tok bout rules and regulations. hais. same old rules. onli 1pair of earrings. no short skirt. no accessories, blah blah blah. u all shld noe lars. but when they sae can dye hair, hehe, my eyes brighten up. but cannot dye red lars. hahas. but oso gd 4 me lers lars. then at 1pm is lunch lols. alone. din eat lars. hais. poor me. then at 2pm we were brought to our classes. and in class we had sum intro session. i was so damn paisei lars. wahahas. my class got alot of malay pple. and ahs..the nursing course ahs. out of 200+ students onli 31 is guys~!! hahas. my class got 5. and ahs. my class ahs. the youngest is 16 and the oldest is 26. but they oso beri friendly lars. my form teacher is mdm lam. at 3pm we went to the sports hall and had sum games. quite fun lars the games. all needs teamwork de. hahas. oh forgot to metion i oso got to noe another girl named hui xin. her chinese damn pro lars. i tok 2 her ahs. i feel so stress coz my chinese is lky..hais..u all shld noe. hahas.
then we were released bout 5pm. celine asked for my no. and i gave her lols. and she oso gave me hers. sibei tired ahs. by the tym i reach oreadi 6.30 liaos. bath, rest. then oreadi 7pm lers.

tml gonna be the same routine again. sians~!!

8:29 PM



tired~!
Sunday, January 9, 2005


yeah~!! my things i finally pack finish lers. wahahas. threw awae lots of things man. if nt ahs. sure no space to kip one. hahas.i threw awae sum pencil box. staplers. cds. books(all my sec sch de) and mani things else lars. good riddance. but when i threw awae i so heart pain. hahas. got feeling one you noe. my sisters and i the sitting position still the same except tt we change tables lols. their table so big. but mine lehs. smaller than them. sad sia. hahas. nvm lars. oh. and my table is pink. cindy you will lky it for sure.

tml 1st dae of school in a totally new environment. hopes everything goes well man. hmm..and meet my prince charming dere. hees. jkjk. haven complete my medical test. coz due to sum reasons. hais. then muz go complete the checkup sum other dae. waste my time sia. hahas.


haiya. wan go watch tv lers. watch the renci. hahas.

7:08 PM



there's a pig beside me~!!


wee~~~ my sis and i studyroom so nice now. new cabinets. new tables. nice~!! spent the whole dae drilling the cabinets to the wall. almost all the cabinets is done by my dad. we tried to help in wateva we can. then we fixed the tables to the legs. we had to screw in nails. screw until my hand going to haf blister liaos. my sis, her bf, my dad and mum had oso pain. hahas.

hais. juz now before dinner i went to 7-11 to buy bread. it was raining. and as i was walking down the stairs. boom~! i fell. ouch! pain pain. no bleeding but gt blue black lars. hais.

juz now watched tiger cup. when the game was bout to finish. spore oreadi had 3 goals whereas indonesia haf no goals at all. then when wan to finish liaos.indonesia kana free kick and the ball went in. wa lau ehs. so dulan. hope spore will win the tiger cup.

1:17 AM



confused~!
Saturday, January 8, 2005


hais. rem i stated tis phrase in my previous post?
/ / * Fate, is a luv curse tt can neva be broken. If we are fated we will meet again. * / /
fate. maybe jia wei and i ar nt fated after all lars. i went to sch outside again. but saw all his friends but no see him. then junlin sae he no cum sch. hais. everything's over. i've accepted the fact.

i noe think i lky sumone else. 'him' shall nt sae his name. why he owaes wan me and sumbodi else together. why he still treat me so good..? haiss. confuse lars. dunno wan to how noe. shld i try giving him hints tt i got sum feeling bout him? but i fear rejection. hais.

12:39 AM



do i still love him?
Thursday, January 6, 2005


juz now chatted wif junlin on msn. tok tok tok. then tok bout jiawei. hais. junlin called me to gib jiawei another chance. i admit nowadaes i haf been thinking bout him. but wen i broke up wif him. i oreadi told myself tt it's really the end of our story. he dun suit me. or rather i'm not gd enuf for him. he's a nice guy. he can find gurls betta than me.

/ / * Fate,Is a love curse which can neva be broken.If we are fated,We'll meet again. * / /

mondae i went to sch. reason is to see my sistas. and gib one of dem things. but deep down in my heart. is to see jiawei. i wanted to noe if i still luv him anot. i wanted to noe i wld feel wen i see him. but maybe we are nt fated. i saw junlin yongquan kelvin yujie but din see jiawei. wasn't jiawei owaes wif dem. i told junlin. he said tt at tt tym he was in the office. yes. mon i passed by the office. why din i see him. y? maybe we are nt fated. haiss. tis is a reality.


junlin saes jiawei still lkys me. and tt tym wen they go kbox jiawei sang huo cai tian tang. one of my fave songs. you guys may feel tt it's normal for him to sing. but he's a shy guy. and he seldom sing. hais. jiawei..not worth it lars. okies? dere are mani betta girls. tt tym i was reading a fanfic late at nite. then it was a sad one. i cried. i dried my tears. but tears juz kip flowing down. it cant stop. then i noe the tears cums frm my heart. but y am i crying? after crying i felt betta. y is tis so? why... ?

he lives his life. i live my life. he has his own happiness. so do i. is he my happiness. i dunno. hais. betta tis wae. sumtins are betta not to be known.

1:55 AM



boo..
Tuesday, January 4, 2005


hey hey. juz now my da jie and i was packing all our thing in the study room. coz we changing pratically everything in here except the computer table. thks to my mum we got a lot of big boxes to keep our things. thks mum~!! last tym my table is so messy but now..omg. my table now only got my wallet, mp3, make-up things, my hp charger and a few letters frm the ite. tt's all. cant believe it man. wahahas.

todae i recieved a letter frm the ite saeing tt i haf a medical check-up as it is needed to enter the nursing course. tml my mum going wif me.i neva done a medical check-up b4. scare scare. hees. and oso sians coz nxt mon starting school oreadi. gonna miss those daes where i slack at home for the whole dae. hahas.

11:13 PM



idiot~!
Monday, January 3, 2005


wa lau. pls lars the no shame anti sly fan. go die lars. buay pai sei is it. hong gan lars. wan to throw taufik face go far awae lars. wa biang. i feel so damn shameful for taufik man. kns~!!! pui~!!! boo.. father mother no teach you is it. so damn disgusting lars you.

11:40 PM



z6




nice anot ahs?? hahas. i juz learn how to do adobe photoshop mahs. so try try. hahas. gib sum comments on tis pic.

-z6 rawks-

11:40 PM



no title lars.


todae my friends all 1st dae of sch. then i and angeline go ruby hse 1st. after tt we go sch wait for cindy they all finish sch. ruby told me sumtins bout ling during the countdown tt tym. hais.dunno she gt treat us as sistas anot. dunno ben chua more impt or we all more impt. and todae the same thing happen. b4 todae i oreadi told her i 2dae will take books gib her but she juz left the sch without bothering to find me. and SHE DIN EVEN BOTHER TO CALL AND LET ME NOE~!! WAT THE HECK. damn angry sia. then i call her and she tell me she outside sch. knn. i so du lan. dun feel lky wan to gib her the books. fucker. sae her oso no use. she so stubborn. bcoz of ben chua lars. her other friends lars. then pang seh her friends of 3yrs. idiot~!!!!


haiss. so angry todae. my dad lars. oso dunno why he so anxious to noe whether i gt accepted for the nursing course anot. todae go sch gib my friend thing then he sae i rather do all tis bo liaos thing then to do wat is impt. wa lau. wat is tis man. pls lars. he sumore sae ''nt bukitview student oreadi still go butkit view for wat?! so lky bukitview then go sec5 lars.!!" i was soooo angry wif wat he said. hmphs~! hais.nag nag nag. argh~! after tt he cum fetch me lols. see me onli start to nag again. hais. dun wan sae anithing. then after go fetch my er jie and da jie. then we four go ikea together to purchase new tables and cabinets. i chose a pink table. hahas. my sis chose white. when we reach hm. when was eating my dinner he asked whether i go and check whether i gt accepted anot. then i was thinking i juz reach hm lehs. wa lau/ then i sae 'haven' then he sae the world most ridiculous thing'' tt tym they interview you they is it sae you nt accepted and den you dare nt tell us?!'' i was lky. damn irritated oreadi lars. ya you guys will sae i rude ok i admit it. but i haf beri short temper onli okies?! aiya. then i buay tahan oreadi lars. then i go check. i got accepted lols. then they sae haf to recieve a letter frm the ite then go do medical check-up. tis means we still haf to wait wat. so gan chiong for wat lars.

aniwae when i knew tt i was accepted for nursing course i dun feel happi lehs. when i saw tt i was accepted i juz sae 'oh' not much reaction frm me. hais. hope i wun regret my choice.

11:31 PM



so sians.


haiss. everyone is starting sch tml lers. haiss. then i at home slack. nth to do. no pple to go out wif. haiss. z6 muz study hard hohs. dun play play ahs. hahas.

juz now watch the tiger cup semi-finals. singapore vs myanmar. wa lau. the myn players are damn idiot lars. bad losers. boo... at first tot sin lose liaos. but who noes..hahas. they caught up. miracle sia. the myn reserve goalkeeper. hais. no shame. throw a bottle at a sin player. i was shocked man. and angry of course. feel lky bashing tt guy up. idiot~! and another myn guy. wa lau. sibei dramatic sia. the sin player juz beat him on the back lightly then he stand dere awhile then bluff bluff fall down. wat the heck. go die lars. wan the referee to ke lian you. pui~! wan to act den act lky real lars. act until so fake. you cum find me lars. i teach you how to act lars. wa lau. haiss. fail lars you. i see he fall down ahs. i was lky' omg. such an idiotic guy' so funni. wahahas.

although dun reallie haf confidence in singapore team ahs. i still hope they will win tis tiger cup lars. gd luck singapore~!!

1:42 AM



bought clothes.
Saturday, January 1, 2005


todae went ah ma hse. then 8pm lidat left dere. wif my parents my dajie & her stead. i went to OP and bought a skirt inside got pants one. and a shorts. quite cheap lehs. they gt 20% off. bought two of it total bought $60. still ok lars.

haiss. damn tired. ytd whole nite din slp. wahahas.

11:14 PM



happi new yr~!


hey guys~! happi new yr. so fast. one yr is over and now is oreadi 2005. older by one yrs. haiss. geeting older and older lers. wahahas.

ytd samantha and i go simei meet jiayun and nixon. then ard 10+ we headed for downtown. quite alot of pple dere lars. when we reach dere we go meet nixon friends. then after tt we go in to the party area. we were at the back coz pple in front are sitting down. then wen wan to reach 12am oreadi the hosts called them to stand up and frm dere we tis grp of pple then squeeze to the front. and we were successful. hahas. then countdown lols. wish pple ard me happi new yr. and then, it DANCING TIME~!! w0oho0... shiok~!! dance and dance. we oso got buy alcohol go in. then ltr my friends they came. when they decided to dance the music stopped saeing tt a little boy is lost. and then got sum youngsters fight. haiss. then the whole party was CANCELLED~!! wtf. damn it. i was so angry. argghh~!!!!ok lols. then there's nth we can do lols. so my friends din wan to follow us so i was separated frm dem. then when out of downtown east and waitied for a cab along the road. then sum youngsters snatch the cab frm us. idiot freaks lars they all. then we quarrel. then we din really care dem lars. gib dem 1st lars. if not ltr they cry ahs. hahas. fucking idiots. they damn ham ji lars. aiya. ham ji still wan be gangster. go be gay betta lars. go changi village be aqua lars. hahas. chop awae ur cock. hahahahas.then we take cab go to changi village see aqua. saw sum only. then after tt we go to old changi hospital lers. 1st ym go mahs. so very scare. but alrite lars. quite fun. hahas. after we went to jiayun hse and ton lols.


enjoyed myself overall lars. hahas. so happi new yr everyone!!!!

11:08 PM