I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
lalalas.~ another boriing dae. changed my blogskin just now. yeas. and managed to put a song liaos. using the iweb. no more angelfire. damn angry with it. hurhurs. anywae, i was playing a damn stupid game. so diff to win. my highscore is only 22. wtf. it looks easy, but...haiis. you people go try it. have fun.!http://www.grab.com/games/view.php?game=1560
11:42 PM
if i were you...
wahahas. turniing into an owl soon liaos. playing com till 5+am every nite. then slp till the late afternoon. this shld be the best way to kill my boredom bahss. hey, can you believe it, for 1wk+ liaos. I DIN GO OUT. woohoo. cool eh? well, cant be helped. my wifeys all lky no tym lidat. shan, vip, ling wrk. cindy sumtyms got wrk too. and sinyee, poor girl. she injured herself. and think she's now lky a MUMMY. hahas. hopes she recover soon. take kaiire ahs. aniwae, todae afternoon was watching the yu le bai fen bai. wow wow wow.!!! they're showing xiaozhu concert. he damn bloody shuaii. and his mother veh funny also. hehs. lurfe his dance, lurfe his songs, lurfe his jokes...blahs. hahas. well, gettin high liaos. hahas. ahem, alright. cool dwn.just edited my friendster friends list. deleted sum pple whom i dunno at all. halfway through only, coz friendster damn lag. yeahs. wasting my friend list space only. and my msn too. blocked dem and delete dem. wahahahas. some chatted with me for few mins only and they will go,'' exchange no.?'' or ''shall we mit up?'' or ''wan go clubbing this weekend?'' sum even worse,"you wanna be my gf?" WTF. lky i noe dem veh well lidat. siao king kongs. damn f' up. kaninachaobyebye. and some, add me and they dun chat wif me. diaos. then add me for what? siiaos de. well, i just updated my multiply ytd nite. go check it out pple. http://chanel.multiply.com ciaos.!!
1:22 AM
if only..
Sunday, November 27, 2005
alright. was at home for the whole dae again. woke up ard 1+. kaos. i feel lky dying. had veh bad sore throat. flu. and my eyes so paiin. wa laus. aniwae, had my breakfast, watched tv. nth to do. no show to watch. siians. so 3 lidat went to slp. hahas. was so super tired. slp until 6.15 lidat lohss. woke up. watched tv. had my dinner. hmms. so damn dulan. my head spinning lky hell. wanted take panadol. wtf. dun haf liaos. so suan lers. well...tml my mum on leave. wahahas. she's gonna cook my fave- curry. yeahs.! envy me pple.. lalalas.~
9:43 PM
brrr..
Saturday, November 26, 2005
todae, had an uninvited guest in my hse. i was slping so soundly, then heard 'meow meow'. wth. a CAT? walked out of the rm. it was outside my hse. my dad said it ran into the rm. we din even noe how it manage to slip into our hse.hmms.. aniwae, din care much. went back to slp. awhile ltr my mum cum call me wake up. call me go get change. yahss, we're going to fareast todae. by the tym i wake up ard 1+ lerss bahs. so eat, change, blahs...went out ard 3.walked ard. bought a black knitted sweater frm mink. $33. lurfe it alot.then saw this green bag, nice lehs, $20 nias. but my mum sae dun reallie suit me. ok lohss. so suan lers. haiis. awhile ltr my dajie and her bf cum mit us. then we went to haf dinner. then after tt go to ngee ann city. walked ard. reached hm ard 9+. brrr..feeling so cold now. but better then when the weather is so warm. hahs.
11:27 PM
one wk gone.
nth to do online. so came to blog. todae as usual lahss. whole dae at home. woke up kinda late todae. tml going to fareast to shopping. wif my mum. hahs. can save money. lalalas.~ aniwae, will be wrking frm 8dec to 18dec at mango. then 22dec to 27dec i will be in vietnam. then 28 wrk at mango 1 more dae. yupss. then i'll be so damn free again.
well, i was bored. so went to do sum stupid test. www.tickle.com go try it pple.
Chanel, you're a Rock Star! You crave attention, the limelight, and the fawning admiration of millions. You have lots of fans and friends, and you like knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter and you really shine under pressure.You believe in making a good impression and you have to love what you do, or else your performance slips.And that's just scratching the surface!
12:32 AM
all alone.
Friday, November 25, 2005
bored. this holis is reallie killing me. not in my best of mood this few daes. dunno why. everything just dun seems to be going along with me. getting so hot-tempered this few daes. but sum pple still seems to provoke me. even my blog seems to going against me. my angelfire acc dunno wat the fcuk happen to it. and i dunno how cum i got a cut on my finger for nth. and was surfing ard friendster, and it's so damn lag. making me so pissed off. f'. haiis. this few daes. dun haf the mood to do anithing. i'm reallie going crazy.
....who's g0nna pull me out of this boredom.....?
3:06 AM
BU ZHI DE.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
in a damn fcuking bad mood now. feeling so dulan, so confuse. feel lky killing sumone rite now. i dun wan to sae wat happen. pple, dun bother to read aniwae. nth to much. dunno where's everyone when i nid sumone to sit dwn and listen to me. i nid a shoulder to cry. i nid to vent all my anger out. all bcos of YOU. dun you push me to my limits. when i go over my limits, i'll kill you and let you haf a taste of your own medicine. i'll let you noe how painful it is for me all this while to tolerate you. you made my lyfe worst than hell. soon, i'll dedicate a song for you;; 'BU ZHI DE'.
*who's willing to lend me a shoulder to cry....-
2:09 PM
boredom..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
haiis. holis are here. but i'm feeling so freakiing bored. everyone's wrkiing. haiis. this few daes din blog is also bcos got nth to blog lohss. hahs. ytd slept ard 4+ wan to 5 lidat. todae suppose to mit phng dey all at sch outside. we planned to go back sch to clear our lockers. yupss. as usual lahs. cant wake up. then phng msg me ard 11.30. then woke up. she sae she just go out. so i faster lohs. bao ytd nite drunk think she todae hangover bahs. and tt ah siok...sae she ltr then cum. so me and phng only lohss. go in sch...take book. then eat. then tok tok awhile then go home lers. din feel lky going hm. but dunno where to go oso. haiis. so went hm and slack. watched tv whole dae. damn bored. alrite. shall stop. totally no mood to blog. hmms....
``wondering who'll kill my boredom.....?,,
8:39 PM
holis..!
Friday, November 18, 2005
alrite. finsh my 1yr of retail course. wahahas. holis tym. fun tym. ytd went out wif z6. only cindy nt ard. yupss. mit abt 5+ lidat at westmall bk. drink water all this. then went in westmall. OMG. westmall aircon spoilt. wtf. freaking hot. went to arcade. wanted to play para de lahss. then so warm. so dun haf. played other things awhile 1st. then we is reallie buai tahan liaos. saw jasmine. hahs. long tym no see her liaos. then crap rubbish lahss. awhile we go to holland-v. find cindy. she wrking dere mahs. take 106. in the bus we 5 so super noiisy. crapping alot of rubbish. sae by 21yrs old wan open a pub...blahs. hahas. then sae vip be bouncer, ling be showgirl, shan bartop dancer...blahs. hahas. so funnie. we is reallie tok all the wae, frm batok to holland-v. not even a moment of silence. hahas. reach dere then go find cindy. see clothes all this lohss. then go eat. when eatiing we oso kip on tok and tok and tok. tok bout last tym when we all still sec1 sec2 things. sae we lky who, who jio us, who tio wif, kana punish by which teacher, suspend bcoz of sumtins all this. ii think we tok quite long. then 9.30 liaos called cindy. she sae she not cuming to find us. she tiired wan go hm. ok lohss. so we continue to tok and tok. hahas. when we wan go we saw a big stray dog. he look sick and so ke lian lehs. beside him got a can of dog food. think sum1 buy for him de. tt person oso veh funnie de lehs. buy liaos then neva open then cover. so we open lohs and feed the dog. think his leg injured. ke lian. kip thinking of the dog when we go. blahs....then we go other place. then reach hm bout 12 bahss. bath, tok on fone then slp lers. todae slp till 4 lidat. wa kaos. super shuang ahs. hahas. alrite. wan go bath liaos. nite going to ah ma hse. ciaos.
4:50 PM
bu zhii de.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i so tiired. yupss. projects, personal things, job, blahs... this few daes chionging progs and report. sch endiing. still got one more grp proj haven do. f' tml gonna complete it in sch. tml last dae of sch lerss. kinda bu she de. miss everyone. esp phng, wanying, cindy, ah siok, ting ru, bao & szeying. surely will not get to mit up often de. so fast, and sch for a yr is over. my cousin is still not back yet. i so angry and worried for her. my dearest cousiin, just lky my younger sis. 2wks. still no sight of her yet. bcos of this matter i'm pissed of. not pissed of why her, is with pple ard me. pple askiing me whether i noe where she is. being close to her dun mean she will let me noe. yupss. 2daes back, she called. police knew bout it, called me. asked me...blahs. wth. haiis. just hope she comes back soon, SAFELY. job, haven got a job yet. next yr may lidat then start sch. so decided to get a job tt will last. so maybe not considering pub liaos. dun reallie nid a job actually. but, just gt a feeling this holi will be a damn boring one. spore so small. no place to go. timah, westmall, lot1, town...blahs. i'm sick of all of it. so nidda job to kill my boredom. personal things, shall nt tok bout it lahss. sorting, explaining...wateva, just dun wrk out. let it be.haiis.
-miss z6 dearies. -miss my darling. -miss ite siao duix.
10:28 PM
clearing up proj.
Monday, November 14, 2005
woohoo. completed another project. so now i'm left wif onli one. wahahas. holis cuming. so must chiong projs liaos. anyway, i'm kinda feeling tired AGAIN. hahas. i seem to be slping & slping, but i still feel so tired.
alright. todae late again. as usual. reached sch ard 8.30. phng dere liaos. but teacher not dere. teacher no cum. wtf. waste my tym lohs. so in class, toked to phng and cecily. yupss. then 9.30 lidat. go eat lohss. then go oit lesson. hahs. now i lky oit lesson. coz oit no more lesson liaos. so we is go dere play com. wanying came. she did her prog. then phng and i played sum stupid games lahss. play until veh 'high'. hahas. then ms chin kpkb. heck her aniwae. hahas. 12 thengo anteen. 12.30 go lesson lohs. did the interview test. yeas. hope i'll pass lahss. after went to another rm. com rm. hahas. played the stupid game again. tis tym play wif cecily. hahs. she oso siiaos de. hahas. class ended ard 4. went home. called jw. watch tv. slp. yups. tired. tml got test. hope will pass. hehs.
11:31 PM
dehydratiion.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
omg omg. dunno wat the hell is happening to my stomach again. i'm gettin the runs again. gonna be dead. my stupid stomach. i hate it. i'm feeling so terrible now. haiis. alright. todae, hahs. guess you peeps cant believe it again. i'm at hm all dae long. so super guaii lohss. hahas. but it's just so freakiing siians. go out oso siians. at hm also siians. haiis. all lky shit. dunno what to do.tml got sch. siian lohss. but it's the last wk liaos. wahahas. happy...hehs. holis cuming, but still cant get a job. maybe looking for a job in pub lahss. shan wan. so we together. haven reallie get to persuade my mum abt wrking in pub. she thinks it's kinda dangerous. ya, i noe i noe. but i'm not stupid. hmms. todae called one, he called me dwn for interview liaos then ask i how old, siians liaos. he sae 18 then can. wtf.! nvm. erjie asking her friend for me. meanwhile look for other job 1st. hahs. alrite. shall stop. gotta watch date wif vampire. hurhurs.
11:17 PM
dehydratiion.
omg omg. dunno wat the hell is happening to my stomach again. i'm gettin the runs again. gonna be dead. my stupid stomach. i hate it. i'm feeling so terrible now. haiis. alright. todae, hahs. guess you peeps cant believe it again. i'm at hm all dae long. so super guaii lohss. hahas. but it's just so freakiing siians. go out oso siians. at hm also siians. haiis. all lky shit. dunno what to do.tml got sch. siian lohss. but it's the last wk liaos. wahahas. happy...hehs. holis cuming, but still cant get a job. maybe looking for a job in pub lahss. shan wan. so we together. haven reallie get to persuade my mum abt wrking in pub. she thinks it's kinda dangerous. ya, i noe i noe. but i'm not stupid. hmms. todae called one, he called me dwn for interview liaos then ask i how old, siians liaos. he sae 18 then can. wtf.! nvm. erjie asking her friend for me. meanwhile look for other job 1st. hahs. alrite. shall stop. gotta watch date wif vampire. hurhurs.
11:17 PM
shi jie mo ri
Saturday, November 12, 2005
cant get to slp. hurhurs. nth to do also. super siians. lalala~ just nw went to westmall wif shan sinyee and slash. mit sinyee ard 6.15 lidat lahss. then went bk outside sit sit tok tok while waitin for shan and slash. ard 7 lidat they cum lohss. then we eat 1st. eat lers then go to cheers dere. dunno do wat oso. hahs. siaos de. dunno wan go where. then slowly walk back to westmall. went to arcade waste tym. hehs. play para. diamond 11 all this lohss. hao siians. then walk walk ard. then go bk outside sit again. hehs. ard 10+ then go home lers lahss. nth to do oso. pei sinyee take mrt to jurong 1st then i go home lohss. reached then kip vomiit lky hell lidat. wtf. called jw. toked to him lohss. haiis. tired lehs. but cant slp. owaes lidat ders. hmms. listening to shi jie mo ri. wahahas. long tym neva listen liaos.
1:49 AM
bored.
Friday, November 11, 2005
hurhurs. few daes din blog liaos lers. this few daes dun reallie feel lky blogging. coz this week is a super siians weeks. nth much to sae oso lahss. todae din go sch. woke up ard 1 lohss. just call shan. jio her out. but dunno where to go. hehs. siians. den tt stupid sinyee MIA. shan sae she study until 10.30 onli. but i called sinyee her sis sae she not at home. wth. hahas. going to explode liaos. so siians. and dunno why i'm feeling something bad will happen todae. just got this weird feeling. alright shall stop lerss. gotta call shan.
3:49 PM
losiing grip. i really am. i mean it.
Monday, November 7, 2005
todae woke up late. faster chiong to sch. coz phng in sch liaos. hahas. todae ms chin gave me my bdae present. is chanel de. hahas. went home during break with tingru. veh tired. ytd 5am then slp. reach home then slp lers. haiis. got no mood to blog. shall end here.
maybe sumtins reallie shld not be the way it is now. maybe i shld just let things go on the way it shld be. i'm just so tired from all this tolerance, it's torturing me. i feel tt this is just a one-sided game. frm now, i'll just let it be. fate, i shall just resign to it. i'm not going to do anything anymore. i tried so hard to cherish you but it still seems to me that it's slipping away from me. i just cant feel anything anymore. my hart is giving up. at least i knew i once lurfe you so deeply. so even if our story shld end again, let it be. and let it end eternally. no repeats. no regrets.
5:07 PM
2more wks.
Sunday, November 6, 2005
todae was another boring dae. woke up just nice 1pm. then watch mr fighting. todae last episode. gan chiong lehss. watch finish lers then call jiawei. tok awhile then hang up fone liaos. coz his friends go his hse play mahjong. wth. so i go slp lohss. waiting for canice to return my call. had a job for her. slp until 5 then she call me. wtf. disturb me wake up. hurhurs. chatted for a while. we mit ard 7+. went to lot 1. had dinner all this. then go my hse dwnstairs tok cock tok cock. 10 lidat cum up liaos. cos feel lky shitting. hahs. siians. tml mon. gotta go sch. dun feel lky going. 2more wks then holi liaos. can go and siaos everydae lerss. whaahas.
11:22 PM
ilu. inu. imu.
Saturday, November 5, 2005
sat. i'm owaes so free & bored on sat. hahs.` woke up ard 2.30. suppose to go to ah ma hse todae. but my parents are oreadi gone when i woke up. hmms. so suan lers. lazy to go aniwae. so ate my breakfast cum lunch. din eat finish all. coz oreadi turn cold liaos, nt nice to eat. watched tv all this. nth to do. sibei sians. wanted to go out de. wanted to call shan, but i think for awhile betta dun call lahs. coz dunno where to go oso. went back to slp. wake up then go bath liaos lohss. haiis. just a veh boring dae correct lerss lahs.
* miss z6 dearies. *miss moron. *miss ah phng.
9:55 PM
my haiir..haiis.
hurhurs. i'm back frm malaysia. my haiir. haiis. disappointment lahss. it din reallie turn out how i reallie wan it to be. dun haf any pic for my haiir anywae. coz frm photo cant reallie see what it's lky. todae woke up at 6.30am. then get ready all this lohss. then my auntie called me sae maybe nt going malaysia lehss. coz ah yang fever. she sae she see how 1st. siians. so i just go and lie dwn. ard 1hr ltr she call me go to their hse 1st lohss. at last we went to malaysia. reach liaos then went to haf breakfast. eeyer..so many hseflies. hate it lehss. cant eat in peace. hmms..eat liaos then go to my suntie the sister salon. my uncle and i did our hair 1st while my auntie go and do facial. as for my 2 cousins, hahs, playing awae. kip disturb me. i sit dere til i whole body ache. kaos. can diie. i is dye and highlight. but nt reallie is highlight lahss. is lky...2 shade lidat. but nt highlight correct liaos lahss. i frm 10 do until....1 lidat. coz they sae my previous hair colour nt balance so they must use a lot of diff types of purple shades to do. and when they bleach my haiir, dunno why my haiir cant reallie absorb it. so i bleached twice. do liaos then i go do facial. lazy to sae what happened in between. aniwae, was at the salon all the way till 5pm. hahas. so long lohss. hahas. after tt we went to my auntie's mother hse. reach dere then my 2 cousins and i slp. damn tired lehs. slp until 7+. by den my cousins oso wake up liaos. is they kajiao me wake up de lohss. lil' rascals. went to toilet...then i heard my uncle they all sae ''bian fu..!! got bian fu!!" omg...my chi lky shit mahs. so i thinking bian fu is bat or lizard. hahs. my cousin call me faster cum out the toilet. when i cum out, my auntie, uncle, 2 cousins and me ran to the rm up stairs and closed the door. hahas. we all scare unti lky shiit. left my auntie's mum outside to kill the bat. coz i think they also used to it liaos lahs. then my uncle wan to check how things are going liaos he open the door and saw the bat flying towards the rm. he faster close the door. hahas. sibeii funny and kan chiong. after the bat is killed then we cum out lohss. felt sorry for the bat oso. haiis. aniwae, went for dinner ard 8. eat until 9. then go back to my auntie's mum hse again. we bath all this. and watch tv. watch liaos then go home liaos lohss, which is ard 11. slept in the car. shuang..reached hm ard 12 lohss. wash up all this then call jiawei lerss. so scare he slp liaos. hahs. but he haven lahss. he nw playing maple. wait for him to call me ltr. so i cum blog blog 1st lohss.
1:54 AM
Friday, November 4, 2005
i had enuf of your nonsense. stop treatiing me lky a fool. i hate it. this few daes, you said you'll call me when you reach home, watch finish tv or whateva shit things you gotta do. but outta 10 tym, at least 7 tyms you din call back. alright. if you fall aslp when you are watching tv, i'll let it go. it's alright with me coz i noe you're tired frm wrk. but just now, you've reached home. i waited for abt an hour plus for your call. you din call me. i called you, you din ans. fine, at least you called back. and i asked you why you din call me. "my sis-in-law usiing the hse fone" hey, cum on, if you've got the heart, wun you pls at least msg me and let me noe?! i'm tired and sick of all this. put yourself in my shoes, how will you feel? maple, mahjong, maple, mahjong...are they reallie so impt.?! i tried so hard to be more understanding, i forgive you even when you din even sae sorry, i'm trying so hard to tolerate all this and act that as if i'm so ok..i'm doing all this because i cherish this relationship. but what abt you.? you dun seem to give a damn abt it. i had enuff. i had enuff of all this nonsense and being a fool.
1:25 AM
i miss you.
Thursday, November 3, 2005
i'm home. long tym neva so early reach home. 6.30 lidat reach home liaos. hahas. pro lehs. todae went to k-box with z6. only ling din go. the room they gif us damn big lars. hahas. shuang,!! so we all choose song and sing and sing and sing. hahs. ard 1.30 jiawei called me. he reach lot1 lers. so i go dwnstairs mit him awhile. is really AWHILE. hahas, c0z he gotta go to wrk. after tt went up. oreadi 2 liaos so the k-box no more lers. we go walk ard. shop shop. go play arcade all this. then got one guy take no. frm shan. then shan sae dun wan he lky buay song lidat. siiaos. after go k-pool. play pool awhile. then go liaos. go buy bubble tea. tok tok awhile then i go home lers. hungry mahs. wan cum home eat. reached home then bath all this lohss. yupss. tml going malaysia dye and highlight hair. hmms. not yet decide wat colour to do..hurhurs. but hopefully it turns out nice.
8:24 PM
do you care?
Wednesday, November 2, 2005
haiis. just reached home. i'm sad & pissed off. in a veh bad mood now. mit canice. went lot1. racki racki ard lohss. siians. then ard 5 went to westmall. hurhurs. siians. called shan dey all. ask them wan mit at timah not. ok lohss. mitting dem 6.30. so canice and i walked ard 1st. ard 6.15. i left dere and canice went to her cousiin hse play mahjong. hahas. wth. waited for the bus. reached dere then alone. wait for dem. they reach ard 7 lohs. haiis. they are owaes late. hahs. used to it lerss. so play pool awhile only. coz shan eyes paiin. lky majiam g0nna explode lidat. hahs. went to mac sit sit. she went home ard 8+. vip went to timah plaza mit xinyue. i din wan to go along. no mood. just wan to be alone. haiis. roam ard.....i gave you chances,but you din cheriish. you'll regret. tml going out with my dearies again lohss. hahs. go out siao ard. wth..haiis. feel lky vommiting. and my knee veh paiin. i dunno why. i nid to vent it out.
10:32 PM
i'm bored.
so siianss. todae woke up late. lucky my sis bf called my hse. if nt dun think i will wake up. hahs. then i see the tym. 9 liaos. i tot still early. then go mum's rm lie dwn. then i think think awhile. todae lesson is 10. hahas. faster wake up liaos. hahas. szeying called me. mit her 10.30. then phng mass me sae she late. hahas. so 10.30 mit szeying liaos then wait for wendy. then go in sch lohss. passed up my 2 reports. teacher shocked tt i passed up. hahas. tingru already in class liaos. 12 breaktym then tingru go home. i haven decide wan go hm not. so eat with them 1st then decide lohss. at last is go home lars. reached hm. nth to do at all lohss. fcuking sians. just called canice. jio her go out. going lot1. she dun wan go far places. so bo bian. mit liaos then decide. haiis. shan and vip todae start wrk. kaos. i'll die lohss. dying of boredom. stomach veh paiin now. haiis. i hate todae. i hate it. so boring. tml holi. maybe going out wif shan. she off mahs. haiis. nite den decide lohss. ok. gonna prep liaos. mitting canice 3.30.
2:58 PM
dying.
i'm tearing & bleeding. but you just dun care. i hate you.
12:29 AM
maybe, it wasnt meant to be at all.
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
happy deepavali. hehs. todae dun nid go sch. slp till 2+. shuang. woke up. wanted to call jiawei. but think he wrking liaos. so din call. packed my things. threw away sum bags and clothes. my mum sae our cardboard wan overload liaos. hahas. pack liaos then watch tv all this lohss. siians. then my auntie cum my hse. fri i going to malaysia with her family to dye and highlight haiir. haiis. actually wan to nov end the do de. but since she going..so i go lohss. so fri not going sch. hoho. anywae...6+ jiawei called me lers lohss. tell me he at lot1. hurhurs. wth. when he wan go home liaos then tell me. hmms. suan lers. ate my dinner and then watched tv. just now went dwn to 7-11 buy biscuits eat. hurhurs. so siians. jiawei slping. tml shan and vip start wrk liaos. kaos. nobody to go out and racki racki with me liaos. siians. i dunno what's worng with you tis few daes. you've changed so much. i dunno if i'm the cause of it or you are already lidat at the first place. do you know, i feel so neglected by you. i dun feel gd. how bout you. i dun deny that i changed. being together again, i hope it's a right path we both chose. no regrets for us i hope. even if one dae this relationship shld end again, i just hope it wld end nicely without and hatred or anger. i lurfe you so pls dun rip my heart.
