I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
todae woke up at 12.30. being forced by my sister to wake up. wat da hell man. woke up then eat...watch tv. then got ready to go out. went to my ah ma hse alone. hmms...todae samantha no bring money go. :( sad sad. i miss money. my auntie told me money now veh notti. kip on bite pple. hahas. todae got a few technos frm samantha. but haven transfer to my com yet. hmms...nice technos. one is frm cascada de. their new song. da title is...forgot liaos. hahas. but nice lars. then went home ard 7++. reach home faster on tv. coz got sylvester. hehes. watch liaos then go bath lolls. woo~~ feeling tired. hahas.
9:40 PM
had lotssa fun todae.
Friday, April 29, 2005
todae me jiabao and wanying wear our own skirt. then me and wanying kana caught. jiabao managed to escaped. stupid dorothy. freaking bitch. and she wan to confiscate my earrings some more. then mr tan call me to take off can liaos. hahas. dorothy pai seh. then she sae me and wanying hair is dyed...blah blah blah. cb one lars. aniwae....we kana warning lolls. cant be bothered anywae. so we went back class. then went to canteen to eat breakfast. then 9.30 the bus cum. we are going to airport. lky a class outing. we were allowed to go into da custom. to see the customer service. we all veh noisy. majiam lil kids. wendy and me took a pic. got a few more pics lars. but no put. hahas. aniwae...we were released at ard 12. me, wendy,wanying, yuki, cindy, szeying went to town. we take bus go. when we in bus we all kip on crapping. then got tis 'shuai ge' then wanying and wendy kip on wan to di siao him. buai tahn. hahas. then when the guy got off da bus we all tell him bye bye. hahas. when we reach orchard we go mit wendy friend 1st, xinyuan. den we went to fareast. then we all had lunch. eat liaos then go shop shop lolls. and..we took neo prints. hahas. i'm acting cute. wahahas. hmms..tis one cant really see my face. yeah. i'm da princess. hahas. i took 3 onli. still got sum others i no take lolls. take liaos then we continue 2 shop. then szeying and cindy went home 1st. coz szeying wan go out. then left 5 of us lols. we accompany wanying go buy shoes and bags. ard 4++ wendy and xinyuan left. dey go watch movie. haiis. then left 3 of us. hahas. but we 3 still kip on crapping lars. ard 5++ then left fareast lolls. woo..tired. reached home then bath then slp liaos. slp until 8++ den wake up lolls. hmms...kinda hungry now. haven eat dinner yet. hmms....tired and hungry now. omg omg...
10:42 PM
GOT ATTACHED TO [PARAGON METRO]
Thursday, April 28, 2005
todaE was late for sch. coz veh tired. then szeying oso late. then mit up wif her lolls. aniwae...todae we got to choose we want to be attached to where. wendy and i chose metro at paragon de. classy huh? hees. szeying same as us lolls. yeas. then wanying dey all is kinokuniya. oso at town. then we all sae nxt tym all go haf lunch tym together. hahas. lame huh'? but not confirmed yet lolls. coz muz go through interview. hmms. hmm we all can get through da interview. yvonne dey all is work at...poh kim. then sum at west mall. forget liaos lars. but still got a long wae to go lars. exams oso haven start.hahas. ok lars. lazy blog lers lars.
10:53 PM
[[ PON PON PON ]]
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
todae went for pe. played badminton. yonghua msged me AGAIN. then after pe is CTR. guess wat we doing in class. teacher toking to yuqin they all. then wanying they all and me. majiam beauty salon. pluck eyebrown. then wendy used my eyeliner and help wanying michelle and ting ru to draw eyeliner. wa lau. last tym is ah lian...draw liaos bcum more ah lian. hahas. esp michelle and tingru. wahahas. then we all walked to da canteen. then veh funni. aniwae...i went to sch outside after break. went to find those pigs...erm..i mean ling dey all. hees. we went to wm. walk walk eat eat tok tok. had quite alot of fun. sat outside mos burger. then saw alvin. da ast de lolls. his friends sibei kaobei. cant be bothered aniwae. then ling go home. then vip shan and me went to library sit sit. read story bks lehs. guai kia. hahas. stupid vip. take tt kinda children book and let me read. hahas. stupid. then i so sians i owaes disturb the 2 of dem. hahas. aniwae...i went home ard 5+. shan go mit slash lolls. alrite. i'm gonna haf my dinner. dad is nagging. OMG. HATE IT MAN.
7:01 PM
STUPID MOSQUITOES.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
juz reached home. juz now went downstairs to chat wif jiasin. chatted quite long. she told me her probs. guys are all jerk. then got chat bout other tins oso lars. then she kip on sae wan go chiong. she sae nxt tym go together. hahas. next yr.. hahas. was chatting then those freaking mosquitoes kip on sucking my precious blood. idiot man. so itchy. hmms...stupid mosquitoes. BLEAHS.
10:23 PM
[[ IN SCH LIBRARY ]]
woo...now in sch de library. now is break mahs. the 3hr break. sians. todae we din go aniwhere. stayed in sch onli. tired. hmms...szeying brought a mini speaker to sch. then we put the mp3 and play it out loud. hahas. kinda pai seh. but cant be bothered aniwae. hees. now listening to qian nian zhi lian. my fave song. hehes. sians..break until 2.15 then now onli 12.10. sians. gonna fall aslp soon. nth to do. ytd i 1am then slp. bz doing my blog things. do halfwae through onli then stop liaos. ltr go home den continue. gonna change my blogskin. this one i see until sians liaos. hahas. chose one blogskin. is pink colour de.kinda princess type de. olwaes black oso sians mahs. so chose a pink de lolls. but dunno when then will do ok. faced sum probs regarding those linkies.hmms. siao siao de. but i'm gotta figure it out until i get it done. hahas. muz haf DETERMINATION-!
12:07 AM
mondae gone...
Monday, April 25, 2005
hmms. todae...sians. tired. todae ms chin book the retail studio. we went dere for lessons. coz she sae air con rm then we wun slp. hmms. kinda true. RN is kinda pampered. hahas. tt's da wae we are. hahas. but the retail studio...OMG. majiam suana. so hot man. then we requested to go back to class for lessons. go back class...hot oso. cant stand the idiot freaking weather. todae we got our exam time table lers. left it in my locker. forgt to bring back. hees. our exam kinda relax. bcos ahs... lky mon got exam. then the next exam is on thurs. then we tues and wed dun nid go sch. hahas. shuang-! but one thing i dun lky is dat. if lidat ahs... then exam will end at a ltr date. sians lars lidat. we got abot 3 more wks to exams. hmms...scare..stress. scare tt i will fail. aniwae tml department letter cuming liaos. those who kana barred frm exams de will get. scare i will kana. haiis. todae when i got down frm da bus...almost got knocked by a bicycle. lucky the guy stop in tym. *phew. got home. tired. went to bath then slp. slp until half canice call me. argh-! luckily i not having any swit dreams. hahas. lame. she wanted to borrow the 'watt's in' card frm me. hmms..then lend her lolls. give her liaos then went back to slp again. hahas. tired lehs. then ard 7.30 my dad call me wake up. then he nag nag nag. ask me why i owaes so tired. din reply him lars. juz continue my slp. hate it when my dad nags. this few daes...din reallie tok 2 my family members. dunno why oso. i tok 2 dem onli when necessary. haiis. cant be bothered. wa lau ehs. feeling veh hot now. stupid weather.
10:31 PM
feeling full now.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
juz had my dinner. cooked noodles. cooked for my sister oso. hmms...feeling so full now. when i eat eat finish i still burp loudloud. hahas. i'm lidat. tt's da wae i am. hahas. but when i outside dun haf so jialat lars. hees. wat for pretend. juz be myself. yeas. hate pple who act act onli.
aniwae...i'm going to change blogskins again. sians of tis one liaos. hahas. but the blogskin webby cannot go lehs. dunno under matainence or wat sai lars. qi si wo. tml then go see lolls.
juz now i created a pic. bo liaos mahs. so create lolls. hahas. i sibei sians mahs juz now. i sum more write 2 long long testi for sin yee and cindy lehs. hahas.
7:47 PM
stupid msn virus
fridae my com dunno kana wat freaking virus. damn dulan. then ytd cant go to internet explorer. damn it.
sians. todae gonna rot at home again. actually wanted to go lot 1 wif canice de. but now...hmms..kinda lazy. hees. so decided to stay a home...ltr confirm sure go slp de. todae i veh early wake up lehs....10++ wake up liaos. now veh tired. hahas. nth to do oso. no show to watch... hmms..tml is another new week. exams are cuming. after exams then still got attachment for 3 mths. sians. no holidae for us. muz wait until end of the year then got holidae.. haiis. sinyee they all gonna start exams soon. haiis.dunno when then we can go play pool. haiis. they sure wan to study. hmms...muz be patient.
12:45 PM
ytd no blog.
Friday, April 22, 2005
hey. ytd din blog. so blog ytd de lolls.
ytd was deciding whether to go to tm's wake. then ah ling dey all sae fri den go. then i sae ok lolls. then went home. i slp. veh tired nehs. then sinyee called. damn angry. i was having a swit dream lehs. hahas. forget sinyee call me 4 wat liaos. hahas. then hang up. i went back to slp. then junlin call me. diaos. disturbed frm my slp again. argh.. aniwae.. at last i got go to tm's wake lars. then ling and sinyee oso got go. when we reach dere got mani pple lolls. jegan dey all... went to pay our last respect to tm. hais. sad sad sad. aniwae...we left ard..hmms...9++ went to the coffe shop nearby to haf sum drinks lolls. then go home liaos. reach home..din on com lars. sibei tired. tok on da fone then slp lers.
todae...almost cant get to the assembly on tym. traffic jam. damn it. luckliy when i reach dere still got a few more mintues. hehes. my earhole got infection..i think so. swollen and red red. thinking of wan to let it close anot. hmms...
10:20 PM
TM REST IN PEACE.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Haiis. todae recieved a call frm canice. kinda afraid to ans. afraid of bad news. then i answered. she said... tian ming passed awae. veh sad. i dunno wat to do. dare not to cry. dunno why. then i told wendy abt it. she kinda of consoled me. then went back to class. din reallie show tt i was sad or wat lars. din wan to let too mani pple noe.
up till now...i still cant accept the fact that i lost a friend juz lidat. a good guy who is owaes willing to help his friends. a good guy who wun anihow throw his temper. a good guy whom every1 lurves. but no matter wat..he'll owaes live in our hearts. we'll neva forget him. he will owaes be the no.1 de mr nice guy in my heart.
dunno he got wake anot. tml then will noe. if got i'm going. haiis. toking to alvin now. he oso veh sad. alvin told me...''life is like a vapour.. can be vapourize any min.." haiis. life is juz so so precious.
6:43 PM
hoping a miracle will happen.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
HOPING THAT A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN
todae..i went to sch. in a veh gd mood. i was in a gd mood da whole dae. until 3++ i recieved a call. canice called me. she said....tian ming met wif a car accident. now in coma..and braindead. i cried straight awae. i did. i told my teacher and she let me go. i quickly run out of sch. i cant believe sumtin lidat will happen to my friend. my classmate since sec1. when we in pri sch we go to the same tution. last tym... he will help me wif my maths. and my d&T. he was our class mr nice guy. no one hates him. last tym he was mr chan favuorite too. all teachers lky him too. he's a role model. todae when i, canice and maha reach da hospital... everyone(5n1&n2) was at da lobby. including the principal. i saw sum pple crying..... sum had sad faces. canice maha and i went up to see him. we saw jessie koh. she told us tt his face is badly disfigured. so muz mentally prepared. i admit i was scare. when i saw him....i juz cried. he got so mani cuts on da face. he face is bloated. i called for his name. no response. haiis. veh sad. on my wae home...i was thinking...anything can happen. who knows tml is my turn. so we gotta cherish wat we haf. tian ming lky ps. but ps dun lky him. well..at least he got let ps noe tt he lkys her. sum pple tell me ps cry until veh veh jialat. dey sae she got abit regret. haiis. although chances tt when he wakes up he will bcum a vegetable but i still hope he will wake up soon. hope tt he noes every1 and praying so hard for him and is so concern for him. haiis. life is reallie so precious. you'll neva noe wat will happen. so cherish wateva eu haf now. if you lky sum1 let tt person noe. dun wait until sumtin happen and wun haf any chance to do that.dun live in a life full of regrets. just now i looked up information abt brain dead. tried to see if anithing can help brain dead pple. but i saw sumtin. wat dey said wat kinda discouraging. they sae...'' if someone is brain dead, the person is dead, period. This fact can be hard to accept, particularly when a patient might look very much alive to family members. Brain dead people often still have a heartbeat, and their chests may rise and fall with the help of a ventilator, sometimes giving hope to grieving families that the person may suddenly wake up " haiis. i dunno if tis is true anot. i juz hope for miracles.
*everyone...pls pray hard for tianming. pray tt he'll wake up soon. pray tt a miracle will happen.
10:48 PM
pon again./...
Monday, April 18, 2005
todae woke up at 7!! i'm late for sch. hahas. aniwae... by the tym i reach late abit onli lars. wahas. todae miss chin brought us to the retail studio. did sum role play lolls. so funni. had lotssa fun is da retail studio. then after tt is break liaos lolls. went to eat my breakfast cum lunch. then me, wanying, szeying, stef all pon. i went to ah shan hse. diaos. when i reach dere....i msged her. she sae her mum at home. then i dun wan go her hse liaos lols. i go sch outside wait for ah vip and ah shan lolls. woo~~ i was happily drinking my bubble tea then.....raining. SO COLD. hahas. after ah ling dey all cum out frm sch we go west mall lolls. old routine. hees. went to foodcourt. then go walk walk. then walk until half ah vip sae she go meet sum1. kinda...angry. aniwae..cant be bothered. we carried on wif our shopping. hahas.then 4++ lidat we go home liaos. except for ah shan lolls. she go slash hse. rach home..i bathed. then SLP.shuang~! slp until 7.30 then wake up. din eat dinner. dun feel lky. den msg wif jw awhile. then watch tv lolls. todae got new show. got fann wong de. dun quite lky her. but the show looks nice. not bad not bad. hees. watch liaos then play com lolls. sians. tml got the 3hr break again. dunno wan go where lehs. think stay in sch bahs. *yawns* gettin tired again. hahas. lky pig. hmms..
10:15 PM
nkf show.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
hmms. watching the nkf show. now is advertisment. quite nice. so far all quite nice. hmms. i lky the.... wong qing hai tt one. he so shuai man. and they draw the dragon(i think is dragon bahs) on his body veh stylo. the 1st performance...the blow music de. hmms...seems so diff. see the jamie yeo blow saxophone suddenly feel lky wan blow oso. hahas. veh long no blow saxophone lers. hmms..... aniwae... i dun the chao qi tai. he tok too much...veh naggy..... hahas. k lars. the show is starting liaos.
9:43 PM
qian nian zhi lian
wee~~ so sians ahs!! todae whole at home. rotting liaos. hahas. crapping wif wendy now. hahas. she sibei siao char bor de lehs. hahas. sians.
hmms... i have fallen in love wif a new song liaos. QIAN NIAN ZHI LIAN. BY FIR. veh nice song. changed my blog song to tt. might take sum tym to load. if u all wan tell me kaes. i send u all. sibei nice. sad song. listening to it now...
hey cindy.. sorry for those pics lehs. the memory card siao siao de. paiseh lars hohs.
sians. tml mon again. another new wks. exams are cuming too... but my friends and i majiam still lky.......so cant be bothered. hahas.
3:36 PM
cry cry cry...
Saturday, April 16, 2005
song: 7 yue7 ri qing
everything seems to be crashing on me all of a sudden. i heard tt he wan jio sum1... i duno why... but when i knew it... my heart is so...painful. my eyes became teary. it's has been a long tym i had this urge to really cry my heart out. i nid sum 1 to cry to. i nid sum1 to tell me ''it's alrite. dun cry'' but it seems....i'm alone. i dun wan to fall in love wif him again. but symptoms of sadness is acting up again.. urge to listen sad songs.... silly thoughts... finding it hard to breathe.... this is the feeling tt i hate most..... i really feel lky crying....but if i do.....it shows tt i lky him. i dun wan.... i dun wan to love him... wat shld i do.... trying veh hard not to let my tears flow.... i will neva msg him AGAIN...NEVER. maybe tt's the only way to..... i dunno. i juz feel i shld nt msg him again.
9:24 PM
money money... i lurve him!
hmms... feel so refreshing now. juz bath ok.
todae went to ah ma hse lolls. went dere to haf my lunch. then ard 2++ samantha came. MONEY!! he so active todae... and he kip on chasing peishing. then peishing so scare... dunno how to sae oso. veh funni correct liaos. hahas. but money still sibei lazy lars... kip on lie down. hahas. lky pig lidat. hais. lazy to sae liaos lars. no mood..
8:51 PM
back home.
Friday, April 15, 2005
hmms. todae was a fun dae. hahas. todae went to sch....lky siao char bor lidat. oso dunno why. kip on laughing. but had a little quarrel wif tt ms chin again. todae wendy's turn to stomach pain. wahahas. then ah ling msged me... when i saw it i was lky no mood to be so crazy liaos. veh angry. she sae emily call evon scold her or dunno wat sai lars. veh pekcek. hais. then teacher dismiss liaos. i faster go down 212 lols. then waited for dem to cum out. then evon came out lols. ah vip went to tok 2 her. i oso go lols. then listen wat evon sae lols. then ltr hear emily sae. then oso hear ah ling sae. diff stories. hais. then cindy was in a bad mood i think. asked her wat happened. she din sae. then i ask ah ling lols. she sae teck hian and yong chai dey all call her names. hear tis one liaos i more angry. coz oso not first tym liaos lols. cheebye. dey think veh gd to play lidat. then i called teck hian. scolded him lols. then after tt emily and evon dunno go where lars. then we all oso heck care liaos lols. so we 6 go to west mall. we go eat BK.hmms...yummy! eat liaos then go walk walk. we saw tis couple...omg...in public kissing and touch here and dere. majiam do sex. wahhaas. we went to the cinema dere. see got wat movie to watch. actually wanted to watch creep de. then cindya nd sinyeed dun wan go home change. so at last we go play pool lols. only me, ah ling, ah shan, ah vip and slash go nias lolls. me and ah ling went home to change. then mit ard 5pm lolls. me and ah ling reach first then we 2 go play oursleves 1st lolls. everyone pool skills seems to improve. including ME!! hees. ah shan and ah ling did a veh veh baddy thing. which made me and slash soo angry. but after awhile ok liaos lars. we play until 8++ then go eat roti prata. the pple dere all farked up de. service so slow. got attitude prob. hmphs! okok. eat until9++ then go home liaos lols. so tired. *yawns*
10:45 PM
new song
woohoo~~ sians. hahas. kinda lame. k lars. going to slp soon. but feel lky blogging then cum blog lolls. sians sians sians. tml going sch outside find those piggies. hahas. actually wanted to go play pool but dey all dun wan. onli shan and me wan. so...no go lolls. hmms. did sum editing to my blog.trying to figure out mani things..hees. managed to figure out da scrolling thing... neh..see below. juz changed my blog song again. hahas. owaes listen same one oso will sians de mahs. juz now i was listening to tis song...xinyuxinyuan. then decided to change to tis. tis song quite long liaos but nice to listen mahs... still looking for nice songs to put lehs.. so temporary put tis one. I'M LOOKING FOR TECHNOS!! TECHNNO ANYONE?? I WAN I WAN!! -.-
alrite. gonna go to slp.
12:11 AM
wee~~ tml fri liaos!!!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
hmms.. sians... todae go sch 2hrs nias then cum back liaos. not feeling well.. stomach cramp.. then teacher call me go home. hahas. then szeying oso go home. but b4 go home we 2 sum more go buy ice cream eat. hees. yummy. came back then go slp liaos. kinda tired. slp until 4++ lols. then go bath. then cum play com liaos. online only then 3pple cum tok 2 me. kinda shocked. normally no pple tok 2 me de. hmms... so sians now. now listening techno. techno techno... i lurve em' i wan techno!!! who got ahs...send me lehs. aniwae..hmms... tml feel lky going timah play pool. but dunno ruby they all wan not... ltr den ask lolls. hmms... miss money. hahas. wonder how is he lers... hees... sat can see him liaos. yeah!
5:03 PM
blythe dolls!! i love em'
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
todae ahs..during ctr we go to self access rm. then stef let us see a kinda dolls. called BLYTHE. so cute. juz now i go see thier images. tis one the hair so nice. i luv da hat. tis one so cute.
so how?? nice not? the eyes abit scary lars. but they so fashionable. all this dolls veh ex de lehs. the clothes alone ahs...$30 liaos ahs. haiis. for rich pple to play one..
8:46 PM
hott weather.
alright. had enuf of shirley. she's my newly most hated person. she really ahs...haiis. todae she kip on following us. of coz we ignored her. except for yvonne. she's too soft hearted lars. and tt shirley. kip on follow her lky a pest lidat. she todae owaes use yvoone hp to msg. she sum more borrow money frm yvonne. hmphs. sucks lars.
aniwae todae when we go class. xaiver was crying. he luvs 2 cry de lars. we go ask y lolls. he dun wan sae. then we muz question by question ask. he cry is bcoz he friends extort $100 frm him then he no gif then dey beat him. then i ask they chup where and wat is their name. they frm ast and the name is benjamin ow and john. then i call pinky. ask pinky if he noe dem. pinky sae dunno. but he sae he check for me lolls. we all so angry lehs. hate tis kinda guys. sum more frm ast de. throw ast face lehs. argh!! curse dem cross road let car knock. raining let lightning strike.
todae....TEMPTATION AGAIN!! yuki and tingru went home. hmms...feel lky goin home. sum more todae until 5.15 lehs. sians lars. but at last no go home. muz maintain a gd attendance. hees. todae i was slping then wendy suddenly beat me and shout ''CANDICE!! WAKE UP. JASMINE LEHS. !! " hahas. then i wake up lolls. toked 2 her. miss her sooooo sooooo much lehs. tok liaos then she go liaos. then ms chin continue lesson lols. todae ms chin dismiss us veh early.
juz now i slp hors..then wake up...my leg so itchy. dunno why lehs. then i go wash leg. now ok liaos. k lars. shall stop here.
7:27 PM
hott weather!!
wa lau ehs. todae weather so hot. todae so tired. cudnt wake up on tym.hahas. todae pe finish the test can go liaos. after finish we go canteen eat lolls. todae tt shirley got cum sch. almost the whole class dun lky her now. she kip on following us. we all ignored her. except for yvonne. she kip on follow yvonne majiam lky pest lidat. then she some more use yvonne hp to msg. ownself got hp dun us. hate her man. after eat we go back class. then xaiver was crying. he luvs crying lars. thn we go ask why. he dun wan sae. then we qus by qns ask. at last we found tt his friends extort money frm him and he dun wan gif thn dey beat him. when i listen liaos i veh du lan. then i ask him those guys is it frm ast one he sae ya and he told me thier name. one is benjamin ow another one is john. then i call pinky. ask pinky if he noe dem anot lols. then he sae he dunno but he go check out for me. we all sibei angry ahs. althoughwe owaes di siao xaiver but he oso our class one wat. knn. tt 2 guys. buay pai sei. throw ast face only. YUCKS! i curse tt they cross road let car knock. raining let lightning strike. i despise this kinda guys.
okok. aniwae. todae...hmms...TEMPTATION AGAIN!!! yuki and ting ru went home. feel lky going home. and todae lesson until 5.15. sians ahs... hais. at last no go home lars. hahas. muz maintain a good attendance. hees. but todae ms chin let us go earlier. hees. oh ya..todae ms jasmine came back...hahas. she came back to clear sumtins onli lars. hahas. i was slping during lesson...then wendy suddenly beat me so hard and shout..''CANDICE!! JASMINE LEHS!! WAKE UP WAKE UP!'' hahas. stupid wendy. beat me so hard. we tok 2 jasmine awhile lols. i miss her so much. hahas.
juz now i slping...then when wake up my leg so itchy.. dunno wat thing bite me. hahas. then i go wash my leg. still abit itchy. but trying not to stratch. ok lars. shall stop here.
7:03 PM
ahh!! stupid rain.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
OMG!!! FREAKING WEATHER!! I HATE IT. I WAS HAPPILY SURFING DA NET.. THEN THUNDERS AND LIGHTNING. THEN....IT RAINED SOOOO DAMN HEAVILY. SHIT MAN. MY PARENTS HANG THE CLOTHES OUT. AND BOTH OF DEM GO OUT LIAOS. LEFT MY 2 SISTAS AND ME. WE 3 DUNNO HOW TO KIP IT IN. BO BIAN LARS. ANYHOW TAKE IN. OF COZ IS I TAKE IN LARS. HAHAS. SIBEI HEAVY LEHS THE STUPID BAMBOO. ALMOST DROP THE BAMBOO. ARGH!! MY HAND NOW FEELING SO SUAN. HMMS. KIP ON GOT THUNDER AND LIGHTNINING!! SO SCARY!!! OMG OMG!!
7:46 PM
todae is kinda..hmms..
todae i went out late. OMG! i dun wanna be late. when i reah da bus stop, i quickly walk to the classrm wif szeying. then saw wendy dey all. dey sae teacher not yet cum. hahas. heng ahs. we went to canteen to drink water. todae still got sum pple late. but i dun think ms chin got mark '0' she betta not. todae got the 3hr break. we go westmall eat burgerking coz gt the coupon mahs. hahas. after eat liaos then we go walk walk lols.then ard 1++ we go back sch. go back class wendy pluck eyebrown for me. quite nice except tt i look kinda fierce now. hahas. she oso pluck for yu qin and xueqi. yuqin was lky kana force de. hahas. coz she scare will pain.after pluck ok then lesson start liaos lols. the freaking weather....SO HOT. szeying slp until her face all sweat. hahas. thn i fan for her. see..i so gd.aniwae 4 lidat ms chin dismiss us lols. juz now listen to mp3 then when wan take off earphone make until my earstud then drop. fark man. but i din pick up. lazy to pick it up. hees. so sians now. dunno wat to do lehs... hmms. now toking to my dear sinyee. sending one another the msn emoticons. hmms. tml got PE THEORY. hahas. lame rite? tml lessons until 5.15. sians lars. haiyo..feel lky wanna pon.
5:52 PM
bvmb got sliver~
Monday, April 11, 2005
OMG OMG!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? BVMB GOT SLIVER!! WAHAHAS. IT'S JUZ LKY A DREAM CUM TRUE!!! SO HAPPY FOR THEM. DUNNO IF I SHLD SCREAM OUT LOUD OR CRY MAN. HAHAS. WELL DONE PEEPS!! YAY!! BVMB ROX..! SAXOPHONE ROX TOO!! LURVE YOU ALL. MUACKS!!!
8:05 PM
YEAH! NEW BLOGSKIN.
_HATE THAT FREAKING MS CHIN_
todae go sch..haiis. SIANS. we all were late for AWHILE nias. then she mark us '0' then i told her tt mrs sim tell us late for 15mins is alrite de lols. then she sae she dun believe. she sae she will clarify wif mrs sim. then i and wanying they all all dere lky sae''aiya..she mark '0' then go lars' then after she look at me then i tell her mrs sim sae can 15mins late. i told her at a normal volume. and she shouted at me and sae..'' i sae i will clarify rite? muz you shout?" then i sae back.."i got shout ahs. you dun lky then ur prob lars" then she sae..''i told you all i will clarify first rite? dun you understand wat is clarify? dun understand then go look up a dictionary!" knn. veh dulan. then wanying they all call me dun argue wif her. wanying sae loud loud"aiya..quarrel wif tis kinda pple no use one lars" then she walk to us and tok. then i juz put my book on the table veh loud she oso wan kpkb. cheebye one lehs. then she kip on sae veh sarcastic things to us. old idiot hag. knn. she sum more sae wendy got attitude problem. pls lars..is she got attitude problem lols. siao one. then after tt she start lesson. same lols..almost whole class not listening. i gort listen lars. listen listen listen then i fall asleep liaos. hahas. then jiawei msg me. wa...can kill my boredom. but i use hp ms chin lky buay song me lidat. heck care her aniwae. msg until half jiawei no reply. HE'S OWAES LIDAT-!! i'm gonna kill him. wahahas. siao. then tt old hag lesson until 12.15 lols. then break liaos. during break cecily and cindy lim go home. omg. i'm so tempted to go home oso. TOLERATE!! and i did it. hahas. ctr...hmms.. i lky...coz i lky ms dewi. she's nice and funni. 3pm then she dismiss us liaos lols. reach home ard....4 bahs. then go bath lols. then continue to do my blogskin. frm ytd do until todae. argh!! pekcek. juz finish onli. not veh perfect. i wanted to put in more tins but try mani tyms liaos still cannot lehs. then cindy nort online. dunno who to ask. hahas. now waiting for the syf results to be out. haven out yet. dunno why tis yr lidat. so gan chiong lehs. hais. dun wanna be disspointed again. ok lars. dun wan blog liaos. pple...comment on my new blogskin kaes?? my tag board is my scroll down de. thks hohs.
7:16 PM
gd lucks guys!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
this post is for BVMB MEMBERS
hey people!! tml you all SYF muz jiayou ok? esp my dear saxophone section. i'll be waiting your results!! good luck guys. take kaire and all da best!!
9:56 PM
hate sundaes!!
haiis. boring sundae... i hate sundae. think you guys shld noe why. hahas. and i really hate tis sundae ALOT. coz after todae...every lessons...will be the new teacher teach us. no more jasmine. she go to simei ite teach. the new teacher veh fark de lars. we're bound to suffer man. surelly got mani pple wun go sch de. i mean my class. but i will go lars. gd girl lehs. mai siao siao. hahas. exams is next mth. i wanna get gd grades. but tis new teacher, ms chin, her lessons are damn freaking sians. i'm not interested in her lessons AT ALL. i prefer jasmine. she teaches wif patient and pamper us. although jasmine pamper us... most of us still get gd grades. i think next tym more pple will faill ahs... ms chin she...haiis. wun let us go toilet, drink water..blah blah blah. wtf man. she lidat we all sure wun concentrate de lols. fridae she teach us. reallie..no one was interested in her lessons. sum were slping...sum toking... sum drawing on books... onli A FEW were listening. i reallie miss jasmine sia. she lets us do wat we wan. allows us to one side listen mp3 one side listen to her teach. allows us to go toilet as and when. allows us to ans calls. and whn we do sumtin wrong she wun scold us. she will tell us in a PROPER wae. not lky the ms chin. she damn sarcastis de lols. SO I REALLY HATE TODAE. todae so sians oso. whole dae at home. feel lky going for a swim. weather so hot. ltr 7pm got the NKF charity show. i juz realised i haven on my hp. hahas. ok lars. gotta do my SES project liaos.
3:05 PM
money sibei cute.
Saturday, April 9, 2005
wee~~ din blog ytd. hahas. lazy to blog. todae i go ah ma hse lols. samantha brought her dog go. the dog name veh cute. his name is...MONEY. wahahas. cute huh? money majiam pig lidat. eat slp eat slp. then he slp ahs lky to slp near pple leg or backside. hahas. money grow big abit liaos lars. tt tym i see when he 2wks old majiam toy lidat. hahas. every1 luvs money. including my mum. i tot she dun lky de lehs. but my dad dun seems interested in it. he dun lky animals. he oso dun lky us to haf animals. haiis. aniwae peishing and jingwen they 2 touch the dog when he slping. but when he move dey 2 quickly siam. hahas. damn cute. money owaes urine on da floor. then samantha gotta clean it up. hahas. kelian. i captured sum pics of money todae. money and me. before going home. (omg my eyebags so obvious.)
my mother feeding money drink water. cute not?
aniwae..after leaving ah ma hse. my dad mum and me go lot 1 ntuc buy tins lols. then cum home liaos. aiya lazy blog liaos. ytd my mummy buy sylvester album for me. the cover not veh nice. but inside those pics veh nice lars. as for his songs..hmms..not bad lars. can make it. i change my blog song liaos. is sylvester song. SUOYI. veh meaningful. he oso got sing anjing. got edit de. quite nice oso.
11:37 PM
2nd bloggie of da dae.`
Thursday, April 7, 2005
sians. nth to do. then cum blog. juz now i was scanning through friendster. then dere was tis girl. frm bukit view sum more. she cut her hand. hais. small girls. wat's da purpose of hurting demselves? is it bcoz dey are so sad tt dey wanna die or they juz wan those guys who hurt dem to feel guilty? i really wonder. i haf an gd idea for dem if they wan die. juz go jump off da building lars. as if cut hand can solve problem lidat. and the funni thing is...they cut demselves and den take a picture of it and put it in friendster and still can put it as primary pic. they think veh sat ki(cool) is it? i dunno if i shld laugh at dem or despise dem. i'm not being sacarstic. but i feel tt by cutting ur hand...the person whom you lky will feel so irritated by wat you do. it's true. if they break your hart...then juz LET GO. i noe it's painful. i noe it's hard. but you still haf to. no use holdin on to sum1 whom dun lurves you animore. your are juz WASTIN UR TYM. if you reallie lurve him...then wish him happiness. cutting yourselves dun mean tt you lurve dem. so wat if you're sad...juz spend tym wif friends. not spending tym cutting yourselves. IT IS A VEH CHILDISH ACT. cry all you wan. life has to go on. so if a guy breaks up wif you...accept the fact strongly and move on wif your next step in life. show him, w/o him, you can life even betta then him lars. tell yourself, you'll find sum1 betta then him. but wat's da big deal wif being w/o love? YOU STILL HAF FRIENDS! remember? friends are owaes dere for you. so pls...dun do tt kinda childish act ANIMORE. it wun work on those hartless guys. remember...THERE ARE MANI OTHER FISHES IN DA POND. tis phrase...jeganesh told me. there was once when i was feeling veh sad. jeganesh told me tis phrase. it juz wrked on me. i cheered up a little. so lil' girls...GROW UP AND BE STRONG.
k lars. gonna slp liaos. if not tml cant wake up. woohoo~~!! todae sylvester cuming out. my mum is gonna buy it for me. yeas!
11:27 PM
kinda sians.
heyhey. todae was a damn boring dae. aniwae...xaiver gt a new nick name. BCX-!! hahas. BIG CANNON XAIVER-!! he lky to tok big one lehs. he todae sae he be model. wtf man. when we all hear our 1st reaction is to LAUGH. haahas. really lols. omg. then i was telling him..''pls lars. you be model then our class charbor all can be super model liaos lars.'' hahas. then he haolian sae he buy $800 diamond for his gf. he claims he got gf lars. but we dun believe. then he got play pool one mahs. then sae until he sibei pro lidat lehs. buai tahan. todae ms jasmine no teach us. is the new teacher teach. sians. then when she marking attendance...stef and i di siao her. when she sae stefanie, i raise up my hand. then when she sae candice, stef raise up her hand. wahahas. whole class laughing but the teacher oso no suspect. then everbody kip calling me stef and call stef candice. hahas. this few daes damn suay. owaes see until the ms joanna sim. the one who sae my shoe colour too bright tt one. fark man. then i bluff her my this shoe is new one. and i use my own $$ buy one. hahas. i bluff her i no $$ buy new shoe. hahas. then she sae tis is not a reason. wtf. black heart woman. hmphs. she totally SUCKS! hate her ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT-!!! dunno wat i own her in my past life man. hais. biang ehs. ytd during pe i fell down. then the injury so pain. is at my knee. then i cant walk properly. wa lau ehs. out medicine oso no use.
aniwae...my dajie ytd tell me tt her friend saw frm a paper tt a hong kong fortune teller who is veh accurate de predict tt a disater will happen to south east asia this saturdae. which means singapore will be affected oso. bcoz dunno he sae the zodiac sign ahs...dunno wat lars. kinda scare. hahas. but sat i going my ah ma hse. samantha went to collect her doggie liaos. sat she bringing. she sae the dog was crying last nite. coz he miz the mother. so ke lian. only 1mth old onli lehs. poor chap. hais. ok lars. gonna haf dinner wif my parents at teck whye liaos.
5:40 PM
finally done wif presentation.
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
woohoo~~ finally done wif da presentation. hmms. todae sibei cold. raning heavily. todae the new teacher cum. she damn ugly. then the hairstyle lky bird lidat. then wear black color stockings. then the skirt wear until so high. siao one. she veh kaobei lars. dun reallie lky her. knn. she toking lky ah lian lidat. jasmine fri last dae teach us liaos. sibei sad ahs. we are gonna miz her lots. she so nice lols. she owaes gif us breaks. lenient on us. hais. now the new teacher dun even let us go toilet. wtf. hais. ltr gotta do my ses script. sians lars. no mood blog.
ALL THOSE BUAY SONG ME DE JUZ CUM AND TELL ME KAES. DUN GO ARD AND TELL PPLE MY JIAO WEI. BUAY KAN IS IT. IT'S YOU URSELF TT IS FEELING GUILTY THEN TOK SO MUCH. I ONLI METIONED YOUR NAME. AS IF I GOT SAE YOUR SCHOOL AND SURNAME LIDAT. THEN SCARE FOR WAT. HONG GAN LARS. EVERYTYM SAE PPLE JIAO WEI. MAJIAM YOU PERFECT LIDAT. PUI-! IF YOU NOT HAPPY I PUT YOUR NAME THEN CUM TELL ME PROPERLY. DUN NID TO SAE UNTIL LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD OFFEND YOU LARS. I FEEL PISSED OFF BY WAT YOU SAE OK? SO EITHER YOU CUM TELL ME OR JUZ SHUT UP!
6:34 PM
finish efc project.
Tuesday, April 5, 2005
wee~~~ juz finish doing my 2nd project. hahas. i was lky one side do one side toking to jiawei, yvonne and kel didi. hahas. juz now give jiawei 'counselling'. hahas. free de lehs. hahas. juz now tt stupid ruby call me then she was lky 'a?!? alakma!! call wrong.' she wanted to call slash bcum call me. hmms...she miss me too much lars. hees. oh ya.. forgot to sae... i passed my ses test!! i got 38.5. wahahas. so proud of myself. yeah...!! okok. cool down. sians tml got pe. tml oso go PRESENTATION.!! siao liaos. i sure tititatito one. sure cant sure properly. wahahas. ok lars. dun tok rubbish liaos. wan go orh orh lers. if not tml cant wake up. trying not to be latre and not to pon liaos. if not kana barred frm exams. nites.
11:55 PM
stupid mrs sim.
hmms. todae i was da 1st to reach sch outside. hahas. long long one tym de matter. hahas. todae me,wendy, stefanie, yuqin, yvonne and rina did co-op(practical). sians. aniwae normally is do 3hrs one. but todae jasmine sae do 2hrs onli. coz got sumbodi wan tok 2 us. so 1.15 we all return class. the mrs sim cum in tok 2 us. hais. tok bout attendance...bout discipline... then she call yi jun to stand. she sae 'tis girl attire is good' then ltr she call me stand up. wtf. she sae' tis one..cannot. too mani earrings. skirt too short. nail polish not allowed. shoe too bright.'' wa lan ehs. sibei dulan. she catch wat oso neva mind. but for wat catch my shoe. the school oso no sae my shoe cannot. she sae the colour too bright. **aniwae..i sun bought a converse hot pink shoe** veh pekcek. stupid bitch. slap her ahs. then she sae the next tym she cum and i still lidat she will blacklist me and dun let me go higher nitec. dun go dun go lars. big fark ahs. seh sum more catch irwan hair. she sae his hair too long. forget she still got catch who lars. aiya...kick her ass then she noe. care so much. back side so big. old hag. idiotic mrs sim. sim ke lan ahs. argh!! damn angry. she jealous my shoe nicer then her tt or biang shoe lars. si char bor. she sae next tym every tues she will cum our class spot check. hong gan lars. so much tym then go shop for a shoe tt is nicer then my shoe lars. she oso not our form teacher wan care so much. nabei. go die betta lars. hais. dun sae liaos lars. gonna do other tins liaos.
5:31 PM
todae is gonna be da last tym i pon.
Monday, April 4, 2005
- hey hey. todae i pon again. hahas. veh sians mahs. i and szeying pon. then while walking out we were saeing tt if we the attendance no good cant take exam blah blah blah... then i sae...we promise to each other tt todae is gonna be the last tym we pon. nxt tym cannot liaos. hahas. hmms...wed got presentation. hope can fsater finish and get over wif it. after tis RTO project i'm gonna quicklky move on to the next 2 projects. hais... STRESS!!!
after leaving sch at 12++ i go ah shan hse. then call ah vip go oso. then after go ah shan hse. we go sch outside. wait for ling dey all. hmms...raining. aniwae cindy din cum wif us. so we 5 go westmall lols. walk walk. eat eat. tok tok. we went to the foodcourt and eat. gossiping about others. hahas. had a fun tym gossiping. por lock gui--!! i'm calling a bitch. hahas. aniwae ard 4++ we all go home. veh tired. i tokk bus home wif ling again.
reach home then i go bath lols. then fatser read the i-weekly. got SYLVESTER--!! hahas. waitin fo rhis album. hmms. aniwae read liaos then i slp slp slp slp slp until....hmms...7 ++ bahs.
8:00 PM
todae blog ytd.
Sunday, April 3, 2005
- hmms. ytd din blog. coz when i cum home veh tired and my sis using so blog now lols. hees.
ytd meet yiling at 3. then we go lot1 find cindy and sinyee. when we in mrt. got one guy 40+ de. he walk past me and sae in chinese...'siam lars. dun block da wae' i veh angry lols. i was standing at da side lols. chee bye. then i scold him kaobei. then he sae kabei kaobu lars. then i shout back...'you veh fat isit?!' tis kinda pple. siao ting tong de lehs. argh!! wheneva i tihnk of it i will veh angry. then when we reach we mit shan and slash lols. then we go to the pasarmalam dere lols. then ltr take 173 to timah. we go play pool. hais..muz wait coz no table liaos. then we wait and wait. while waitin we sit outside and take pics. hahas. lame rite. aniwae when got table liaos we play lols. play for onli 2hrs ++ bahs. sinyee went home. then we go eat. we wan to sit at a big table. then those coffee shop pple veh wat de. sae ltr got alot pple wan cum. call us sit another side. wa biang. the other side so dark lehs. we all damn du lan. then dey ki on ask us wan drink wat. siao de. scared tt we wun buy is it. aniwae we go buy food lols. i and ling go together. shan and cindy go together. ling and i saw jiawei. kinda shocked lars. then ling go sae hi. hahas. then we buy tin eat lols. then eat liaos actually is wan go home liaos. but i ask dem wan go play pool again anot. then dey all sae ok lols. then we go play. was playing wif slash. then got one guy cum to me and sae his friend wan my no. i was veh angry coz i think dey are playin onli lars. who will wan my no. lehs. then i juz gif him a 'cant be bothered face' and carry playin pool. then when ruby and cindy playing i accompany ling go outside smoke. then those guys walk out. then the friend ask....'oei..you take no. frm her oreadi anot.' then the friend sae...'dun haf lehs. she oso dun haf gif' then ling scold dem kaobei. hahas. coz we all veh du lan dem. when i plauin pool wif slah those guys lky see slash buay song lidat. and dey veh noisy. then after ling smoke finish, we go in again. then got a guy wan ling no. then ling diao him .hahas. damn funni. aniwae after plain we go home lols. ard 10++ bahs. came back then i bath lols.
12:32 PM
todae had fun wif sistas.
Friday, April 1, 2005
- - todae was quite a pai seh dae for me. hahas. my friends lars. di siao me. hais. dun wan tok bout it. aniwae... todae szeying sick. hais. then she went home. after all da editing...thinking...blah blah blah....we haf finally finish our project!! wee!~~~ todae go bukit view outside again lols. of coz to find z6. when i reach ling cindy and vip at dere liaos. ruby nt yet cum. then after awhile sinyee cum out of sch. then ruby cum. we went to west mall walk walk. except for sinyee. she went home. coz she gotta go her friend's bbq. so we 5 go wm lols. we go foodcourt eat. then after tt vip go town mit her friend. left four of us. we go burger king outside sit sit tok tok lols. tok untill 4++. then we go home. kinda tired now. hmms..tml going out wif those z6 pigs. hahas. going to timah to play pool. yeas!! veh long no play liaos.
9:08 PM
my quiz.
hmms. yi han let me do her quiz. then i veh sians. so decided to create one also. you peeps go try kaes?
sumtyms i reallie wonder why we hafta fall in love. and even so...why did god made me sum1 whom can fall in luv wif sumone so easliy...but makes it so hard for me to forget tt person.. i know deep down in my hart..dere's sum1. but i juz dunno who. how i wished i knew who it was. i'm missing sum1 veh badly. i know it...coz sumtyms out of da blue i juz feel lky crying. and my heart will hurt. why cant i juz find sum1 whom reallie loves me...? when den will i mit 'my guy'...when...? i juz a simple girl who nids sum1 to be loved and pampered. i'm juz a simple who's easily touched. but why does it seems so hard for me to find 'my guy'? is he juz ard me w/o me realising it or he's at da another end of da world? i haf friends, haf family but i still feel empty. i nid sum1 to fill tis emptiness in my heart. i dun lky being alone. when i nid sum1 to tok to....every1's unavailable. onli memories are left behind. it onli fills my emptiness temporaily. those fading memories are juz lky a dream. it'll be gone within seconds. i nid a hand to hold. i nid a shoulder to lean on. when will it ever happen? or can i only haf all this in memories and dreams? then i wld rather be aslp... hais. sadness & emptiness. it's taking away all my smiles and laughter i once had. now i onli haf fwens to bring back my laughters and smiles.
*me and 'him'* he cheated on my b4,twice. wheneva i think of it i still feel hurt. the wound is still dere. trying veh hard not to recall it animore. for now, i dun deny i dun lky him. but i dunno why i cant make myself to be back by his side. coz i noe i wld break his hart again if i do. but where is he when i nid him....
for now... i will carry on my lyfe wif these sadness and emptiness... i dunno when it will fade. but i believe one dae..sum1 will replace these sadness and emptiness... and my fading memories...i will put it back piece by piece...every single memories...no matter it's happi or sad...i will kip it deep down in my hart.
