I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
todae woke up late. my mum forgot to call me wake up. hehs. woke up onli at 7.30. wth. so faster lohz. c0z wendy on the way liaos mahs. reach sch ard 8.45. then g0tta do the ssg test. see teacher only dulan. din reallie go care her. morning the ssg lesson only got me, jiabao and wendy. so we 3 go do the test 1st. knn. so funny. wendy all the actions sibeii cartoon then me and bao kip on laughing. did the test then we go for oit. then szeying and tingru cum lers. i, bao and tingru did the oit test coz we tt tym no come. we kip on discuss how to do then teacher kip kpkb. lala~ so funny. quite diff anywae. then kip ask wendy how to do. think teacher oso close one eye open one eye. do until pekcek. very tired. today lesson until four. so siians. now doing the bpf report. do until wan slp liaos. dun feel lky doing liaos. fcuk. feel lky shitting now. whole body aching. alright. gotta continue wif my report liaos. haiis. long way to go.. -you've change. i cant feel your presence anymore.-
1:51 PM
so troubled.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
at home for whole dae liaos. dying of boredom soon. hahs. nth to do. knn. dunno wat the hell happen to the internet. kip disconnecting. siians. tml mon liaos. study again. hurhurs. siians. dun feel lky studying liaos. haiis. now watching the cancer charity sh0w. repeat de. those patient so ke liian. but lesser and lsser pple donate liaos. bcoz of tt tym the nkf thingy. we tis tym we oso no call liaos. i rather donate and gif the money to them personally. feel more at peace. hmms. 1wk neva see moron liaos. miss him. miss my z6 dearies too. everyone ard me changing. starting to have their own lyfestyle and friends. z6, seems to be fading. neglecting one another. haiis. wishing for another bitch outiing. - is z6 reallie fading? -
5:56 PM
missin eu.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
alrite. long tym no update liaos. not being veh faithful to my blog. hehs. 27.10.05 neva go sch. so go polyclinic take mc. coz got test. no mc cannot take. i frm 11 go until 1+ lidat. waiit until i dulan. reach home, eat then slp. ard 5+, went jogging wif my erjie and ah sam.hehs. long tym no run. can diie lehs. ytd.28.10.05 din go to sch again. overslept. mit shan at westmall ard 4+. yupps. when i in mrt recieved a msg frm my form teacher. she call me mon go sch sign the appeal letter due to debarment for ssg sub. wth. called my form teacher. ask her why i kana debarred. she sae coz i neva take the test. f' lars. the ssg teacher sux. then i explained to ms chin why i neva take test. she sae mon go sch settle. she sae we the whole grp kana debarred. knn. the ssg teacher sure kana scolding frm we all de.aniwae, when i reach shan was dere liaos. hahas. 1st tym she faster than me. saw a middle aged guy toking to her. must be selling sumtins. so i walked over. then tt guy start to tell me those tins. is sum kinda 'lucky charm' wth. and it's $5. we kip on tell him dun wan tghen he still continue to sae sae sae. util shan buai tahan buy 1 frm him. haiiyo. aniwae, after tt we go toilet. saw him again. he cum ask us wan buy sum more anot. f' we sae dun wan then faster go liaos. then we go kfc eat. hehs. kip on going to kfc eat. growin fatter and fatter liaos lars. eat liaos then go walkwalk. loko loko ard. dunno we is veh suay or wat. see until the guy again. hahas. we quickly siam. scary man. haahas. then we faster leave batok. hahas. went to jurong. dunno where to go. went there waste tym. i bought a mickey mouse ring. hehs. ard 6+ we left jurong. took cab to timah. find ah vip. sibei siians. kip on go timah. go derre, then no table. siians. so we go sit sit tok tok 1st. ard 7+ then we start to play pool liaos lohz. then slash cum liaos. then 9+ we take cab, wanted to go to the pasarmalam at batok de. when we reach, oreadi close liaos. f' so we go cdans. the nearest place mahs. they sae wan play bowling. hahas. sibei funni. but when we go, full liaos. so we go eat lohz. then ard 10+ all go home liaos. tired and headache. reach home then vomit. sit the cab and bus until i headache. todae.29.10.05 todae morning went cck complex to swimming wif ling. hehs. long tym neva swiim lers. but we neva reallie swim lars. go dere play water. tt stupid ling kip splashing me water. until my eyes so pain. and i dropped my earring when playing the slide. heck care aniwae. hehs.heartpaiin oso no use. we swim till 12 then go liaos. took cab to her hse to see her new dog. called 'twinkle.' is chiwawa breed. small small de. quite cute lars. then russell lky veh jealous we kip on play wif twinkle lidat. hahas. sibeii cute. 3 lidat i take cab cum home liaos. tired. wanted to do my project de. but...duno why the website cant go in. f' so dulan. alrite. g0nna catch a nap. do eu reallie lurfe me..? i ponder & i wonder.``
5:53 PM
i want to wrk.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
todae totally sucks. so tired lohz, then my sis kip on call me wake up. wtf. aniwae, kindA pissed off with my hair. dunno why oso lars. todae 1st hr of class din go. late. phng too. reach class then make alot noiise. aniwae, phng finally gif me my bdae present lers. is the xiiaozhu de album lehs. siao siao. lalala~~ ah la..lazy to blog liaos lars. tml gt test siians. i must pass. hohoho.
9:09 PM
25oct. eu and me.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
boos.! hehs. sia la. long tym neva one dae blog 2 tym ahs. siao siao. hehs. okok. juz now went to jean yip rebond my hair. $188. quite cheap liaos lars. but dunno why i tis tym rebond lky abit funni. look so...hmms. dunno hw to sae oso lars. but actually no much diff aniwae. onli my fringe now is straight de liaos lohz. dun care so much lars. juz hope tis tym will last longer then last tym de bahs. next is g0nna to highlight until lky siao kias lidat. hahas. want look for a job now. so gt more money to do my haiir. tis year all my haiir thing is i pay myself. hmms. hart paiin lehs.
my haiir lars. abt the same lohz. hehs. the pics abit dare. bo bian. wahahas. okok. wan go watch tv liaos. hoho. -i lurfe you. i hope you do. &till the veh end. will forever belong to us.?-
7:00 PM
falling sick.
hmms. in sch now. today alright lars. nt so tired. but still late for sch lars. reached ard 8.30 lidat lohz. diiaos. all no cum. f' but din bother so much aniwae...todae till 12 onli mahs. so heck dem. wahahas. go ssg. teacher force me do the test wif xaiver and garrick. f' her man. i then dun wan. do wif dem sure fail de. rather waiit for phng. ard 9.30, went to canteen to eat wif cecily. so warm. eat till sweat. eat liaos then cecily go home. then i go OIT. see...i so guaii. hehs. then szeying mass me sae she on the way now. siiao one. now oreadi wat tym liaos. might as well dun cum. siao popo. hahas. sae until here ..she reach liaos. cum onli smack me. ccb. push here back. hahas. she almost fall. lalala~ i strong ahs. hehs. siians ahs. kaos. nth to do. thurs got test. hurhurs. must do well. attendance lky shit but at least results still muz score well. dun haf so jialat mahs. hehs. ka0s. start to feel tired liaos. falling aslp liaos. *yawns. dun judge me. eu got no rights. & rem, i dun nid you to live on.
10:26 AM
zhi wo cuii miian.
Monday, October 24, 2005
hehs. sinyee juz sent me the xiiao zhu songs. lurfe him so much. xiiao damn funnie. hahas. okok. back to main point. todae woke up...so tiired. so when waiting for bus decide to 12 go home liaos. hehs. so went for ssg. as usual. late lohz. sia la. cecily permed and highlight her haiir. knn. got a shocked. hahas. but quite nice lars. aniwae...tt stupid phng was late. when she and jia bao cum liaos then ah siok jia bao phng and me go eat liaos. hungry mahs. gastric pain. but after eat liaos i stomach paiin, feel lky wan vomit. wth. and i and so damn freaking tiired. the feeling totally sucks. so i din go for oit lars. i 10.30 lidat go home liaos. reached home ard 11. called jiawei. toked to him awhile then i go bath watch tv all tis. then SLEEP. my fav ahs. hehes.slp till 4+ bahs. then cum play com lohz. now haviing flu again. knn. buaii tahans. now in a dilema whether to rebond my haiir tis week anot. coz the jean yip having sum promo. onli $158. kinda cheap lars. but the promo dunno end when. coz other then jean yip, i dunno still got where rebond is gd and the price is reasonable de. haiis. mostly shld be by tis week go rebond bahs. as for highlight..at ltr tym of the yr bahs. ok. wanna go watch the yu le bai fen bai liaos.
4:55 PM
stomach blues.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
dunno wat da hell my stomach is happening. having veh terrible paiin rite now. on and off. kip on shitting. f' . g0nna die soon. so bored lehs. nth to do. no show to watch. ltr mittin canice to pass her her bdae present. ytd her bdae. haapy bdae canice..! hehs.aniwae..feel tt my haiir finally long liaos lehs. siao siao. hahas. tym for rebond. but duno when to rebond and dunno go where rebond. niid some recommendations.then ard end of nov, dye and highlight haiir. alright. sis nid to use com to do her wrk liaos. wan go bath then call tt stupid moron.
5:26 PM
nth much. just my tots. dun bother to read.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
sumtyms i just wish i can read others mind. i wan to noe wat everyone is thinking. i wan to noe wat people think of me. bitchy, noisy or wateva. i just wan to noe. i observe people ard me. i wonder if they are thinking of the same thing as i am. others' tots. hmms..just so curious. coz wat a person shows out may not always be the same as wat they are thinking deep dwn in their hart. a person may be laughing away but maybe deep dwn in the hart, it's crying and bleeding so badly. someone may appear to be veh nice to you but who noes, he/she may be plotting sum evil plans against you. pretence, tt's wat everyone often do. a person who's outta love, feeling sad and crying. why must it be the hart tt hurts..? everyone hate the feeling. i do. sumtyms i just hope tt i can see a person hart and see hw it looks lky when tt person is outta love. toking abt love. it's just so amazing. it can make sumone cry and make sumone happy. loving sumone isnt as tiring as being in love. when tt person tt you love has sumone else already. yes, you'll cry. but it wun be as pain as breaking up. coz there's no memories. you din lose anyone. just a simple hartbreaking moment for you. tt's my experience. but falling outta love, it's lky hell. it can make sumone becuming so afraid to face reality. coz at tt poiint of moment, to sumone, reality is paiin. when your bf/gf tells you break up all of a sudden. or either you found out tt he/she has another relationship behind you. you'll feel lky the whole world is crashin dw on you. pple ripping your hart out. you'll feel tt you lost everything c0z he/she was once ur everything. the feeling...so scary. i dun deny tt i'm very afraid of all this painful feeling. those who haf been it through shld undertsand how i feel. i've been it through. it's been a long tym since it happen. the memories fade. feelings gone. but the wound is still as fresh as it once was. it's true. when you wake up in the morning, you'll feel tt a part of you is missing. you'll feel there's no space for you to catch a breath. up till today, i'll still tear when i think of it. i hate pple who haf a relationship behind their gf/bf. i despise them. how i wish they'll get their retribution. i am not saying anyone now. i just wan others to noe how it feels and pls cherish all tt you have now. anyway, love on the other hand, can make sumone on cloud nine. tt feeling. i dunno how to explain it in wrds. when i'm loved, i'll feel so blissful and happy. yupps. everyone shld feel this way when loved. tt's my thinking of love. it's just how i feel bout it. just have a urge to say it out here. yupps. no motive. just purely my tots. dun judge wat is said here. not happy bout it then just shoo. if you feel unhappy bout wat i said then you may be sumone who once betrayed sumone who loved you lotss. yeas. thiink,hw deeply you've hart tt person. go do sum reflection.
12:56 PM
had lotssa fun.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
woo~ todae went to sch feeling so freaking tired. todae got ssg test. hahas. the test ahs is dress up our self as if we want go for sum interview lidat. mus wear formal lehs. siao siao. haahas. then muz on the spot put make-up. hehs. took mani mani pics. almost done wif my make-up. hehs. here cums my zi lian-ness.hahas. tt stupid ah siok disturb me. tt's her hand. hahas. i look so guaii and siwen. all my zi lian de pics. so siians. nth to do mahs... there's more to go... yupps. phng playin wif my haiir. me and phng. din manage to take her face. WAHAHAS. we look so IDIOTIC. me and tingru. all rite. done wif the test. g0ing to eat. hehes. by the tym oreadi hungry liaos. wth. so go eat. then go for oit. siians. now trying to attend all lessons. the sch sent warning letter to me liaos. sae my attendance lky shit. whole class kana. hahas. so jialat.todae lesson till 12. then after tt go mit shan and ah vip and sinyee. then waiit for tt moron. hehes. went to westmall together. awhile then go home lers. so tired lehs. actually juz nw wan go slp liaos. then got sudden urge to blog. hehs. okok. veh tired liaos. cant tahan lers. so lack of slp. haiis.
* i wan go SHOPPING. anyone?..
5:59 PM
boring sat.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
my neck is in great pain now. for the whole dae liaos. probably din slp well last nite. haiis. today..nth much. cooped up at home the whole dae. packed my table todae. woohoo. so neat now. but confirm within 3daes sure messy again one. hahas. so siians now. nth to do. hmms. no show to watch oso lehs. tt jw go slp liaos. *yawns. quite tired oso lars. but dun feel lky slping yet. aniway..gettin' sick of my hair liaos. feel lky cutting it short. but gotta to tahan. c0z wan go rebond and highlight. hehes. kaos. dunno wat to do now. online oso nth to do lidat. then no show to watch oso. dying of boredom lers.
9:58 PM
so pissed off.
Friday, October 14, 2005
*yawns. tired tired. not enuff of slp. haiis. shall juz tok bout my bdae. which was ytd. 13 oct. okok. i'm OFFICIALLY 17. hehs. finally. but dun reallie lky being a 17. nth different frm 16. if is 18 still nt too bad. okok. stop toking bout all tis. hehs. mit z6 ard 4+ at westmall bk. waiting for others to reach. at dere onli got me, ling, shan, sinyee, and canice. so we eat 1st lohz. yupps. and ling give me my present. and shan dey all also give. ling din share with dem. and sinyee did sumtin for me. so touched. so while waiting at dere tok cock 1st lohz. hahas. kinda siians oso. eat liaos den go up arcade play play awhile 1st. if not oso nth to do. i and canice play pool. 1st tym play pool wif her sia. wth. so funni. hate westmall de pool. veh low one. not veh good. then anyhow play lohz.then jw cum lers lohz. after that still dunno wat to do oso. hehs. we go see the movie got wat tym de. c0z we wan watch the wig mahs. f'. westmall dun haf. so lousy. pui. spoil mood. then all siians half liaos. dunno wat to do liaos. so decided to go clementi eat prata. hahas. may sound so wu liaos. but neh mind lars. i veh anything one. go where oso can lars. hahas. go dere. then shan bought a HELLO KITTY PAGER. wth. $9.90 nias. so funni. then she lurfe tt pager so much. kinda cute oso lars. buy liaos then we go arcade play play awhile. play ddr wif ling and canice. f' so long no play liaos. retire liaos. para oso. hehs. after tt we go ling hse. play wif russell. long tym no see him liaos. so cute. hahas. after awhile me and jw go hm lers. jw still got exam the nxt dae mahs. then my parents waiting for me to go home to celebrate. ling shan and slash later then cum. reached home. then cut cake all tis lohz. hehes. so happi. after tt i go bath. then the 3 of dem cum liaos. okok. so happy. tis yr i got mani presents tt i love alot. jw bought me the bracelet wif my name on it. then ah sam bought me a chanel eyeliner. shan dey all bought me the diamond earring. wanying gif me a chanel nail polish. so cool man. hahas. and canice gave me a pink belt. cant rem still got wat liaos. thks everyone who gave me presents and wished me happi bdae. lurfe you all. muackiies.
10:44 PM
my last dae of 16yr old.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
lalala~ 1 more dae. wahahas. todae is the last dae tt i'll be 16yr old. hahas. sae until so kwan zhang. hehs. todae din go sch. coz my erjie stomach pain so i pei her go see doc. hehes. stupid excuse.but she reallie stomach pain hohs. so called ms chin and tell her. she sae ok. hehs. wth. juz nw mit jw . he passed me my present. is a braclet wif my name de. hahas. lurfe it so much. but the length too long liaos. wahahas. nw going to lot1 wif canice to shorten it liaos. and tt stupid ah sam. she dun wan tell me wat she buy for me. hahas. kip on di siao wif wif a stupid shaver. wtf. hahas. okok. going out liaos.
6:05 PM
bdae wishes.
Monday, October 10, 2005
tym reallie flies. hehs. 3 more daes and it's my bdae. 13oct, it's cuming. wahahas. so happy. hv many desires tis yr. hehs.My most wanted to least wanted. hahas. 1)jaguar (yaya. i n0e it's impossible) 2)Saxophone 3)watt's in diamond round earrings. 4)bracelet wif my name 'chanel'. 5)chanel eyeliner. 6)watt's in heart-shaped bracelet. 7)more money. 8)a lil' doggie. 9)new bag 10)new pair of slippers/sh0es. wahahas. dunno where to go on my bdae. wth. nid sum ideas. dunno wan go watch movie, go k-box or play pool or wateva. play pool play until siians liaos. haiis. hmms...having conference tonite wif my dearies. i kip pressing them to buy the diamond earrings for me. hehs. bracelet my dear moron buy for me lers. hehs. lurfe him so much. and lurfe my z6 dearies even more. muackiies.
11:34 AM
5 daes more. hehs.
Saturday, October 8, 2005
][5more daes to 130ct. people, get ready to celebrate and party.!! CHEERS.!!][
10:46 PM
dun eu ever neglect me. i'll kill eu.
Thursday, October 6, 2005
hmms. feel lky shitting. omg. hahas. todae went to sch for BPF test. shld be can pass bahs. hehes. we were lky copying each other ans. hahas. so idiotic. test until 11. then went to canteen and eat then after tt szeying and me go home liaos. coz todae is go to simei ite for dunno wat sai tok lars. then muz go home frm dere ourselves. siao. i then dun wan waste my tym. cum back slp betta. slp until 6. woke up then called him. he playing mahjong AGAIN. wth. frm juz nw till nw waiting for him to call me. dun wan care so much. haiis. stomach paiin again. f'. tml going sch. hahas. tml go 1hr nias. wahahas. dun wan go for pe. so siians. wa lau..tml sum of my friends 'n' level last dae. so shuang. haiis. feel lky going out tml. hehe.
][MS-CHANEL B'DAE. 7DAES=1WK. COMING SOON.][
8:39 PM
lurfes my playboy.
Tuesday, October 4, 2005
woohoo..haven been blogging faithfully. hehs. no tym mahs. this few daes is juz slping or toking to tt moron. juz lurfe him so much. todae was late again. haiis. neva been on tym b4. woohoo. todae break at 12. then 1 got lesson. then dunring break went to IMM wif wendy, wanying and tingru. we wanted to get sumtins onli then go back sch for lesson liaos. but who noes.......by the tym we walk finish oreadi 1+ liaos. lesson ending. so decided not to go back. hehes. reached home. then bath. phone got missed call. was hy. shock lehs. so called him back. toked awhile. feeling tired. wan go slp... hmms....
3:28 PM
cant slp. *yawns
Sunday, October 2, 2005
hmms. tired yet i just cant get to slp. so siians nth to do. g0t flu again. feelin so 'kang kor' now. juz nw went to mit shan at jurong. go dere waste tym together. wahahas. go dere eat dinner then go play arcade. hehes. so kiddy. after tt we go to imm. walk walk lohz. imm is juz so b0ring. hmms. so cr0wded. bought an anklet. so siians. dunno where to go. ard 11.30 lidaT we go to slash wrk place find him awhile lohz. then after tt go back liaos. reach hm. bath all tis lohz. then tok f0ne wif tt moron. he 2+ go slp lers. lky pig lky tt. kip on slping. all right. wan go sort out my playlist. so messy. sum songs no title. hahas. sort liaos then wan go slp lers.
