I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
TA-DAA~ lao niang got myself a new blogskin. but, i'm not very satisfied with it. somewhere, something is weird. but i just dunno where & what. so, whatever. i'm bored so i made a new one. obviously, i din make the template. i'm not so pro lahs. i only changed the images, bg & colours.
i spent a duper long tym looking for a suitable bg. wanted to just use white initially. but, it's tooooo plain. & if you think my blog is too pink, i know i know. pink is so not me. but, I DONT CARE.
anyway, had MJ session last fri with ling, bx & emily. i won & i think the 3 of them hated me. hahaha.
am having 2 interviews. creative & sony. interview at creative is at 9am while sony is 10.30. so i hafta rush. but, luckily, both companies are opp each other. hahaha.
alright, i'm gng to lie dwn & rot. my menses is here & my back is aching lky hell. I SO HATE MENSES. =(
I never needed you to be strong, I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs, I never needed pain, I never needed strain, My love for you was strong enogh you should have known, I never needed you for judgements, I never needed you to question what I spend, I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me
And it's a little late for conversations, There isn't anything for you to say, And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, So look at me, and listen to me..
I don't want to stay another minute, I don't want you to say a single word, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) There is no other way, I get the final say, Because.. I don't want to do this any longer, I don't want you, there's nothing left to say, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby, hush, hush.
I never needed your corrections, On everything, from how I act, to what I say, I never needed words, I never needed hurts, I never needed you to be there every day, I'm sorry for the way I let go, Or everything I won't need when you came along, But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated, I know that next to you is not where I belong,
And it's a little late for explanations, There isn't anything that you can do, And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, So you will listen when I say..
No more words, no more lies, no more cryin', No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
4:56 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Your Autumn Test Results
You are a dynamic, vibrant person. You aren't afraid to pursue your passions.
When you're happiest, you are outgoing and expressive . You love celebrations, and you enjoy showing off a little.
You embrace change. You love change. You see change as a rebirth.
You find novelty to be the most comforting thing in the world. You love anything that's new or unusual.
Your ideal day is active and full. You like to keep busy with your favorite things, and you appreciate a routine.
You are very impatient. You spend more time waiting for something than actually enjoying it.
another bday celebration. pre-celebration for shan on sunday.
went sentosa together with ling, vip & shan. obviously, shan suggested it. haha. & she wanted us all to prepare food for a mini picnic.
so the day before, ling & i met up at lot 1 & headed to ntuc to get some food. tibits, tuna, ham & blahs. ling kip take things & i'm always putting it back. haha. she lky want to buy for the whole kampung to eat can. super funny. haha. anyway, after tt she came over to my hse to prepare the food. & she did a bday message for shan. sent her home after tt. =)
back to sun, we played poker, chatted, ate & blahs till i dunno what tym. then went to bathe. headed for the luge & skyride.
then went to vivo for dinner. vip headed off after tt. shan, ling & me went sing sang sung @ csc. =) lotssa of fun with all my darlings. ok, pictures.
happy 20th b'day ah teo. love you deep deep lahs hor. =)