I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
todae wrk hafl dae nias. but still feel veh tired ahs. haiiyo. but dunno why...ytd and t0dae tym lky pass by veh fast lidat. aniwae..juz now b4 go home went to lot 1 to buy kfc eat. hehs. then called ling. ask her where she is. c0z i wan pass sinyee bdae present. tt tym mit her then f0rget give her. wtf. hahas. pass to her liaos then i cum home liaos lolls. no pple at home. neh mind. i nid peace. sumtyms i juz lurve being alone. i can do my own things w/o pple disturbing me or rather 'nag' at me. while eating i was watching the 'zhong yi da ge da.' wa lau. damn funni ahs...the xu chun mei. she sibei buay ba lehs. hahas. cant stand her. hehs. then watch finish is the MR FIGHTING. wahahas. todae 1st episode. i veh long wan watch da sh0w liaos. but...haiis. no pple g0t the vcd. whoeva g0t lend me kaes? pls...?? so romantic. esp the shun xie zhi and the dunno wat name tt girl lars. hehs. then my mum in her rm watch the president charity sh0w. then got sly. wa lau ehs. i wan watch two sides. then at last i continue to watch my mr fighting. hehs. m0re interesting. cant wait f0r da next episode liaos. hahas. wan explode liaos. aniwae..i'm feeling damn angry n0w. yes..wif my dad. i juz dunn0 wat's the matter wif him. everything oso wan to care. tis nag tt oso nag. little thing oso nag. cant stand it. wun he juz give me abit of peace and freed0m. i dun care who's reading tis. dun care it's my sisters or their bf. tt's me. sae me childish or wateva. there's a limit to my patience. dun expect me to kip everything inside me. i'll explode. i'm not saeing i hate my dad or wat. i juz dun lky the wae he t0k...or wateva. my 2 sisters will understand...i hope. i'm sure they realised the change in my attitude t0wards my dad. pls...i'm n0t rude. i dun noe h0w to explain h0w i feel. i cant be b0thered aniwae. at least now i made my feelings and my probs known. i'm feeling much betta. but still i love my family still. it's juz tt i present my love in a diff wae. alright. wan go slp liaos. tml wrk 2-10. SIIANS. haiiyo. actually now i think of wan start sch liaos i oso abit siians half. then everydae muz wrk ahs. i siians 3/4 liaos. hahas. lame. ok lars. st0p here liaos.
9:10 PM
I'm sad. but i juzt dunn0 why. will eu tell me.?
Friday, July 29, 2005
my off dae is g0nna end. neh mind. it's n0t sumtin bad. c0z it means tt i one dae nearer to 12 aug. hehs. aniwae..todae w0ke up at 2pm. shiok.! long tym neh slp till late liaos ahs. w0ke up then watch tv. then was also thinking wat to eat. wanted to call mac delivery. but my sis call me dun waste money. haiis. ok lors. but i'm juz so hungry. then my sis cooked maggi mee FOR HERSELF. then i see her eat i oso buay tahan liaos ahs. then i cook the french toast ahs. w0ohoo.! nice man. by the tym oreadi 4 liaos. then i go play com. then bath. then dad fetch my sis and i to my third aunt hse. to see ah ma. she's much betta. but my ah-g0ng seems to be abit sick. hhaiis. aniwae..peishing sibei kay siao. she g0t 2 birds. named mango and tweety. then i ask her bring me go see. then i tell her..''pei shing..ur bird no call me lehs..'' then she sae to her bird..''mango tweety..call sanjie..'' diaos. i was lky laughing... hehs. tt little rascal. she oso sibei lazy.. hahas. p0ur water oso lazi. cant stand her cuteness. aniwae..we left ard 7 lidat. then my dad send my erjie to sch. she got meeting. then my dad bring me go make new specs. wanted to make frameless de. but my dad sae i too 'chor lor'. so make th0se g0t frame de lolls. siians of tt kind liaos lars. haiyo. bo bian. t0king to ah sam now. her new name is ''OEI SAM'' nice bo? hahas. i think de lehs. mai siao siao. aniwae...my er ge g0t gf liaos. wahahas. juz feel so happi for him. wish dem all da best. hehs. ok lars. wan go slp liaos. tml is g0ing to be another tiring dae for me.
11:21 PM
c0untdwn. 14 daes m0re.
hey. i'm here to p0st again. hehs. tml off. yipees.! Aniwae..juz reached home. juz nw went to mit ling. long tym no see her liaos. and also to pass her sinyee bdae present. hahas. sinyee bdae over so long liaos.. when i mit her is ard 11 liaos. then we go sit at lot 1 dere lolls. do nth lars. tok c0ck onli. hehs. t0king abt shan her chalet. although nt yet c0nfirm. and although not our chalet. but ling and i at dere discuss wan call who go. wan do wat liaos. hahas. so funni. aniwae... we at dere sit until 12+. then go to the 24hr coffee sh0p eat tin. eat fries and fishball. hehs. yummy.! then t0k again. hahas. t0k rubbish. at dere until ard 12.45 lidat lars. awhile nias. then take cab go h0me. then we 2 so scare n0t enuf money. hahas. but still take cab lars. tt ling. call her cum my hse stay she dun wan. think she tml n0t g0in sch. hahas. then vip and shan call me tml go out. ...... hmms. lazy. hehs. so soori my dears. tml is my slp daes. aniwae..my ah ma discharge lers. yeas.. she and my ah g0ng now staying at my third aunt hse. tml maybe go find dem. tml maybe wan go make a new pair of specs also. dun think i'll be often wearing contacts lens liaos. i ard 2 wks not wear liaos. then todae wear. then my eyes red. lky tt tym lidat. wtf. dunno is my eyes pr0b or the contacts pr0b. ta0yan. juz n0w told my dad i wanna learn mot0rbike nxt tym. he din allow. haiis. he sae it's danger0us. yaya. i n0e i n0e. but i reallie wan learn. hmms. wat shld i do.... aniwae..i'm so angry. the angelfire again lars. do until i pekcek. but i still manage to change the song lars. i changed tp simple plan "perfect" kinda meaningful lyrics. no. it's not b0ut love. it abt a child singing tis to his dad. saeing abt h0w he reallie feels.
.SIMPLE PLAN - 'PERFECT'.
Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according To plan? And do you think I’m wasting My time doing things I Wanna do? But it hurts when you Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you I can’t pretend that I’m alright And you can’t change me
Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect Now it’s just too late And we can’t go back I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be My hero? All the days You spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don’t Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good Enough for you I can’t stand another fight And nothing’s alright
alright. i'm g0nna slp. nites.
2:03 AM
tym flies.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
hehs. i'm back. i n0e you pple miss me lots lars. wahahas. but dun miss me a little can liaos. if not ltr i pai seh lehs. hehs. all rite. enuf of crApping. so damn tired. freaking tired. h0w i wish tis attachment will quickly end. IT'S KILLING ME. esp now the sales period. can die. the customers veh fuck one. m0st is ladies. those kiasu aunties. haolian rich aunties. yeas. i juz dun understand why ahs they see th0se folded clothes ahs..can bcum one mini mount everest lidat. tt tym i spent 2.5 hrs JUZ TO FOLD THE CLOTHES. imgaine...tis kinda situation for 1wk. and those customers who wanna try clothes. it's veh veh clearly stated can try 3 ONLI. then dunno why they take so mani. no brain one lehs. then we tell dem can try 3 nias they gif tt kinda cheebye face. see liaos oso pek cek ahs. feel lky wan slap dem. then when they cum out ahs..they got a veh bad habit of placing the clothes on top of the hangers. pls lohs. we are juz standing outside the fitting rm haging the clothes. cant dey juz pass it to us. WILL IT KILL?! so damn dulan wif the customers. then sum customers..wan to check stock frm other outlets c0z we dun haf liaos. yes, we do check stock. but during the sales WE DON'T. then they will gif tt kind of face again lohs. i hate customers. and bc0z of tis i sumtyms get so dulan until i g0t no mood to tok properly wif the customer. i dun care if i'm wrking or wat. as long as the customer is nice and understanding. i try my best to assist them. but to th0se who thinks tt CUSTOMERS ARE OWAES RITE. pls FUCK OFF. cant you all juz tok properly..be more understanding? dun expect me give you the correct attitude. and sum customers ahs...dunno is wan sae them stupid or wat. the whole rack... we put the 30% discount signage but they still will cum and ask...'this one how many %?' so damn irritating. and the poster we is sae..'up to 50% discount" yeas. and they will assume ALL is 50%. wtf. customers are da real monsters. not all customers. but those customers i've said abt. if any of you reading my blog thinks you are one of dem...then i rather you stay at home and dun go sh0pping. sales assistant are oso humans. so treat dem lky how you'll treat others.
todae m0rning shift. wrk until 5.30. my fifth uncle and his family cum find me. my fifth aunt bought a cardigan .then they wait for me to finish wrk. coz when they reach oreadi wan 5.30 liaos mahs. then i change then we went to eat at a resturant nearby called 'aiwo.' OMG. THE FOOD SUCKS. AND THE PRICES IS SO EX. is kinda buffent. $17 a person. drinks not included. 17 dishes. then is lky sakae all those lidat. g0t conveyor belt. plate the serving a little. the food oso not nice de. yucks. and the meal cost us $100+. i'd rather eat cup noodles. aniwae..after eat we went to hospital see ah ma lohz. see until 8 ludat then they send me home. tml i OFF.wahahas. shuang. can slp and slp and slp. SHUANG.!! ok lars. wan go do other tins liaos. oh..pple..rem. dun miss me too much. hehs.
9:30 PM
my eyes g0nna explode.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
i'm here to post again. hehs. tryin my veh best to post m0re often lers. alright. shall start frm ytd. ytd my dajie chalet. 21st bdae. ytd m0rning shift. so tried. my eyes veh red. then lky wan close lidat. then i kip on tearing. sum customers tot i cry. hahas. aniwae..i wrk till 4. thenfaster rush dwn to d0wnt0wn east lers. reach pasir ris then i wanna take cab in. then no cab. wtf. then at last take bus. reach liaos then drink water. hahas. sibei thirsty. then ah nick ask me wanna g0 escape anot. actually i dun wan de lars. go till siians lers. then my mum sae she g0t da coupon. 50% off. ok lolls. then go lolls. c0z erjie dey at escape inside. then we go find them lolls. then play until ard 8 then we go back to the chalet. eat.tok.drink. ytd din drink alot. juz dun feel lky. onli when play game then i kana then drink onli lolls. every1 went hm ard 1+ - 2+ bahs. then ah sam.. nic.. nel.. 2 of dajie friends.. kendrick.. dajie.. we stayed over. ah sam and me slept ard 5+. we two tok tok tok until we slp. hahas. nic is da best lars. he siao one. play PS2 f0r the whole nite. neh slp at all. hahas. todae my dad cum fetch us lolls. todae suppose to wrk. but din go. then go see d0c. i got sum thr0at infection. then my eyes pain. cough. flu. hahas. 2 daes mc. but tml i still g0in to wrk lars. guai kia lehs. mai siao siao. hahas. then cum home. slp awhile. then went to hospital see ah ma. her operati0n was a successful one. hehs. and she's rec0vering well. yeahs.! alright. i'm tired. wan go take medicine and slp lers.
10:03 PM
I'm BACK to blog.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
hey pe0ple..!! g0t miss me mahs? hehs. feelin' so damn tired n0w. but i'm still g0ing to blog. hehs. hmms. alright. i shall start frm sinyee bdae. which is last fri. hahas. wun g0 into details lars. but had alot of fun wif th0se pigs. and wif junlin and y0ng quan. i was 'f0rced' by ling to finish up all da prawns. hahas. aniwae..my dear z6, you girls did sumtin veh wr0ng on tt dae. i wun sae wat it is. cum ask me urself. alright. actually wan to show you peeps th0se pics we took on sinyee bdae. but tt freaking photobucket. lazy to saE. so decided not to upload. hehs.
aniwae...i tml off. yeas!! my dajie bdae cuming lers. 21st bdae lehs. mai siao sia0. g0t chalet at d0wnt0wn. hmms. dunn0 at to buy f0r her. c0z she seems to haf everything tt she nids. hahas. tml g0ing sh0pping. c0z i g0t my pay lers. but g0nna budget myself. spend $1oo onli. tml no one to pei me go sh0p lehs. i think phng tml oso off. called her but her hp off. haiis. tml then call bahs. g0t mani tins to buy. buy present for sinyee. buy present f0r dajie. as f0r myself. buy shoes. buy bag. buy m0re earrings. (startin to get b0red of my current earrings.) buy c0zmestics. buy clothes. buy black beaded necklace. and...dunn0 lars. see g0t wat nice then buy lars. hahas. oh ya...and maybe wan pierce earh0le or n0se hole. haiis. think i'm g0nna fall sick s0on. now got sore thr0at. flu. cough. and veh veh lack of slp. my eyes kip on tearing. and veh red. ok lars. g0nna slp liaos. sibei tired arhs. eyes wan close liaos lars. nites. muackiies.
1:04 AM
*YAWNS.
Tuesday, July 5, 2005
t0dae veh shuang. c0z m0rning shift. i prefer m0rning shift to aftern0on de. hmms. same lolls. wrk until eyes g0nna close. hahas. even until n0w. i'm still feeling damn tired. to met a sibei ka0bei cust0mer. stupid angmoh. two of dem lky shit lidat. dunno wat dey wan sia. cant speak eng pr0perly. then dunno wat f*ing language dey saeing. ka0s. h0w dey expect me to n0e. SIAO.! their eng m0re br0ken than singap0reans. wat a disgrace to their country. go r0t in hell betta. t0dae not reallie of cust0mers. prefer tt wae. hahas. knn. t0k to the customer veh siians de lehs. muz smile. muz polite. muz do tis do tt. i'd rather stand and do nth. how i wished my attachment will faster end. haiis. alright. i g0ing to slp lers. SUPER TIRED.!
8:42 PM
lurve z6.
Monday, July 4, 2005
t0dae woke up veh early. w0ke up at 10. ka0s. bc0z g0ing k-b0x wif z6. din feel lky g0ing c0z veh tired. hahas. at last is of c0z g0t go lars. hehs. when we reach dere oredi 11+ lers. hahas. all late. we sang alot of songs. hmms. the mic sibei l0usy de lehs. haiyo. but we still enj0yed ourselves alot lars. shan sing s0ng sibei cart0on. lky haven slp wake up lky tt. hehs. we sing until 2 lidat l0lls. then we go arcade. ling and i play ddr. dunn0 why todae no mood to go and play. t0dae we 2 play until veh l0usy. play liaos then take ne0print. onli ling and i take. c0z they dun wan take. then we decorate l0lls. then slash cum. he and shan dunn0 go where lars. then ling,cindy,sinyee and me dec0rate until veh shuang. hahas. dun reallie lky tis 1. stupid pose. i was f0rced by ling to do tis stupid face. hehs. hmms. we look kinda funni. i luv tis 1. aniwae..take liaos then we go walk walk. saw ah vip. tt stupid girl. MIA for so long. she n0w at lot 1 wrk. hmms. tok 2 her awhile then go lers. we went to mac and sit. then tok l0lls. then beside shan got a couple. the girl kip on look at shan. then shan lky sae vulgar language lidat. then the guy sh0w us his police card. big fark ahs. then take slash ic. c0z slash smoke. knn. then he t0k stupid reason lars. sae slash is gangster. ccb. knn. ha0lian nias. buay paiseh. cant believe sg g0t tis kinda bhb police. eee!! shit him.we so dulan.then we kip on sae him mahs. then he tell slash he understand chi. understand then understand lars. wat he wan to do. catch us ahs? we've g0t da freed0m of speech. aniwae...no tym to sae so much. hmms.we all went home ard 6. c0z sinyee goin to mit her sis. ling go wrk. i nid to go hospital see my ah ma. shan go home slp c0z she veh tired. okok. shall stop. i wan go to hospital liaos. my dad is rushing me lers.
6:59 PM
yi lu xiang bei.
Sunday, July 3, 2005
so tired. *yawns. my eyes are closing. todae i wrk m0rning shift. and i ytd nite slp at 3+. hahas. can die. todae whole dae sibei shag. t0dae wrk until 6 nias. then my dad cum fetch me to h0spital. visit my ah ma. when we reach dere, ah sam dey all dere lers. then we t0k t0k lolls. long tym no see dem lers. unil 9+ then go h0me lers. i went to buy dinner. haven eat yet. then cum back bath. then watch tv. ltr 1am still want watch tv. dunno can tahan an0t. hahas. tml g0ing k-b0x again. yeas. i off dae. sinyee they all holidae. hahas. but dun think will go too long oso lars. c0z i maybe g0ing hospital see ah ma. hmms. haiis. h0pe she get well so0n. aniwae..todae peishing soo CUTE. long tym neva see her lers. still so cute and funni. hahas. juz luv her sooo much. alright. g0tta do other tins.
11:06 PM
1 m0nth g0ne.
Saturday, July 2, 2005
hmms. todae. 1st of july. so fast. tym flies. 1 mth is g0ne. hehs. dunno wat to blog lehs. juz..hmms. veh tired to think. hahas. aniwae..my ah ma kana admitted to h0spital lers. haiis. no tym to go and see her. haiis. and sinyee bdae cuming lers. dunn0 can celebrate wif her an0t. haiis. haf to sacrifice so mani tin juz bc0z of tt farking job. knn. it's killing me. alright. shall st0p here. c0z i'm bz uploading pics. hehs. cia0s.
