I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
hey peeps. go and watch tis. damn sad. this story tells us to cherish our loves ones and neva let go a relationship juz bcoz of sum stupid reasons. HEY MY DEAR CINDY~!! GO WATCH! U GONNA LOVE TIS. i watch till i wanna cry.
7:03 PM
skip class.
todae woke up feeling tired. but force myself to wake. i wan to go out on the dote-7.15. hahas. i did it! and i reach sch at 8. wee~~ hahas. todae had laksa during break. after eating we go back class. sit sit. i was reading mag when renhui walked in. he tell yu qin to tell teacher tt he sick. then i ask him he goin home is it. he sae ya. then i oso go home lols. got pple pei me mahs. hahas. then we 2 left sch together. he sae wan take cab he ask me wan take together anot. he sae he treat. hahas. but i dun wan lars. i wan take bus. slowly go home. also not in rush mahs. actually wanted to call shan to ask her if she free anot. i wan go her hse. but i think she oso not yet wake up de lars. so no call lols. then when i wan reach home liaos, yonghua msged me. he asked me whether free to tok on fone anot. then i call him lols. he call me send him my picture. diaos. but i no send. dun see the need. hais. so sians. yeah.!! my com got a few more nice nice techno lers. coz todae wendy and i exchange mp3. i wan upload the songs in her mp3 2 my fone mahs. her techno all beri nice. hees. sians. tml wendy 12pm then cum sch. coz she morning got to go and take dunno wat sai award lars. haiyo. nobodi to crap wif me. sure going to be beri sians.
4:23 PM
boring sundae.
Sunday, February 27, 2005
omg-! todae was a damn boring dae for me. hahas. i woke up ard 11+ then i eat. after eating i watch tv. then read magazine. then after tt...i slp. hahas. beri tired. reallie nt enough slp lehs. hais. then i slp until 5++. then go bath. then play com. hahas. oso dunno wat to blog.
6:54 PM
super duper tired=!!!
Saturday, February 26, 2005
todae woke up at 5am!!! so tired. last nite i slp at 2am. so i had onli 3hrs of slp. *pengz* my erjie oso beri tired. hahas. when we reach her sch, we go toliet. then she suddenly sae'can,!my shirt wear wrong side!' hahas. stupid girl. she still can frm our hse wear until her sch. and i din even realised it. hahas.
then went to the hall. i sit on side. and see my sister they all practise. their cheer beri nice. ard 9++ lidat my sister, me and her 2 friends help the mgs girls to apply make-up. then at 11+ we left the sch heading to nayang university. the comp started bout 12.30. sec sch 1st. then at 2.30 lidat is the open catergory. which my sister they all is one of it. MAGNUM FORCE!! champion for 4YRS lehs. so pro. hope they tis yr also can get champ. then 5yrs. hahas. mgs and magnum force were selected for the finals. congrats!
after all tis we went to my wai gong hse. todae his bdae mahs. then go eat dinner and celebrate together. so nice. i love the fish head curry da most. sooo nice. i juz lub curry~!! wahahs.
so tired now. *yawns*
9:41 PM
fri. end of week.
Friday, February 25, 2005
todae feel so damn tired again. but i cannot dun go for assembly. coz the dm sae those who no cum muz stay back..blah blah blah. todae got one teacher actually wan catch me de. coz of my finger nails. i paint it black mahs. then the teacher call ''girl girl cum here'' then i noe she call me i bluff bluff act dunno. then faster walk awae. hahas.
todae go find ruby they all. and took my 'n' level cert. waited for 4 yrs juz to take a stupid cert. hahas. todae we six sit at 213 and tok tok. then we went to westmall walk walk. then go mac tok tok again. hahas. todae i took lotssa pic wif ling and viper. sinyee ruby and cindy dun wan take. hmms.. hahas. then i take pics of them when they were unaware. wahahas. so funni. ard 3++ then we all go home lers. we all beri tired. ling and i share cab. then angeline oso take cab. todae had quite a great tym wif those 5 pigs. hahas.
feeling so warm now. i saw him in sch todae again. hais. i reallie hate myself. stupid idiot. failure in my love life. i dun wan to blame any1 for my mistakes coz maybe i'm destined not to be in love in da 1st place. god played a game on the both of us~!!! when i love him so much, he chose to leave me. and when he start to cherish me, i chose to leave him. our love has being repeated tyms and tyms. i'jm damn freaking tired. so tired until i'd rather let go and find another love. but up till now i still cant forget him. i hate myself. i hate the cupid. i hate fate. damn freaking failure girl in love. being a stupid fool for so long. true love dun exsits at all!!!
7:03 PM
my real feelings? maybe.
12:23 PM
it's raining.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
hmm. now raining so heavily. hahas.
todae yonghua msged me again. hmms. he sae he broke up wif his stead long tym lers. then he sae he still got feeling for me..blah blah blah. hais. then he call me stead wif him. i reallie dunno wat to do. i tell him i think bout it first. i dun wanna make a mistake in my love life again. i dun wan any regrets.
ouch-! my gastric now beri pain. dunno wat happen again. stepfanie kana suspend. coz her hair is coloured. the stupid dm. anyhow catch pple de lars. knn. todae wendy gotta stay back for 1hr to do class duty coz tt tym she bring food to class. poor thing. hees.
6:58 PM
no topic. hees.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
todae ahs..when i at the bus stop waiting for bus to go home. then shirley ask me..'you got angkong de ahs?' then i noe she toking bout my leg. coz i draw sumtin on my leg mahs. then she sae lky real de. funni sia. but i feel lky wan to really go put angkong. but..hais. nxt tym sure regret.
hmms. beri tired lehs. juz now hors, i at friendster recieve a message frm karen. she call me be her god-sis. diaoz.. i oso dunno her well. wonder why she call me be her god-sis.
juz had my dinner. sooo full nehs.
7:47 PM
in sch now.
sians. now in school. having customer relation lesson. everyone doing their script. but i finish lers. hahas. so very free. hahas. wendy now beside me rushing through her script. wahahahahas. so sians wors. hais. todae lesson until 5.15. can die ahs. knn.
todae i late sia. then wendy they all wait for me. then i caused them to not able to run for the 2.4km run. but nvm lars. next week then run. they also dun wan run. hahas. they all sibei slack de. hmms. todae morning i recieved a msg when i wake up. i tot is yvonne or sze ying. then i see...is yonghua. hahas. shocked. so early msg me. todae sibei tired. coz ytd tok to my erjie until 1++ wan to 2 lidat. she call me help her tis sat. coz tis sat is the heats for cheer leading. then she is magnum force de mahs. so on tt dae will bz. then she and her stead is the coach of another cheerleading grp mahs. sec sch de-methodist girls sch. then my sis sae they all lky to buy make-up but dunno how to put make up. sibei funni. so my sis call me go and put make-up for dem. jialat. i sure put until kns de. hahas. but if i help she wan treat me eat mac wors. hahas. she treat me eat tin is lky a long long one tym de things. hees. so sat gotta wake up at 5am!!! omg omg~!! but nvm lars. help my sister lohz. if not she will be so bz. she oso calling another friend to help.
sians ahs. nth to do. my classmates all now instead of doing wrk all at dere surf other websites. *pengz*
10:24 AM
todae took mani pics
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
todae took mani mani mani pics wif wendy and cindy. and sum of my classmates. so funni. we pose alot of sibei bo liaos and stupid action. we sumore climb window. hahas. and den wendy and i was lky wearing skirt lols. but we oso heck care lars. coz at tt tym is break mahs. then class onli got few pple. and onli renhui is da onli guy. and he slping mahs,. hahas. you all can see the fotos tt we took at my foto gallery. the webby is. http://chanel.multiply.com/photos/album/7
7:27 PM
dulan liaos lars.
Monday, February 21, 2005
knnccb~!!! sibei dulan. you dunno wat is call reply is it. msg you dunno how to reply and sum more is you ownself msg me 1st de. then you dun wan reply. fark off lars.
7:09 PM
happy bdae jiawei.
wa lau ehs. the school gonna send a warning letter to my parents. coz my attendance not up to expectations. knn. todae my classmates and i we all after break then in class wait for teacher all ma jiam siao lidat. esp cindy and me. hahas. we all owaes take photo. hahas. damn idiotic lols. then cindy on my fone the song and in class yoahyo. sibei funni. majiam lky diao tang lidat. then we two take picture together. we do the louis viton the sign. she do L i do V. so damn idiotic. hahas. then the rest of my classmates all exchange no. hahas. our class todae super duper noisy. buai tahan. todae sze ying not feeling well then she during break go home liaos. now we all the whole class girls buay song a girl. coz she owaes bully sze ying. knn. so angry. argh.
todae is jiawei bdae. wonder if he lky the present tt i gib him anot. so far, not even a word of 'thanks' so angry. hahas. sians. tml got 3hr break. hais. juz now i doing my project. i so guai lehs. hahas. *yawns* sibei tired now. ok lars. i wan go watch my sun wukong lers. hees.
5:32 PM
sians. hate sundae.
Sunday, February 20, 2005
juz came back from uncle gan's hse. feeling tired and sians.
juz now we at uncle gan's hse we played the 4cards game. hahas. won $4 nias. sians. so little onli. hahas. but at least got win lars.
hmms. i now start to dun lky my k700i liaos. oso dunno why. abit regret tt tym no buy nokia6230. betta sia tt fone. hais. qi si wo. hees. tml jiawei bdae. hope he will lky the present tt i give him bahs. hmms. cheap but nice. i lky sia the present. i wanted to buy 1 for my self de. hahas. but at tt tym i not enuf $$. hais. when got go lot 1 then i go buy. cannot sae is wat lars. ltr jiawei see until then he noe liaos. hahas.
5:59 PM
tired. damn tired.
*yawns* so tired. juz reach home. juz now went to my gugu hse. as usual, we gambled lohz. hais. lost $6. but nvm lars. my dad gave me $10 back. hahas. coz he won $100plus mahs. hahas. todae so miracle sia. coz i only drink 2 cup of alcohol. hahas. normally i will drink alot de. hahas. todae no mood to drink lars. whole dae i feel beri tired. eyes ma jiam going to close anytime lky tt.
juz now msged awhile wif jiawei. then he no reply lers. lky ytd lidat. muz be msg until slp again. knn. angry lehs. i dun lky pple to msged wif me then no reply de lehs. coz if i msg wiff pple i will alwaes hold on to the fone de. oso dunno why i got tis habit. then i tend to wait and wait until the person reply.lky ytd lars. i wait until slp. hahas. sians lehs. now i feel so tired. but dun feel lky slping. but got nth to do oso sia. *yawn*
tml going to uncle gan hse. but i think i go until 4+ then cum back lers lars. mon still nid to go sch. i sure beri tired one. so wan to cum back and rest. hais. so fast then wan to mon dae lers. i hate sundae. coz after sundae is mondae. then mondae nid to go sch. hahas.
2:03 AM
sians lars. thursdae.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
having my dinner now. dun reallie lky the dinner. the curry so damn spicy. and the dishes nt nice to eat de lehs. hais. sians. dun wan eat liaos.
wa lau ehs. tml i wan go out. but the stupid angelmon nt free. cindy dun wan. yiling...hais. she tis kinda pple. confirm dun wan de lars. left sinyee and ruby. sians!!!!!
so happi. tml the rto test postpone to other dae liaos. hahas. yipee.! got more tym to study. hees. hmms. feel lky cutting my hair lehs. cut short. hahas.
7:15 PM
tired tired.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
din blog ytd. coz i gt no chance. my sister was using the com to do her wrk. ytd ate steamboat wif my family. yummy.! ytd our teacher told us tt the disicipline master will pay alot alot of attention on us. coz our class alot of pple owaes play truant, very noisy, blah, blah ,blah... got teacher complain our class. we suspect is one of our sub teacher. coz we all frm start buay song her. and she oso buay song us. so angry.
todae sibei tired. then meet wendy they all. i late again. last tym meet z6 i am often one of the earliest de. but now..i am owaes THE LAST ONE. hahas. todae our ctr teacher, ms dewi no cum. then we got 3hrs break. total slack sia. i slept for 2solid hrs. hahas. todae i almost quarrel wif 3 malay girl in my class. they sat at my fwens place. then i tell dem properly. but they dun wan move. then i beri angry liaos. then my friend sum more throw the chair on the floor. hahas. sibei funni. then i sae loud loud 'buay pai sei ahs' then one of dem diao me. then i diao back lols. hahas.
now so angry wif da stupid freaking friendster. cannot log in. junlin and jiawei oso cannot log in. stupid friendster. argh!
7:23 PM
happy val' dae~!!
Monday, February 14, 2005
hey hey. long long no blog lers. i had a wonderful chinese new year. but tis chinese new year i lost alot of $$. sad sia. hahas. but neva mind lars. well..normally when i drink i dun get drunk. tis year..hais. drunk. hahas. vomit until lky siao. coz we play games mahs. then i owaes kana. then muz drink. jialat. my younger cousin got drunk too. he is onli 8 yrs old. but he oso got drink. then he drunk. then when he drunk he suddenly sing new year song. sing awhile lers then suddenly sing national anthem. sibei funny. then he sum more dance. hahas.
todae is VALENTINE DAE. lonely de valentine dae. hais. when wendy saw me todae she suddenly sae'present lehs?' then i was lky 'huh? todae your bdae ahs??' then she beat me. hahas. i din even realise tt it was valentine dae. hahas. todae wendy beri sad. coz her yandao gt gf lers. hahas. so funny. sians. tml got test i haben study.
hais. i'm starting to miss him again.
7:11 PM
gong xi gong xi!!
Tuesday, February 8, 2005
hey hey!! todae new yr eve lers wors. so happi. juz now i go pierce earhole. beri pain lehs. more pain than nose hole sia. omg. hahas. but i lky to pierce ear hole lehs. dunno why oso. i think i siao lers. but my ear no more place to pierce lers lars. so dun think i will pierce animore lols.
wa biang. juz now i wan do hair treatment. then when i open the treatment cream my reaction is..'wah' left sooo little bit onli nias. tt tym i use still left half bottle lehs. then my mum sae she and my da jie use alot. hahas. nvm lars. let dem use lols. the most call my mum buy again. hahas.
ltr going to ah ma hse eat renioun dinner. hees. i lky to eat steamboat de lehs. so fun. esp when eating wif my families members. hahas.
so..dunno the nxt few daes gt tym to blog anot. so i wish everyone happy new yr. hope everyone gamble win $$. hahas. gong xi fa cai!!!
2:21 PM
boring sundae.
Sunday, February 6, 2005
todae woke up at 11. *yawn* so tired nehs. hais. so sians. todae no go out. then sibei sians. nothing to do oso. took out all the clothes i bought for cny. then go and see which one will go wif which one. i 1st dae wearing my mango skirt and mango top. hahas. whole body branded nehs. hahas.
tues i wan go back bukit view see they all the cheer comp. but the prob now is..no pple pei me go. the stupid angeline going indonesia. ruby..hais dun wan sae anything lars. then call xinyue then she sae she dun wan go. qi si wo. now dunno wan go anot sia. anybodi wan go??
3:57 PM
went shopping wif sinyee.
Saturday, February 5, 2005
todae went shoppping with sinyee. meet her ard..2++ bahs. then we sit mrt to bugis. then we went to parco to shop shop 1st. went to edge. hmm..din buy anything. then we go to the neoprint shop to take neoprint. then when we decorating our pics we sibei gan chiong. coz the tym a little bit nias. i decorate until half nias then tym up. wtf. argh. i wanted to write the jie mei qing shen. then when i write until 'ji' then no tym liaos. hmphs. sinyee wan to write frens oso no tym to write finish. hahas. after tt we went to bugis village. walk walk lols. saw a playboy cigaratte box whick cost only $5. was considering wan buy anot. then i decided nt to buy. then sinyee and i buy friendship band. i actually wan pierce earhole de. but i wan go westmall pierce. dun wan at bugis pierce. walk ard bugis village. saw a few bags. i bought a pink colour bag which cost $16. after walk finish. we went to OG coz inside gt giodano. 20% off. hahas. i bought a black top. plain plain de. we walk ard until 6++ then go back lers. hais. i dun wan go home. but sinyee wan go home lers. then bo bian lols. i oso go home. reached home ard 7. then watch the huan zhu ge ge. feeling abit of hungry. haven eat dinner. hais. i reach home until now..actually..i haben bath yet. hahas. i so smelly now. lazy to bath mahs. but after tis i go bath lers lars. hahas. then xiang xiang lers. hmms..wan new yr lers. yeah!! can take hongbao. yipee!
9:54 PM
went swimming.
Friday, February 4, 2005
todae 12.15 finish class. then was thinking if wan go find sin yee anot. at last i go find. but i call ling tell her. but ling they all class end 10mins ltr. by the tym she go find sin yee, too late lers. fuck sia. i oreadi on the wae. left 2 more stops then reach. when i gt off the bus i immediately ran to the 187 bus stop. to see if sin yee still dere anot. i saw her!! but she was walking up the bus lers. i was still quite far awae. DAMN IT!!! hais. then i went to west mall myself to buy hair dye. but at last din buy. cant find wat i wan. then i go lot 1 buy. buy lers then go home. reach hm then ask sis if she wan go swimming anot. then she sae ok. then we go to my aunt condo to swim.swim until bout 3.30 then go bath. coz she 4pm got to teach my cousin tuition mahs. then she go up my aunt hse teach i go home lols. hais. raining then i muz take cab home. reach home then i dye my hair. knn. waste my $$ sia. no colour. argh!
now so tired. suddenly feel lky wan play ddr and para para. hahas. long tym no play liaos.
7:28 PM
sad~!
Thursday, February 3, 2005
hais hais hais. sad sad sad. i wan to cry lers!!!
9:13 PM
i wan go gai gai!!!
hais. everyone seems to be soooo busy lehs. wan find sum1 go gai gai wif me oso so difficult.i wan go buy bag but..no pple free to pei me go. ltr calling canice. to see if she free anot. then can go gai gai wif me on sat. hees. hope she free lars. she oso another one tt is ma jiam lky foreva busy. hais!!!!!!!
2nite ago, i recieved a msg. frm sum1 whom long tym no msg wif him lers. it's yonghua. i was so so so damn shocked. ytd nite he msg me again. he ask me if i still lky him anot. he tis persona hs, foreva asking me tis qns de lehs. buai tahan. and we ended our sms conversation when he sae ''i msg you tml nite. i got to return hp lers.'' he nid to return hp is bcoz he in army mahs. wonder if he'll msg me tonite. hais. i tried so hard to be free frm all the pain and love. i fall in love very easily. but, i told myself ''he msged me is bcoz he and his stead got sum probs so he needed sum1 to tok to. so he msged me.'' i convinced myself. hais. sumtyms, i really feel beri lonely. it's so hard being a libran. i read mani books regarding horoscope. they sae libran haf to be in love most of the tym..blah blah blah dunno wat sai lars. but it seems real. it is not despo or wat. but it's juz...dunno how to sae lars. hais.
7:57 PM
gonna be sick again.
Wednesday, February 2, 2005
todae lunch break at 12.15. eat wif wendy they all lers then i go home lers. dun wan go for the afternoon class. i feel sick mahs. and beri tired. cum back play com until 3++ then go slp. half an hour later, cindy call me. hais. ling and ruby quarrel. when i heard tt i was lky 'hais' cindy then tell me wat happen..blah blah blah...then i call ruby. then she beri hot until she kaobei kaobu. sae ling tis sae ling tt. hais.. then i call ling. of coz she oso lky ruby. kaobei tis kaobei tt. sae ruby tis sae ruby tt. i was the one who recieved all the complaints. i was so angry and sad. ruby and ling told me one same thing. ''break friendship then break friendship lars.'' when i heard tis i reallie feel lky scolding them. but i reallie din wan to make tins worse. so i kept quiet. hais. then i call ruby fri go down find them then she sae dun wan. sae no mood. wat the fuck reason is tt. things haf to be sorted out de wat. sae each other got use it it. nabei. so dulan wif everyone noe!!! i dun wan care them lers lars. chee bye. they wan quarrel then quarrel. wan to fight then fight lars. not my prob lers. anywae none of them seems to treasure tis friendship at all. wat is the use of me trying to help them get tins sorted out when they keep on saying break friendship all tis. idiot! argh~!!!! i really dun feel well now.head pain, throat pain, and got flu. and now add on one more-heart pain. i feel so disappointed.4 yrs of friendship. but they dun seem to care. fri then i maybe go sch outside find them. if can then call ruby go. really hope to get tins sorted out. hais.
5:45 PM
dedication to z6.
Tuesday, February 1, 2005
-tis post is specially 4 z6-
z6-we've been calling ourselves tis name since sec3 bahs. knew each other since sec1 except for ling. we noe her in sec2. we had bad memories and sweet memories. gone through alot together. getting punish together. telling each other our xin shi.memories wif you gurls are reallie sweet. dun sae me mushy or wat. but you gurls really light up my life. you gurls fill my heart. when i feel troubled or sad. you gurls neva fail to cheer me up. in the past i neva truly treasure every moments wif u gurls. until tis yr. i went to ite, got to noe new friends. but when i'm wif my new friends, my mind are full of you guys. how i wish the people sitting beside me are you all. joking wif me, crapping nonsense wif me. dun sae i'm foolish. but i really miss you all. miss you gurls so badly until sumtyms i cant help but cry.. how i wish i culd turn back tym. go back to the tym when we were still sec1 sec2. running ard juz lky small gurls. i hope all of you will treasure tis friendship tt we had. remember those happy moments we had together.
sinyee-i loved toking on the fone wif you most. coz you will listen to my probs. you dun haf advice for me but your words are so consoling. i feel so relaxed when i'm wif you. you haf the ability to make me really sae out all my xin shi. i juz dunno why...but i will not bear to be angry wif you. you are really a great friend!
cindy-last tym we 2 owaes quarrel even over the slightest things. but as yrs pass we seldom quarrel. really miss quarreling wif you. hahas. last tym we two oso owaes play para para together. so fun. sum more we 2 beri pro de hors. hahas. reallie hope to go and play wif you again.
ruby-you tis lazy pig. owaes walk so slow. remember last tym when we wan go home we walk together then you walk so slow until i oso kana influenced. and oso last tym we two owaes suspend together. remember got one tym we two dun wan go class then we go toliet and then each of us in a cubicle. sit inside and tok and dabian. hahas. now u got stead lers. betta dun forget me. bleah.
viper-last tym sec1 you took the intiative and sat beside me. still remember your innocent look. soo cute. hahas. lst yr. only we two same class. the rest of the pigs at other class. we two in class owaes make teacher angry. get punish together. sing song in class. tok cock in class. last tym you oso owaes ask,"my hair nice mahs" blah blah blah...hahas.
vivian-foreva clumsy de friend.you owaes quarrel wif us. but often we beri fast then ok lers. you oso sibei steady de. call you go out sure ok de. you lky sinyee. will listen to my probs and will help me in wateva wae you can. when i wan buy clothes then no $$ buy you will lend me oso. you owaes beri funny in ur actions until when i sad oso will cheer up by your stupid action.
z6. thks for all you care and memories tat you all haf given me for tis few yrs. hope our friendship will still be strong no matter wat. i dun wan any of us to quarrel over small matters. i dun z6 to end. i wan tis name to last FOREVA!
