I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
lalala~ todae neva go sch again. sibei tired. so siians. dunno wat to do. hmms. now raining...rain rain rain.. betta dun haf thunder. hate it man. so noisy. juz nw sinyee came to my hse. borrowed my sewing machine. to sew sum pillows as a bdae present for someone. hehs. yup. had fun doing it. we 2 dunno how to operate the machine. in the end nid to call my mum help. lucky she todae off. hahas. and then ltr sinyee and i stuffed in the wool. tt was hell man. hahas. the wool kips flying ard. cnt stand it. hahas. then we kip on luffing. juz think it's so funni. hoho. stuff until my nose so itchy. after stuff all those i go bath then sinyee play com lohz. then my mum help us to sew up the opening and it's DONE. yeas. hehes. sinyee left my hse ard 1. yups. she go home liaos then i so siians lers. dunno wat to do. so continue to play com. hehs. juz painted my nails pink. woohoo...~!! hahas. siiaos. hmms. todae money g0ing home lers. g0nna miss him man. dunno when can see him again. aniwae...ytd i sorted out those friendster de html things. quite nice lars. hehes. got nice images only then put liaos. also got put video. put destiny child-lose my breath de video. i lurfe tt video lots. coz the dance super nice. hehes. now cnt go in friendster. f' one. kip on maintainance. sai ahs. maintain liaos still so lag. ok lars. wan go play wif tt noti noti money liaos. hehes. i lky to di siao him. coz he look so funnie. hehes. ][13 daes more to CHANEL bdae.][
2:46 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
OMG.!! dunno wat da hell happened to my com. so lag. then the page turns out to be so messy. wtf. aniwae...been daes since blogged. hoho. miss me lehs... everything's same. no changes. lyfe g0es on. except tt sam's pup, money came to my hse to stay. he was here since m0ndae. juz lurfe him so much. super cute and NAUGHTY. hehs. he's slping now. hehes. todae neva go to sch. tml oso not g0ing. ya. and ms chin seems to start to nag at me liaos. sae my attendance bad all tis. then kip on call me get GPA4 for my exams. siao. cannot one lars. now super slack liaos. dun even undertsand wat she teaching in class. haiis. so tired. feel lky slping liaos. hmms. i'm seems to be owaes feeling tired.hehs. dun blog liaos. wan go SLP!!
4:38 PM
<3* z6 lotss.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
alrite. din blog for 2daes liaos. lazy to blog. i'll juz tok bout shan bdae. wanted to upload the pics. but dunno wat da hell happened to my com. sibei lag. so suan lers. reached shan hse ard 1 lidat. then she cooked all tis. by 3 every1 reach liaos lohz. so we eat. not bad lars the food. still can make it. hehes. after eat then cut cake lohz. so funny lehs shan. she kip on veh gan chiong wan tke pic. make until i veh gan chiong oso. wahahas. the cake was nice. yummy..pure choco. okok. eat liaos then we go out liaos lohz. took cab to timah. reached there ard 7 bahs. think so...played pool all tis. quite siians oso. lazy to blog liaos. hope shan enjoyed herself aniwae.. yeas. z6, 4 is finally 17. i'm g0nna be the nxt one. hoho. 18 more daes. dunno how to celebrate lehs. hmms....
4:03 PM
pissed off.*
Thursday, September 22, 2005
another b0ring dae. so siians. everydae oso siians. todae lesson start at 12. so went to sch. then teacher no cum. wtf. siians 1/2. but after tt still got lessons. but din go. so go and find shan. went to her hse. then go westmall. juz the 2 of us. went to eat kfc. then walk walk. then we 2 go pierce earhole. hahas. for fun de lars. pierce liaos then we go sit sit tok tok. then tok bout tml wan go where all tis lohz. tml is her bdae. hahas. all so old liaos. hehs. 5+ go home lohz. nth to do now lehs. wan go dwnstairs sit sit but no pple pei me. call canice she no ans. wth. so pissed of wif sum pple. she's such a bitch, slut and plk. had enuff of her man. ccb. gt boy liaos big f' ahs. knn. just hate pple who treats stead more impt then sistas. if one dae you 2 shall break up, I'LL LAUGH AND CELEBRATE.
8:23 PM
if only eu knew it all..
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
boos.! =X hehs. so siians. todae whole dae at home. neva go sch. woke up late mahs. then phng oso no go. so all no go. wahahas. now so bored. nth to do. msging wif him. waiting for tym to pass till 1.30am. wan watch tv mahs. the yu le bai fen bai. my favourite lehs. hahas. feeling abit tired liaos. dunno why the more i slp the more i tired lehs. sumtin wr0ng. hmms.. siians. tml oso dun feel lky going sch. tml 12 then start lesson lehs. until 4. hate afternoon lessons most de lehs. veh warm de. jialat. haiis...I'M FEELING DAMN BORED NOW.!! -if eu noe it, SAE IT. <3*-
11:50 PM
*<3
Monday, September 19, 2005
ytd was kinda fun cum siians. hehs. went to xiao guilin wif z6. hahas. sibei bo liaos. go dere play candles. or rather sae play fire. hoho. but was fun aniwae. hehs. ling gave all of us a lil lantern. okok. sh0w you all the pics we took. tis is the lantern ling gave us. cute mahs. me and ah vip. sinyee aNd me. nice mahs.? love tis one so much. i do de lehs. do until veh hard lehs. the wax kip dripping on my hands. pain lehs. hehs. okok. aniwae..after tt we went to timah play pool. play until 11+ go back liaos. then mit ah sam at my hse dwn stairs. then my erjie and her stead at the playgr0und play candle. so we joined them lohz. we light up the whole playgrd lehs. veh nice. nice bo.? so nice lehs. hehs. but veh tiring lehs. tis part is i light up de. hoho. not reallie complete yet lars. hahas. aniwae. after tt we go home liaos lars. reach hm the bath all tis then slp ard 3+ lohz. sibei tired. lazi to sae bout todae lars. siians. okok. stop here. my dajie they all kip pressing me to play bridge. hahas.
9:04 PM
it's y0u.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
ka0s. todae whole dae kip sneezing. hehs. dunno who scolding me. cant be bothered aniwae. ok. todae...woke up. then go sch. todae late 5mins. break my own record sia. hahas. f' todae run the 2.4. me, phng and stef run together. then we 3 shortcut. hahas. tired lehs. legs lky wan break lidat. got pass lars. we 3 same time. 6th position. hahas. after tt then go canteen sit sit. then go liaos. i went to shan hse. reach dere then feel lky slping liaos. sibei siians man. hoho. lie dwn dere. wait for shan to get ready. majiam fallin aslp lers. hehs. ard 12.15 lidat we go out liaos. went to sch outside. eat. and waitied for vip. then we go westmall. haiis. gettin so bored of westmall liaos. we walk walk ard. then sit outside bk to tok tok. then 2+ cindy cum lohz. we pei her go giordano see the mickey shirt. then 4+ she go back sch liaos. so shan vip and me sit at the control station. then cindy suddenly call. sae i forgot to take sumtin frm her. siians. g0tta walk all the wae to bv outside. i went dere alone. shan and vip go jurong. take frm cindy liaos then take cab home. super tired. eyes wan close lidat. hehs. reach home only i go bath then SLP. slp until 7 then wake up. go ah ma hse. todae got pray. at dere oso quite siians. 12+ then we go home lers. juz reach home. feeling veh warm. feel lky wan take a shower but lazy. hehs.tml going to timah AGAIN. siians. hahas. go dere better then to stay at home lars. lazy to go far far oso. hehs.
happi 5th b'dae to my dearest CHUA PEI SHING. <3> ][dun ask me who i lurfe. it's you.][
2:01 AM
hui dao gu0 qu.-
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
another dae is g0ing to pass. hmms. siians. todae was late again. as usual lars. hahas. todae dunno got wat stupid fashion show. waste tym onli. see those 'models' walk. ka0s. frm our ite de lohz. all walk until so act lidat. so ugly. after the fashion show then got sum talk about hair de lars. by kimage. quite ok. but sumtin veh funnie happen. lazy to sae lars. todae went to IMM wif phng and wanying. wanying want to buy sum tins, so we go wif her. ard 4+ lidat then go home liaos. reach home onli sit on the chair liaos. too tired and lazy to go and bath. so sit there and watch tv. haiis. todae hp veh quiet. waitiing for him to msg me. tt idiot. hmms. juz had porridge for dinner. so full. stomach g0nna explode.
did sumtin veh bad. i noe it cant be kept as a secret for long. juz hope i'll be forgiven if i'm found out. sumtyms you juz dunno wat you are doing when you are feeling so vex and so sad. actually if found out, it wun be a big matter. i think it's no big deal. but think sum pple will juz be dissapointed with me. dun try to find out wat secret it is. if i wan to let you noe, i will. haiis.
``sumtyms i just wish eu're by my side. will it ever happen...?
8:34 PM
*ai wo bie zou. <3
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
hoho. juz reached home. so siians. nth to do. hmms. todae..late for sch. 1st lesson din go. 2nd lesson then go. go in class only teacher cum and kpkb. she siao one. we oso din sae anithing then she so buay song. cant be bothered wif her. so tired. listen teacher tok listen till slp. hahas. after tt is office IT. siians. do typing again. now we kip on learning typing in the proper manner. and mani mani tins to do wif typing lars. so siians. kip on muz type letter. do until pekcek. not easy lehs. reallie veh diff. after a exclamation mark muz go 2 space lars..wateva. all muz rem. do liaos then can go home liaos lohz. wanying and cindy go hm. jiabao go mit bf. so me and phng go lot 1. reached lot 1 ard 1+ bahs. walk walk walk. so tired. then pei phng go buy nose stud. we go see make-up all this lohz. then after tt go eat mac. the weather damn hot. can die lehs. todae whole dae kip feel lky shitting. hahas. my digestion system too gd liaos. hahas. so er xiin. hehe. ok. pei phng go interchange wait for bus then go home liaos. so tired. actually wan slp de but at nite my dajie confirm use de. so no slp. okok. dun sae liaos. wan go shit. hehs.
-i can be y0ur lover. eu can be my priivate fantasy-
4:38 PM
it's YOU.
Monday, September 12, 2005
lalala~ in sch now. having office IT now. finish my assignment liaos then cum blog. hoho. so cold man the air-con. veh tired oso. think ltr going hm. not going for class. ytd i wan to 3 lidat them slp. oso dunno wan blog wat. got nth to do also lehs. abit hungry now. 12 den break. siians. still got half hour. haiis. the teacher now veh f' de lehs. the assignments abit abit only muz minus mark liaos. cb de lehs. dulan. haiiyo. dun wan blog liaos lars. teacher wan tok bout project thing liaos. gotta listen. hehs. gd girl lehs.
][eu're the reas0n i'm livin'][
11:19 AM
-falling apart-
Saturday, September 10, 2005
juz woke up. kip on yawning and yawning. hehs. ltr going to uncle hse. hmms. ytd went out wif z6. suppose to mit at 3. budden everyone late. end up we 4 lidat them reach century. reach liaos then go play pool lohz. ytd is reallie whole dae play pool man. hahas. dunno wan sae siians or wat. ytd play until 5+ then we walk to timah plaza to eat kfc. coz xinyue at there work mahs. when we walk go we veh noisy ahs. haha. lky majiam the road is ours lidat. then passed by a pet shop. we went in. OMG. got 3 big dogs. reallie BIG. but i forget is wat breed lers. i think is golden retrevier bahs. their fur super nice. aniwae, see awhile then we continue walking. reach there then we di siao xinyue. hehs. then we eat. hmms. we at dere tok alot of rubbish. hehs. aniwae, eat liaos then go back century play. ling went to wrk ard 7+ lohz. then we play until ard 9+ then we go eat again. hehs. eat liaos then sinyee cindy vip go hm. left me and shan. then ah sam cum mit me lohz. then we at dere also dunno wat thing to do. so bo bian. go PLAY POOL again. abit siians liaos lars. then awhile tlr shanw ent home liaos. think she oso siians liaos lars. ah sam and me play awhile onli lars. then mit jian xiiang tok tok awhile. then ah sam and me take cab hm liaos lohz. had a great tym wif my z6 dears. hehs. so fan lehs. phng and shan de bdae cuming liaos. dunno wat to buy.ok lars. dun crap lers. wan go eat liaos. l``i'm falling apart c0z eu're walkiin' away,,l
1:15 PM
`` looking back
Thursday, September 8, 2005
haiis. stomach paiin paiin again. jialat. dunno wat the f' hell happened to my stomach. aniwae...todae same. cant wake up on tym. but at last still go. coz wanying they all oso wake up late. hahas. when we reach sch ard 11 lers bahs. but the teacher all oso dun care lky tt. siian lehs the stupid beauty tok. so siians. i at dere wan slp wan slp lidat. then the stupid szeying so noisy. hahas. then we all at dere tok cock lars. 12 then the tok finish. so we go eat lohz. 1 then go for class liaos. the weather damn hot. kip on sweating. shit it. todae is juz another siians dae. tml going out wif z6. to century. play pool. mostly bahs. i nid to go out. ever since tt dae,i hate to stay at home. i feel so lonely at home. i'll think of him. i'd rather go out and play. spend tym wif z6 dears.
][after so many daes, i finally understood why i missed you so much. coz I LURFE EU.][
8:43 PM
i nid to cry.
Wednesday, September 7, 2005
siians. super siians. my lyfe tis few daes is lky so meaningless. so boring. go sch everydae. veh slack tis semester. dun think i'm g0nna make. dun haf the hart to study liaos. my old waes are back. late for class. pon class all tis. trying veh hard no to pon. but still owaes late for class. cant wake up on tym. hmms. todae was late oso. not onli me. phng and wanying they all oso late. hahas. so funni. todae 10 start class. we all 10.30 lidat then reach sch. so we din go for the 1st hr. instead we went to eat. we kip on hungry. hoho. eat liaos then 11 go for class lohz. go dere oso do nth. coz we oreadi do the typing assignments finish lers. so i was playin game. so gan chiong lehs the game. then i and wendy kip on screaming. hahas. then 11.45 lidat teacher release us liaos. then wanying they all pon. but me and phng dun haf lars. so we 2 go to westmall. break onli 1hr. but we oso dun care liaos. reached class ard 1.15. not sae veh late lars. siians. reach home then bath then slp liaos. tis few daes juz kip on slping. if neh slp then nth to do. then nth to do will think of mani things. i'd rather slp. ka0s. tml lesson suppose to start at 12 de llohz. budden got sum stupid tok. muz 10 reach. f' siians. dun feel lky g0ing. but phng they all going. haiis. see how 1st bahs. cannot wake up then dun think i going lers. go oso waste tym. hmms. siians tml until 4. haiis.
``iin my hart, ii can no longer holld iinside. all of the lurfe i used to hiide. ][hen xiiang nii][ -a dedication to euu-
10:31 PM
waitiin' for eu.
Tuesday, September 6, 2005
alrite. todae was another shitty dae. todae 11.30 lidat then end sch liaos. then at canteen eat liaos then go home. reach home ard1. then feel lky go swimming. juz dun feel lky stayiing at hm. so called canice. jio her go. but she got 'n' level at 2. so din go lohz. so suggested g0in' lot 1 in the evening. siians. her exam till 3.30. haiis. so i slp 1st. damn freaking tired. woke up ard 4. then go bath. then called canice. mitting her at 5. we went to lot1. damn siians. bought nose stud. then go take neo print. kaos. damn ugly. then we go to one shop. then got tis top onli $10. is racer back. then the bottom is slant de then abit flair. went to try. diaos. majiam pregnant lidat. and the cuttin' kinda big. if onli the bottom is not flair de then maybe i'll buy. by 6.15 we nth to do liaos. hahas. so we go to bukit panjang plaza. there oso nth to walk. siians man. bought a comb onli. ard 7+ then we left dere. went to canice hse. woo~ she changed her rm. now veh cosy lidat. but then her rm still damn messy. hahas. went hm ard 8+. reach hm then faster on tv. got shooting star mahs. hehs. ate instant noodle for dinner. hmms. now feeling veh tired. tis few daes,, my mood still the same. sad.angry.hot-tempered. haiis. how i feel now is totally no diff frm a broken hart. sumtyms i reallie feel lky msging him. but i've got no courage. fear rejection. and heard tt he got stead. so maybe i shld nt do anytthing. so tired. feel lky shitting. tis few daes i kip on shitting. dunno why oso. early in the morning neh eat anithing oso can shit. g0nna be drained out soon. maybe i shld see a doc. and oso at the same tym get mc. hehs.
11:06 PM
miss him. so much,so dearly.
Monday, September 5, 2005
*HEN XIANG NI Ni zai na li zhe xie nian lai ru yi bu ru yi Hai kuai le hai dan chun hai mei li Shi guang ru he dui ni Wo zai zhe li Ren hai zhing yi zuo dao yu Hen ping jing feng ping lang jing Zhi chu le shen ye li hui yi hui feng kuang lai xi Wo hen xiang ni Ni zhi dao ma Ru guo ke yi jiu rang wo zai jian ni Mei hao wei xiao Qing che yan jing Hao que ding na chang fen li zhi hui le wo yi ge er yi Wo hen xiang ni Ting jian le ma Zhe shi wei yi wo wu jie de kun jing Na xie guo qu bu ken guo qu Bu guan wo hou lai yu jian duo shao ren Zhi neng tan xi dou bu shi ni (Dou bu shi ni wo zhi xiang ai ni) Wo zai na li Ni hui bu hui ou er hao qi You mei you ceng jing huai yi Wo shuo wo hui wang ji zhi shi zhong hao yi Hehs. nice mahs tis song? my current fave song. cnt put chi wrds. so ownself go translate. hoho. haiis. tis song so sad. if onli 'he' can listen to tis song. tis song is lky exactly how i feel. i miss him so much. to him, our story has long ended but to me, it's still going on. sumtyms i juz wish to see him juz one glance. and i'll feel betta. but tt's onli temporary. i dun wan to deny animore..i nid him more than anione else. w/o him my lyfe is lky hell. a changed person wif an attitude. scolding pple for no reason. tt's me. i hate myself so much. -inu.imu.ilu.-
hmms. todae..siians. when to wai gong hse lohz. reach dere then slp. veh tired. dunno why ahs..tis few daes i veh tired. aniwae..went to haf dinner ard 6+ bahs. eat liaos then go to the OG at bugis de. aft my mum and dajie oreadi go liaos. then they buy mani tins. then my erjie and me wan go oso. hahas. so after dinner went wif my da,er jie and parents lohz. bought mani tins. bought a pair of shoes too. $20 onli. my sis and mum dey all got buy tins oso. buy until ard $200+. and afternoon my mum and dajie buy mani tins oso...oso ard $200+. hahas. siao. reach hm ard 10. then bath all tis. nw veh tired. eyes g0nna close. siians lehs. tml sec sch holidae. i still muz go sch. wtf. g0t a feeling i will pon. but cannot lars. muz tahan. if not kana exempted. haiiyo. so bo bian...slp in class. hahas. aniwae...sat we went to levi's warehse sales. i bought a plain purple t-shirt. $2 onli. haha. but is men's de and onli left L size. super buy. i wear liaos majiam mini dress. hahas. so i buy then mum helpp me gif her friend to alter. then i wan gif my erjie friend print pics for me. hehs. $4 onli. clever lehs.. hoho. ok lars. i wan go slp liaos. tml muz 6.30 wake up. sure cnt make it one. hehes. gd nites. lurfe you all. muackiies. *miss eu.*
12:28 PM
Bad mood.
Thursday, September 1, 2005
todae holidae. teacher dae. hoho. ytd half dae but no go sch. went back to sec sch. okok. dunno wat i toking. aniwae...mit z6. then go out lohz. went to timah to play pool. at timah then a grp of humji 'gina pi'. ccb. lazy to sae wat happen. juz wanna sae they are damn humji. then go orchard. damn siians. was in a very bad mood ytd. kip on scold pple. then mood swing. tired. no appetite. hahas. went to shopping. i neva buy anithing. onli buy contact lens lohz. went home ard 10+. was in the bus wif ah ling. toking lohz. told her i saw 'him'. then she was saeing me...those big reason lars. sae i still lky him then deny wat all this. shit lohz. i dun lky him ok goh yiling?!! juz tt those memories still haunt me onli. tok to ling until wan cry sia. hahas. long tym neva cry liaos. so cannot cry. ah la. lazy to blog. tired. feel lky wan go slp again. haiis. kip thinking of those memories or shld i sae 'him'. hmms. suan lers. dun wan think so much. okok. juz a warning. in a veri bad mood tis few daes. i dunno why oso. so dun provoke me. juz leave me alone.
