I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
haven got the time to blog recently. haven got much to blog abt too.
life is boring. work is boring. & i'm so bored.
kill me. i so hate myself. i'm so super angry with myself.
if only i can catch what people say just by listening ONCE. making mistakes makes me mad. making STUPID MISTAKES makes me even mad.
today is just not my day. ok, everyday is not my day. i'm just a waste in my wrkplace, at home. & even a waste to myself. everything is just not going right.
i keep telling myself to listen to instructions given carefully. do things correctly. do things orderly. but i just keep making mistakes. fucking stupid mistakes.
i keep saying money shldnt be wasted. & i let 70bucks dwn the drain just becos of my forgetfulness. can somebody just slap my brain up?
FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. DAMN MYSELF.
8:16 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
What Your Front Door Says
You are bold, brave, and easily excited.
You are passionate about what you believe.
And you're never afraid to tell people exactly what you think.
You're picky and particular. It's sometimes hard to meet your standards.
ok. sorry for been gone for so long. was busy with wrk & slp. hahaha. waking up early in the morning is my weakness.
wrk has been alright so far. just tt the job is boring. VERY BORING. admin stuffs. filing, keying in details & blahs. lucky tt it's a 1month contract only. hahaha. & lucky the pay isnt too bad. the thought of the pay gives me a little motivation to wrk. hehs. jiayou to myself. hope i'll be punctual everyday. hope i learn things fast. hope i do things fast. hope 1month will be over fast. HAHAHAHAHA.
BAD NEWS. my w850i is officially DEAD. very very dead. =( i lost all my contacts. so people, if you msg/call me & i ask who you are, please pardon me k! luckily i can rem ling's & shan's no. i'm very dependant on them you know. hahaha. wanted to get a new phone today. but, i wanted only sony ericsson. & S.E recently no gd phones. sians. any recommendations anyone? dearest shan lent me her z610i. lovessss her super much. =)
was supposed to have MJ sessions on fri. but due to this&that, it's cancelled. so went to ling's hse. stole 2of her tops. haha. i need a few more office apparels to tide me over the next 3wks. haha. thks darling for the clothes.
ok, shall go do something else. blogger becomes boring when my life becomes boring. byeeee all my lovesssssssssss.
the love-hate affair.
2:11 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
You Are a Cashew
You are laid back, friendly, and easy going.
Compared to most people, you have a very mild temperament.
You blend in well. You're often the last person to get noticed.
But whenever you're gone, people seem to notice right away!
recieved a call frm the 2nd company on fri morning. was employed. =) starting wrk on mon, which is tml. was having mixed feelings. happy yet sians cos my klkk days are over. =) told shan bout it, told her to tell me tt wrk is gd. & she said something powerful. "let's wrk hard & earn lotsss of $$$ for GSS" haha. then i was lky "steady lahs!" still, i hope everything will be fine at work. & hope i learn things fast too. gd luck to myself. =)
then on fri night, a few relatives came over to my hse. was playing with leroy the whole night. he can speak a lil'. & he can say "ai ni" haha. & know how to say "auntie" and a few more things lahs. but he'll speak only when he feels lky. hehs. he's so super cute.
after they went home, couldnt slp, so packed my table. it's lky so messy. & i only pack my table lky once in a million yrs. hahaha. sometimes when my things are all too in place, I CANT FIND THEM! so i pack my table when i really feel lky it. =) TOTALLY CHAOS. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . & TADAAAAAAA~!! heees. =D
next morning, i was hao-lian-ing to my mum tt my table is soooo neat. & she replied, "aiya, last few days only lahs." *faintsss. hahaha.
met up with ling ytd. headed to imm & bugis. we shopped till our legs are on the verge of breaking. hehs. bought 1 top, 1 dress & a pair of heels ytd. & ling, she's crazy. 6 TOPS. hahaha. she say her hubby is gng to kill her. omg, i hope she's stilla live by now. hahahaha. both of us waited for shan to end wrk. then headed to timah for late dinner. chatted awhile then hm swt hm. =)
ok, goneee & byeeeeeee.
6:14 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
What Your City Walk Means
You are unique and philosophical. You have your own way of living life, and you relish your independence.
You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable.
Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself.
You tend to be organized, logical, and methodical. You're so efficient, people often wonder how you get so much done.
just back frm cck 24hr coffeeshop. was supposed to meet ling at lot1. but in the end she cancelled it cos she cant make it in the end. ok, nvm. so i went lot1 alone. =( haha. needed to get nosestuds. 2 of it dropped. & you know, they got sizes S.M.L for the studs. i always get M. so 2Ms. put it in to my nose piercings. & i realised she gave me L for one of it. ya, fuck. & i cant possibly change it since i've worn it. nvm, will go get another one another tym. ok, back to just now, i met up with sy & daryl in the end at the coffeeshop cos i wanted to take something frm sy. & we chatted & chatted. for almost 2hrs i think. been 9875349days since i see the 2 of them. did some catching ups & some talks on some random matters. hehe. till 11.45 lky tt then we headed hm already. =)
have been very bothered by job matters these few days. well, as you know, GMC accepted me. but the interview at a second company tt i went for, i preferred tt one more. but chances of being employed are unknown too. i need to call GMS tml to let them know if i accept their offer. how how how? super confused lahs. i dunno if i shld risk putting all my hopes on the second company where my chances are still unknown.
sis told me to reject the GMS since i dun want since i got the tym to wait & slack. i told her, i got the tym to wait but no money to wait. haha. at the end of my confusion, it's all because of money. who doesnt need money right? who wouldnt wants to be rich & richer?
&rach, thks for recommending me the job. =)
hope my final choice tml wld be right & i wont regret.
anyway, suprise for girls is finally revealed! blog for all is created by MEMEMEMEMEMEME! i spent lky 2full days doing it. hehehe. i hope all of them lky it lahs. =)
to MELINDA & MELENE. read frm melinda's blog tt poly life at RP quite stress. jiayou ok. study hard, play hard. believe you girls will get use to it soon. SMILE. =D lovesssssssssss.
12:35 AM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
You Are Disturbingly Profound
You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.
Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.
Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.
No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.
ytd with my girls was fun. =) xueqi came to my hse 1st. she watched tv while i prepared. then agatha reached my hse downstairs ard 5.45pm then we went dwn to mit her & headed to bus stop then melinda came. bus-ed off to timah. supposed to mit rach & yun 6.30 at mac. we reached at 6.30. but the 2 ladies reached at 7pm! haha. & they kip blaming the bus. okok, forgiven. anyway, elynn & melene came in the midst of waiting for rach & yun.
went to have prata. i din eat prata actually. i had roti john. those roti almost stuffed me to death. haha. was super full. anyway, eling came after her wrk too. so after dinner, went for pool-ing. i think we talked & laughed more than playing pool. haha. anyway, was pool-ing till 11pm+. then all headed home. =)
rach did a 'friendbook' for us. then all of use had to write. i haven write finish lehs. haha. shall continue on our nxt meeting. nxt meeting is on 26apr. yayness cos i get to see them again.=) booness cos i have to past 2wks before getting to see them. =(
oh, nvm. photos. writing on the friendbook. MISS HARLEY DAVIDSON. my face is obviously cut off by the stupid cam. she's glued to the psp for the whole night. haha. 10minus1. stella wasnt there ytd. =(
ok, have been doing/setting/creating a surprise for my girls. but i need all their individual photos. have only rach,sjb,melinda&stella ones now. so, ELING,ELYNN,MELENE,AGATHA,YUN, send me send me. if not i'll really feed you with my frozen shit. muahahaha.
ok, byeeeeeee.
8:17 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
What Your Little Black Dress Says About You
You have a flair for the dramatic. You love attention.
You feel alive when all eyes are on you... and you definitely love to work a room.
Your style is glamourous, over the top, and luxurious. You love to shop, and you have expensive taste.
have been klkk-ing for some time already. looking for jobs & sending resumes to companies.
went for an interview ytd at tuas. the sun ytd was killing me lahs. super hot. reached the company(UMS) for interview AT 2pm. interview lasted for bout 45mins. then bus-ed off to JP. shopped alone. hehe. bought a slippers frm Charles&Keith. 35bucks. love it super much. then after tt, headed to westmall. met up with shan. walked ard then slacked at coffee bean. & saw fadilah. she's still crazy as ever. did some catching up with her. she's my bestest band junior lahs. then after tt she went off liaos. shan and i rotted till dunno what tym. then ling came with jeron. headed to food junction for dinner. jeron can walk already lahs. haha. he's so cute. yes, & mischievious. anyway, was at westmall till 10+ i think. then shan headed home & ling & i cabbed home too.
this morning, UMS called me. told me tt they have decided to employ me. told them tt i wld consider first. then went back to slp. then another company called me for an interview. will go nxt week. hope they respond to me fast so tt i can consider which one. =)
meeting my girls ltr on. today is our prata day! hehehe. gng to timah for prata & a little pool-ing.
shall go prepare already liaos. waiting for xueqi to come my hse 1st. =) tick tock tick tock.
