I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
siians . 2more daes and i'm gonna be back to sch . sumtyms think bout it veh happy but sumtyms think liaos also feel siians 1/2 . hehes . anywae , went to cut my hair liaos . i feel lky killing the hairdresser . stupid kuku . dun wanna mention bout it . my hair now is lky back to lky last tym de again . RAHHHH !!! went to lot1 ytd with canice . went to sasa . looked ard . and i bought a silver glitter eyeliner . $12.90 . alright , still within my budget lahs . a magazine was given to us . i lurfe the mag alot cos the design veh nice . hehes . and there's the eyeliner i bought . OMG ! i lky ANNA SUI ! i wan i wan ! =) after tt went to have dinner at mac . guess who i saw ? JEGANESH !!! wahahas . miss him so much lahs . alright , after eating , we went to find yiling . she wrking at the blk 205 . we din tell her we gng to find her . so reach there purposely go knock her . she kana shocked . hahas . stupid woman . but then also cannot tok to her . her boss there . so canice and i go sit at another side . tok tok lohs . at there until 8+ then we veh sians then tell ling we go liaos lohs . after tt i went to canice hse awhile . dunno for what also . hehs . the results of being too bored ... todae whole dae at home rot . nth to do . no show to watch . call sy she no ans . =( she dun wan me liaos . hahas . might be mitting her tml . i wan go bugis ... hehehe . ;her thousand reasons .
6:11 PM
sch's starting .
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
ytd i was looking at the calender(well, i'm bored ok )and realised this is gng to be my LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAES !! omg omg omg . gan chiong man . hahas . i din wan to count how many daes lahs . cos ...i cant bear my super long long holidaes . well , hopefully phng and i can into the same class . GOD PLEASE , LET US BE IN THE SAME CLASS !! hehes . anywae , sch starts next tues . but i dunno what tym must reach sch . hmms .... and i haven go cut my messy hair . and haven dye yet . siao liaos . all sure last min de lahs .lucky i decide wan dye what colour liaos . reddish brown . but , who's gonna dye for me eh ? everyone so busy . shall go plead with my erjie liaos . hehs . anywae , my motive of looking at the calender was to count how manii million more daes toMY BIRTHDAY ! wahahahas . but counted a few tyms , but just cant get the exact amt . alwaes count until june or july then mess up liaos . well , my maths sucks lky hell . hehes . although stillgot many months to oct lahs , but , as i said , i'm feeling so super bo liaos this few daes . i just pass my tym by watching tv progs . frm the tym i wake up watch until the tym when i go to sleep . hohos . pro eh . i just got so many shows to watch . and of course mostly is my aiai de . hehehes . alright , shall go watch my aiai prog liaos . ♥ lurfe him SOSOSOSO much .♥
;my unspoken words .
4:59 PM
die die die !
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I'M FEELING SO FUCKING BORED !!
SIIANS . my lyfe is starting to grow webs liaos . hahas . so bored lohs . seriously nid entertainments . hahas . no one to pei me . even if there is , also dunno want go where also . hehs .
my computer got prob lohs . so sucky one . then must use my erjie de laptop . used it w/o her permission . she's gonna kill me liaos . hahs . SORRY ERJIE !
anywae , i finally made the 'effort' to slp early and wake up early ytd and todae . hohoho . but then , wake up early , then got nth to do , no tv progs to watch . bored lohs . i'm feeling so free now . slacking ard . feel lky want go slp . hahas . but cannot lahs . i dun wan to go back to my 'owl daes' . hehs. alright . shall stop . i've gt nth to blog . =)
;i'm feeling so lost
2:10 PM
million years .
Saturday, April 22, 2006
hohoho ! my blog rotting liaos . haven been faithful to it . hehs . while , cos i was busy watching vcds , and .... SLEEPING . hahas . dunno why this week kip on veh tiired . but din sleep much also lehs . so weird . my irregular sleeping hours seems to be turning to sleeping probs liaos . finding it so hard to fall aslp , been waken up only if there is a lil' noise , and if i slp on my bed , i cant get to slp unless i go to the living rm or study rm to sleep . DIE ! hahas . dunno want how also . and if i dun get enough sleep my whole body will be aching lky hell . trying veh hard to get rid of all this probs liaos .
anywae , sch starting soon liaos . looks forward to it ALOT . sick of my current lyfe . doing nth , lazing ard . so meaningless . bought shoes for school liaos . veh nice ok . lacey lacey de . but my family sae the shoe more lky wan go shopping lky tt . hahas . dun care lahs . already buy liaos . hehes . ytd phng and i discussing wan dye back our hair to black anot . hahas . my haiir is confirm nid de lahs . i then dun wan 1st dae only kana catch . maybe i dye back to dark brown . 1st dae must guai guai mahs . hahas . and hopefully my class dun wan got those guai lan lao lan pple . spoil my mood only . hehes .
sy starting sch liaos lohs . mon start liaos . i can go die liaos lahs . no one to pei me liaos . hahas . i so ke lian lahs . hahas . CHUA SIN YEE , FREE MUST CALL ME OK . hehes . if not i kip on at home then become lazier and lazier . hehs . anywae , collected my new specs liaos . no picture of it . cos my stupid erjie took the camera out todae . hell lohs . hahas . i think i wear liaos look so funny sia . but my sis sae nice . maybe i not use to it bahs . shall wear it to sch . then i'll look so super guai liaos . hahas .
want to cut my hair sia . dunno want go where cut lehs . and also dunno wan cut how also . hehes . actually feel lky wan rebond again . but kip on rebond . feel abit waste money . lky siao lang lky tt . kip on rebond . hahas . and if i now rebond also no use lohs . cos my hair shoulder length . sure veh fast the curl up liaos . blahs .. so shall wait till it's longer . my haiir lky grow veh slow lky tt . hmms ..
ok lahs . shall stop here liaos . dunno wat to write liaos also . hahas . such a boring lyfe , got thing to write already not bad liaos lohs . hahas . anywae , i feel lky wan go do manicure . can anyone tell me where got nice de ? hehes .
;i'll nvr forget , our memories .
5:53 PM
drained out .
Monday, April 17, 2006
i'm too tiired for wrds right now people . shall blog tml .
the Adventurer Test finished!
you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN.
"I am happy and open to new things"
Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.
How to Get Along with Me
Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
Don't tell me what to do.
What I Like About Being a Seven
being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
being spontaneous and free-spirited
being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
being generous and trying to make the world a better place
having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
having such varied interests and abilities
What's Hard About Being a Seven
not having enough time to do all the things I want
not completing things I start
not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career
having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship
Sevens as Children Often
are action oriented and adventuresome
drum up excitement
prefer being with other children to being alone
finesse their way around adults
dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up
Sevens as Parents
are often enthusiastic and generous
want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
i really wonder what's she thinking . i dunno whether she changed to another person whom we dunno at all or she just nid a change of environment . all this that had happened . it's just like a bad dream , a shameful joke . tell me people , whether we shld tok it out with her or leave her alone . i'm so confused . frankly speaking, i feel so disturbed and bothered by it .i hate this feeling so much . i really hate having misunderstandings and quarrels with my friends . this thing shldnt have happen at all . up till now , i still dun get the whole picture of it . for now , i just hope we can clear all misunderstandings with her . return to how happy and close we were in the past . sharing probs and secrets together . joking & crapping together . and laughing over the slightest thing . isnt that how we were suppose to be ?
;over.gone.lost.
2:55 AM
specially for sy .
Thursday, April 13, 2006
alright . i'm here to blog . hehs . din wan to blog de lahs . but sy sae nth to read . so i come and blog specially for her lahs . hehes . i so nice lohs . todae went to my dajie's sch with my mum . make specs lohs . cheaper lohs . so reach liaos then mit my dajie . then go make specs . the design tt i chose quite common lahs . dunno how to describe . black & dark purple lidat lohs . checked my eyes . OMG . my left eye increase by 25deg . hell lohs . and my 'shan guang' super deep . the person sae some people are born lidat . hahas . wth . so cant be bothered lohs . but it's alwaes my 'shan guang' tt make the whole specs more ex than it shld be . so my specs total up is $110 . anywae , make liaos then waited for my dad . he came to fetch us for dinner . went to boon lay area to eat . eat liaos then go home liaos lohs . tml good fridae . holidae for most . but it's just another boring dae for me . dun think will be gng out bahs . shall just rot at home . hoho . anywae , it's tym for me to go and cut my haiir .
;never-endings
11:34 PM
i nid some entertainments !
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i'm feeling so f'ing bored right now . so decided to blog . siians . no interesting websites to go . wanted to play online pool . then dunno what happened to my com . lazy to explain what went wrong . was dulan . gonna rot liaos . then wanted to sleep . but , normally 1am -6am , getting to slp is a ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE thing for me liaos . unless i really sososososo tiired . actually i was super tiired in the afternoon de lahs . then triied not to slp . then watched tv lohs ... but who noes ... I FELL ASLP . hehes . then now so awake . hahs . oh ya , there's something i want to make clear . if you call me , and i ans and i sae tt i'm slping , pls sae what you haf to sae and hang up . that stupid ling called me when i'm slping . then call me chat with her . i sae want slp she dun wan let me hang up . tt siao char bor . i'll go crazy if you dun let me slp ! ahahahahas . but if you really feel troubled and nid someone to tok to , you're most welcomed ! *this is for my wifeys only lohs . hehes . jk lahs . i veh nice one ok . hehs , anywae , up till now i still cant figure out what's wrong with iwebtunes . other people can upload song but i cannot lohs . shit de lohs . idiot iwebtunes . want change song also cannot . wtf . some people help me !!!! and wanted to continue to help stef to do her blog . but she's not online . i forgot her pw . hahas . so din do lohs . alright , shall go wash up then go to my lala dreamland . hoho . may i haf a sweet and nice dream . hehes .
;have you gone reflecting my dear girl ?
4:57 AM
it's really the end or what .
Monday, April 10, 2006
i dunno what the hell happened to you . you are just another diff person todae . i dunno what's bothering you . you dun wan to let us noe it's perfectly alright with us . i dun believe you threw your temper todae just becos we din wait for you . you werent lky this in the past . and those hurting words you said to us . unbelieveable . annoying . disturbing . frankly speaking , when i saw what you sms-ed us how i wish you were there for me to give you a tight slap . 5yrs gng on 6yrs of friends . i cant imagine how you managed to sae those things out . did you think of how we'll feel ? i really hope you'll reflect . i was thinking what's wrong with you the whole dae . i bet the others are bothered by this too . but maybe , you're not worth for us to worry for you anymore . maybe you are tiired of this friendship and dun nid us anymore . how i wished all this are just my guesses . I'LL BE GLAD IF YOU CAN PROVE ME WRONG .
sorry people . i'm not in the mood to blog todae . sy & vip , i'll upload the pics some other dae and then send to both of you .
;those unbreakable bonds broke .
11:02 PM
things change .
Sunday, April 9, 2006
i dunno what's wrong with me . my temper seems to be getting from bad to worse . getting irritated and annoyed so easily . esp when i'm at home . or maybe i'm lky this long ago just tt i din realise it . i really dun feel lky toking or response to anyone at home right now . sometyms i'd prefer to be alone at home . no one disturbs me , no one irritates me . i dunno what the hell i'm thinking . just suddenly so sick of everyone and everything . feel so pissed off . hate me people . i deserved to be hate for having such an annoying temper .
sometyms i feel so fucking bothered by certain matters .
but i just dunno what i'm exactly bothered with .
so sick of all the happenings . sometyms i really hate myself lky hell . dun sae you understand me cos i dun even understand myself now .
;will anyone be there for me if i break dwn & cry?
9:15 PM
once again .
Friday, April 7, 2006
i'm so sick of slping until late afternoon liaos . so frm now on , shall try to change my body clock . TRY , i mean it ok . hehes . alright . was home the whole dae watching tv . siians lohs . then 8+ shan called me . call me go lot 1 . ok lohs . fuck lohs . din put makeup then shan and vip sae lky another person . hahas . wth . anywae , reached there then went arcade . standard one . hahas . play the diamond 11 play until dulans . until shan sae she veh angry . sae wan go eat ice cream cool dwn . hahas . siao woman . so we go cheers buy ice cream then vip go home . then shan and i sit sit tok tok lohs . crapping rubbish . hehes . at there till 10 sumtin then go home liaos lohs . walk home then call sy to chat with me . hehes . chatting with her online now . stupid woman . she sae xiao zhu is her aiai ! argh ! qi si wo . hahas .
;lurfes my aiai & wifeys .
11:17 PM
problems & problems .
Thursday, April 6, 2006
i feeling so vexed right now . not vexed abt my probs . is abt my sis and another of my friend . my sis and her fucking idiot cheehong bf quarreled . blah blah blah . i feel lky slapping my sis bf . he's reallie a bastard . i've nvr seen a more childish , insensible , unreasonable , arrogant , proud person lky him . just hope that he rots in hell . on the verge of kiiling him liaos . cheebyebye . and my sis , OMG . i reallie dunno what's she thinking . erjie , if you're reading this , let me tell you , IT'S TYM TO LET GO . DONT WASTE YOUR TYM ON THIS KINDA CHEEHONG KIA LAHS . qi si wo . really dunno what to do now . just hope she cheers up soon . another prob is bout my friend de lahs . i pity her . well , dun wan to talk much bout it . but some pple are so damn unreasonable you noe . come on lahs . no evidence then shut your fucking mouth up . and also , none of your business at all . dun what thing also want to chap . shit de lohs . dont go ard accusing pple just becos of what others say . come on , USE YOUR BRAIN , FOOL ! ;may all bitches and bastards rot in hell .
11:27 PM
what a dae .
Wednesday, April 5, 2006
todae woke up . saw miss call frm sy . called her back . she told me she , shan and ling gng sch outside . wth . ling pon sch . hehs . she asked me wan go mit them not . then ok lohs . woke up , bath ... blahs . reach westmall 3+ liaos . mit them then go walk walk , eat eat . then 6+ went to entertainment . siians . go there play arcade . take neoprint with ling . then went to play pool for awhile . then went mac outside sit sit tok tok . shan went off with her stead first . so left three of us . had a nice tym crapping with tt two siao woman . hehes . super noiisy lohs . kip laughing . hahas . siaos liaos . then 10 sumtin ling stead came lohs . then after awhile sy sae wan go hm liaos . then ok lohs . went home . siians lohs . so early go home . haiis . reached home watch tv all this lohs . siians lahs .
my dear stupid bitch . hahas .
it's obvious tt the stupid bitch behind is trying to take a shot with me . hahas .
hoho . tryiing to act cool and turns out to look so stupid . hahs .
alright . got 2 more . haven scan into com . hahas .
took this while waiting for the neoprints to finish printing ...
still waiting ... hehes .
i'm feeling hungry . craving for SUSHI !! hohoho .
;i wanna kill .
5:02 AM
SO BLACK !
Monday, April 3, 2006
i'm so tiired ! din slp for the entire nite . can die lohs . hahs . so lie dwn until 7.30 then go wash up all this . stupid lohs , gotta spray my haiir black . f'ing ugly . my mum sprayed for me untill her whole hand black black . hahas . then spray until so not even . cant be bothered oso lahs . so bout 8+ went out then mit phng ard 9 lohs . was late by a wee bit . hehes . when we reach sch , kaos , still must take queue no. to pay fees , take the ezlink photo . phng and i was so noisy while waiting for our turn . hahs . then buy sch polo tee . by the tym everything settle already 11 liaos . hahas . phng 11.45 got wrk . then we go eat . eat till 11.15 then go liaos lohs . siians . in the bus kip on was slp wan slp lidat . then 12pm reach home lohs . then bath all this . omg , when i shampooing my haiir , the foam is so so so black . hahas . had to wash twice somemore . hahas . ok lahs . shall not blog much . wan go sleep liaos . super tiired !
black black black . hahs . look so chinese with black haiir . hehs . and the stupid spray made my haiir SO dry lohs . majiam my hair wan rot liaos lky tt .
me and phng phng . while waiting for our turn ... siians .
;i'll follow eu .
1:17 PM
the untitled .
Sunday, April 2, 2006
siians . todae was disturbed awake by my sis's friends early in the morning 7+am lohs . they cum play mahjong . siiaos de lehs . kip on play mahjong . then wake up kip tryiing to slp back then cannot . then hungry . hahas . then wake up eat breakfast watch tv . then 11 lidat they went home then i go slp again . peace finally . hehs . slp until 6+ . woke up , bath , ate dinner . then watched campus superstar . sucks lohs . my sch the geraldine din win the girls champ . siians lohs . think she todae sore throat bahs . her voice majiam want to becum ah du's voice liaos . hahas . then when the most final liaos . i support the guy liaos lohs . the zhiyang . cos he sing my aiai song - lian ai da ren . he and the shi xin hui sing until veh nice lohs . and sibeii bollywood ahs . hahas . anywae , he won . think cindy must be on cloud nine now ehs . hahas .
just now recieved a diverted call . tot is the guy who owaes call sy de . then stand by wan scold liaos . then the person is a girl . somemore talk so gentle sia . then i ask who . she sae she ai shang . ahahas . what the hell lohs . tt stupid sy . make me and ai shang so paisei sia . hahas .
siians . waiting for tym to pass to 1am . want watch outsiders 2 . MY AIAI ~ hehes . tml gotta wake up early lohs . mitting phng to go to sch to pay sch fees . dunno can wake up anot . hahas .
;insatiable desire .
11:35 PM
APRIL FOOL !
Saturday, April 1, 2006
happy april fool everyone . was fooling my wifeys and phng ytd abt i'm in hospital... blahs . then phng awhile ltr want to fool me . she msg me " i love your bf . sorry ! pls . i cant help it . can you share him with me ? " lame lohs . then i send back . " i no bf lehs " . then she send me " i love your ex . " then i said , " go ahead and love him " . hahas . funii lohs . tt stupid woman .
anywae , woke up ard 2+ . got ready all this . then went to my ah ma hse alone . my family there liaos . money was here todae ! i miss him SO much lohs . hehes . he's so cute . took pics with him . had a hard tym . cos beside me there's food and of cos , he's more interested in the foods . hahas . greedy guy eh .
hahs . just lurfe him sooooo much . and then peishing , said she wanted to take photo too . so took for her . lil' rascal . hehs . anywae , at my ah ma hse until 8pm then went home lers . reached home then sit sit awhile . then went to update my bank book . gng broke ! hahas . work ! i wan work !
