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I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.


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do i still love him?
Thursday, January 6, 2005


juz now chatted wif junlin on msn. tok tok tok. then tok bout jiawei. hais. junlin called me to gib jiawei another chance. i admit nowadaes i haf been thinking bout him. but wen i broke up wif him. i oreadi told myself tt it's really the end of our story. he dun suit me. or rather i'm not gd enuf for him. he's a nice guy. he can find gurls betta than me.

/ / * Fate,Is a love curse which can neva be broken.If we are fated,We'll meet again. * / /

mondae i went to sch. reason is to see my sistas. and gib one of dem things. but deep down in my heart. is to see jiawei. i wanted to noe if i still luv him anot. i wanted to noe i wld feel wen i see him. but maybe we are nt fated. i saw junlin yongquan kelvin yujie but din see jiawei. wasn't jiawei owaes wif dem. i told junlin. he said tt at tt tym he was in the office. yes. mon i passed by the office. why din i see him. y? maybe we are nt fated. haiss. tis is a reality.


junlin saes jiawei still lkys me. and tt tym wen they go kbox jiawei sang huo cai tian tang. one of my fave songs. you guys may feel tt it's normal for him to sing. but he's a shy guy. and he seldom sing. hais. jiawei..not worth it lars. okies? dere are mani betta girls. tt tym i was reading a fanfic late at nite. then it was a sad one. i cried. i dried my tears. but tears juz kip flowing down. it cant stop. then i noe the tears cums frm my heart. but y am i crying? after crying i felt betta. y is tis so? why... ?

he lives his life. i live my life. he has his own happiness. so do i. is he my happiness. i dunno. hais. betta tis wae. sumtins are betta not to be known.

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