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fri. end of week.
Friday, February 25, 2005
todae feel so damn tired again. but i cannot dun go for assembly. coz the dm sae those who no cum muz stay back..blah blah blah. todae got one teacher actually wan catch me de. coz of my finger nails. i paint it black mahs. then the teacher call ''girl girl cum here'' then i noe she call me i bluff bluff act dunno. then faster walk awae. hahas.
todae go find ruby they all. and took my 'n' level cert. waited for 4 yrs juz to take a stupid cert. hahas. todae we six sit at 213 and tok tok. then we went to westmall walk walk. then go mac tok tok again. hahas. todae i took lotssa pic wif ling and viper. sinyee ruby and cindy dun wan take. hmms.. hahas. then i take pics of them when they were unaware. wahahas. so funni. ard 3++ then we all go home lers. we all beri tired. ling and i share cab. then angeline oso take cab. todae had quite a great tym wif those 5 pigs. hahas.
feeling so warm now. i saw him in sch todae again. hais. i reallie hate myself. stupid idiot. failure in my love life. i dun wan to blame any1 for my mistakes coz maybe i'm destined not to be in love in da 1st place. god played a game on the both of us~!!! when i love him so much, he chose to leave me. and when he start to cherish me, i chose to leave him. our love has being repeated tyms and tyms. i'jm damn freaking tired. so tired until i'd rather let go and find another love. but up till now i still cant forget him. i hate myself. i hate the cupid. i hate fate. damn freaking failure girl in love. being a stupid fool for so long. true love dun exsits at all!!!
7:03 PM
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