I am Chanel and turned 21 on 13oct. z6 & 10girls are my loves. MJ, suppers, clubs & dramamamas are my source of
entertainments. My rainbow colour is red;black;gold. &&&, i'm totally obsessed with SHOW♥羅志祥.
everything seems to be crashing on me all of a sudden. i heard tt he wan jio sum1... i duno why... but when i knew it... my heart is so...painful. my eyes became teary. it's has been a long tym i had this urge to really cry my heart out. i nid sum 1 to cry to. i nid sum1 to tell me ''it's alrite. dun cry'' but it seems....i'm alone. i dun wan to fall in love wif him again. but symptoms of sadness is acting up again.. urge to listen sad songs.... silly thoughts... finding it hard to breathe.... this is the feeling tt i hate most..... i really feel lky crying....but if i do.....it shows tt i lky him. i dun wan.... i dun wan to love him... wat shld i do.... trying veh hard not to let my tears flow.... i will neva msg him AGAIN...NEVER. maybe tt's the only way to..... i dunno. i juz feel i shld nt msg him again.
