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nth much. just my tots. dun bother to read.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
sumtyms i just wish i can read others mind. i wan to noe wat everyone is thinking. i wan to noe wat people think of me. bitchy, noisy or wateva. i just wan to noe. i observe people ard me. i wonder if they are thinking of the same thing as i am. others' tots. hmms..just so curious. coz wat a person shows out may not always be the same as wat they are thinking deep dwn in their hart. a person may be laughing away but maybe deep dwn in the hart, it's crying and bleeding so badly. someone may appear to be veh nice to you but who noes, he/she may be plotting sum evil plans against you. pretence, tt's wat everyone often do.
a person who's outta love, feeling sad and crying. why must it be the hart tt hurts..? everyone hate the feeling. i do. sumtyms i just hope tt i can see a person hart and see hw it looks lky when tt person is outta love.
toking abt love. it's just so amazing. it can make sumone cry and make sumone happy. loving sumone isnt as tiring as being in love. when tt person tt you love has sumone else already. yes, you'll cry. but it wun be as pain as breaking up. coz there's no memories. you din lose anyone. just a simple hartbreaking moment for you. tt's my experience.
but falling outta love, it's lky hell. it can make sumone becuming so afraid to face reality. coz at tt poiint of moment, to sumone, reality is paiin. when your bf/gf tells you break up all of a sudden. or either you found out tt he/she has another relationship behind you. you'll feel lky the whole world is crashin dw on you. pple ripping your hart out. you'll feel tt you lost everything c0z he/she was once ur everything. the feeling...so scary. i dun deny tt i'm very afraid of all this painful feeling. those who haf been it through shld undertsand how i feel. i've been it through. it's been a long tym since it happen. the memories fade. feelings gone. but the wound is still as fresh as it once was. it's true. when you wake up in the morning, you'll feel tt a part of you is missing. you'll feel there's no space for you to catch a breath. up till today, i'll still tear when i think of it.
i hate pple who haf a relationship behind their gf/bf. i despise them. how i wish they'll get their retribution. i am not saying anyone now. i just wan others to noe how it feels and pls cherish all tt you have now.
anyway, love on the other hand, can make sumone on cloud nine. tt feeling. i dunno how to explain it in wrds. when i'm loved, i'll feel so blissful and happy. yupps. everyone shld feel this way when loved.
tt's my thinking of love. it's just how i feel bout it. just have a urge to say it out here. yupps. no motive. just purely my tots. dun judge wat is said here. not happy bout it then just shoo. if you feel unhappy bout wat i said then you may be sumone who once betrayed sumone who loved you lotss. yeas. thiink,hw deeply you've hart tt person. go do sum reflection.
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