losiing grip. i really am. i mean it.
Monday, November 7, 2005
todae woke up late. faster chiong to sch. coz phng in sch liaos. hahas. todae ms chin gave me my bdae present. is chanel de. hahas. went home during break with tingru. veh tired. ytd 5am then slp. reach home then slp lers. haiis. got no mood to blog. shall end here.
maybe sumtins reallie shld not be the way it is now. maybe i shld just let things go on the way it shld be. i'm just so tired from all this tolerance, it's torturing me. i feel tt this is just a one-sided game. frm now, i'll just let it be. fate, i shall just resign to it. i'm not going to do anything anymore. i tried so hard to cherish you but it still seems to me that it's slipping away from me. i just cant feel anything anymore. my hart is giving up. at least i knew i once lurfe you so deeply. so even if our story shld end again, let it be. and let it end eternally. no repeats. no regrets.
5:07 PM
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