maybe, it wasnt meant to be at all.
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
happy deepavali. hehs. todae dun nid go sch. slp till 2+. shuang. woke up. wanted to call jiawei. but think he wrking liaos. so din call. packed my things. threw away sum bags and clothes. my mum sae our cardboard wan overload liaos. hahas. pack liaos then watch tv all this lohss. siians. then my auntie cum my hse. fri i going to malaysia with her family to dye and highlight haiir. haiis. actually wan to nov end the do de. but since she going..so i go lohss. so fri not going sch. hoho. anywae...6+ jiawei called me lers lohss. tell me he at lot1. hurhurs. wth. when he wan go home liaos then tell me. hmms. suan lers. ate my dinner and then watched tv. just now went dwn to 7-11 buy biscuits eat. hurhurs. so siians. jiawei slping. tml shan and vip start wrk liaos. kaos. nobody to go out and racki racki with me liaos. siians.
i dunno what's worng with you tis few daes. you've changed so much. i dunno if i'm the cause of it or you are already lidat at the first place. do you know, i feel so neglected by you. i dun feel gd. how bout you. i dun deny that i changed. being together again, i hope it's a right path we both chose. no regrets for us i hope. even if one dae this relationship shld end again, i just hope it wld end nicely without and hatred or anger. i lurfe you so pls dun rip my heart.
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