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beneath those smiles.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
suppose to go to wrk todae. but i din go. so tiired. so told phng to tell them i sore eyes. well, my eyes todae whole dae was really in a pain. but not sore eyes lahs. think is bcos of my contact lens. then kip on tearing. makiing me feel so incomfortable. esp my left eye. my vision lky blur blur lidat. tml and thurs was suppose to be on off dae de. but phng called me and sae tt tml and thurs must wrk. she oso gt wrk. f' lohs. then she sae if i neva go tml i kana blacklisted. f' dem lahs. siao kuku. neva go only then blacklisted. kaos. thurs is gonna be mango sales liaos. wahahas. but this season the clothes all so thick de. and the design nt veh nice oso. siians lahs. tml reallie dun feel lky going to wrk. haiis.
i reallie wonder what eu're thinking and how eu're feeling. i dunno if the prob lies with eu or me. when i'm giving up, eu seems to cherishing it alot. and when eu're giving up, then i seem to cherish it alot. what's wrong? this is just lky a mind-guessing game. so sick of it. so tiired of it. i'm really on the verge of giving up. hopefully no more turniing back. no use when it wont wrk out tym and tyms again.
10:41 PM
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