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Thursday, November 22, 2007
i don't know if i'm happy with life right now
or i'm totally hating it.
nothing is free. this comes & that goes.
there will be an exchange in everything.
my ladies & my darlings. friendship with one
becomes closer but drifting apart from another.
i've never wanted to believe that best friends
can never be together FOREVER. my sister told me before,
"graduate from the school & you'll all drift apart."
my reply was a strong & firm, IMPOSSIBLE.
i'm not saying i'm on bad terms with whoever or whatever.
it's just the closeness & dependence on one another is
starting to fade. in the past, every quarrels & fights made
us grew closer. now, maybe it's the other way.
i've always wanted to treasure & cherish them. keep them by
my side & all by myself. please don't throw the word
'SELFISH' right on my face. i get very upset when
someone says that of me. i just love them.
love their craps, their moodswings, their smiles,
their laughter, their craziness. everything abt them.
on the other hand, as we grew further apart, i understood
that, FRIENDSHIP ISN'T EVERYTHING.
whatever it is, i'm starting to lose faith in our friendship.
but, i still hold on to that glimmer of hope that we can
be like how we are in the past.
phone calls are missing. random sms-es are missing.
meet-ups are missing. heart to heart sessions are missing.
when can we ever have a bitch outing again?
1:12 AM
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