Wednesday, September 16, 2009
being so nice to me & now leaving me all alone. if you chose to make things this way. i'll let it be this way. no, i wont blame you & i wont hate you. i'll only put the blame on destiny for letting us meet. i'll only hate myself for loving you.
you took all my courage away. even calling you seems so hard. pouring out my feelings seemed even harder. confessing it means i have to face it all. i'd rather keep it to myself, denying everything. at least, i can tell myself i have nth to be unhappy abt, nth to cry abt. I DON'T EVEN DARE TO CRY & IT'S ALL BECOS OF YOU.
you dont have to know all this. i dont think you even know or care a fcuking shit abt it. i'm not carrying any high hopes & i dont wish for anything.
the only little thing i'm wishing now, GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND, MY HEART & MOVE ON.
1:44 AM
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